more song appreciation!!

if you all understand my prev chinese posts, you all should understand the meaning of this song

Artist: Gina Rene Title: U Must Be

When i'm with you
you know you make my days
so beautiful
with your different ways
you make me lighter
i'm movin with the wind
love you know what you got for me
i got for you too
we can't pretend

give me another chance to breathe in
you got all the things i need and
together we're just so complete
you must be the reason i'm alive
(repeat)

it's all so new
yet so familiar
everytime i'm next to you
i feel somethin like forever
yes that's right
c'mon and talk to me
let some uh that sweet poetic love
fall over me..

Give me another chance to breathe in
you got all the things i need and
together we're just so complete
you must be the reason i'm alive
(repeat)

all this time i've been lookin for someone like you
i never really thought you existed
now i see my dreams are all comin true
i just want to stay right here with you...

(rap)
you say i'm like fresh air for the birth of your new eyes..i say you're like the sun bright enlightening my skies today.. We got together to create a new world
only a real man can understand the gift of this girl..bells are ringin cause what you're bringin has got me singin..now i can breathe in you're all i'm needin love is a breeze and spring is the season i'm feelin so alive inside and you must be the reason..
All this time i've been lookin for someone like you
i never really thought you existed
now i see my dreams are all comin true..i just want to stay ..right here with you..

Give me another chance to breathe in
you got all the things i need and
together we'rejust so complete
you must be the reason i'm alive......

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Actually, i think posting up this song will just confuse the majority of you.. LOL. Suan le, see who is smart enough to understand what I think =)

Alrighty gotta go rush the COM225 thing! Ciao all!

tug my heartstrings

sigh..

omfg why does Tank write such gorgeous songs? First all the beautiful songs for Tian Wai Fei Xian, now Hanakimi! Argh! And these two shows just nice the same combi some more, theme song by S.H.E and cha1 qu3 both the main ones by Tank. Sigh.

Tian Wai Fei Xian
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Theme song: Yi Yan Wan Nian - S.H.E
Other songs: Tian Liang Yi Hou - Tank
Yue Guang - Tank


Hana Kimi
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Theme song: Zen Me Ban - S.H.E
Other songs: Zhuan Shu Tian Shi - Tank
Dong Le - Tank



Tell you, whenever I hear anyone of the abovementioned 4 tank songs, i will really cry. They tug really hard at my heartstrings la!!


歌名：專屬天使
作詞：Tank 作曲：Tank 演唱：Tank

我不會怪你
對我的偽裝
天使在人間是該藏好翅膀
人們愚蠢魯莽而你纖細善良
怎能讓你
為了我被碰傷

小小的手掌
厚厚的溫暖
你總能平復我不安的夜晚
不敢想的夢想
透過你的眼光
我才看見
它原來在前方

沒有誰能把你搶離我身旁
你是我的專屬天使
唯我能獨占
沒有誰能取代你在我心上
我有一個專屬天使
我哪裏還需要別的願望

小小的手掌
大大的力量
我一定也會象你一樣飛翔
最想去的地方
就是我的方向
有我保護
笑容儘管燦爛

沒有誰能把你搶離我身旁
你是我的專屬天使
唯我能獨占
沒有誰能取代你在我心上
我有一個專屬天使
我哪裏還需要別的願望

要不是你出現
我一定還在沉睡
絕望的以為
生命只有黑夜

沒有誰能把你搶離我身旁
你是我的專屬天使
唯我能獨占
沒有誰能取代你在我心上
我有一個專屬天使
我哪裏還需要別的願望


Even though Tank's the one who sang this, I can just imagine Quan singing this song to Ruixi.. OH! Heartache heartache! So sweeeeet!!! Ahhhh!!!


懂了
作曲：TANK
作词：TANK、徐旻铃
演唱：TANK

TANK-懂了

不该再浪费力气
做些迂回的事情
用眼神直接对你轻声细语

你没有别的表情
总微笑转过头去
轻易解开我传送的谜

如果这样还算不上有默契
至少能代表我们都够聪明

不用再问为什么
不用再说些什么
了了懂了
我们都一直爱着
不用再担心什么
不用再害怕什么
累了睡了
牵着手一起入梦了
Wo……yeah

不该再浪费力气
一直算不准天气
错过期待的场景
没在彩虹出现那刻说爱你
你一定善解人意
知道我想的事情
所以下雨不急忙回去

如果这样还算不上有默契
至少能代表我们都够聪明

不用再问为什么
不用再说些什么
了了懂了
我们都一直爱着
不用再担心什么
不用再害怕什么
累了睡了
牵着手一起入梦了
不用再问为什么
不用再说些什么
了了懂了
我们都一直爱着
不用再担心什么
不用再害怕什么
累了睡了
牵着手一起入梦了
Wo……yeah
la……



This one even worse. This song is SUPER SUPER SUPER nice and SUPER SUPER SWEEEEET. Totally for happy couples but WAH. I can totally remember when I first noticed this song - first time RuiXi just barged into Quan's bed and slept there. WOAH. Niceee~~ Look at the lyrics! So fucking sweet =)


Sigh. My heartstrings tug until want to break already!!! Sigh sigh sigh =)
Le sigh~

still chinese...

其实。。。 我刚才type了一大堆东西，可是因为电脑突然hang掉，害得我得重写。。

算了，就当作刚才写的一大堆废话跟你们没有缘分吧。。呵呵。。

刚才的我，沉浸在脑海里的浓雾中，都不知道自己在瞎说什么。。
现在的我啊，不知道为什么，有种幸福的感觉。。

也没什么啦。。就是觉得自己把烦恼都抛开了，人也轻松得多了。。感到非常满足。。

这可能就是传说中的 ＂幸福的感觉＂ 吧？呵呵。。 还不错嘛！

唉，可是我看我真的是看＜＜花样少年少女＞＞看上瘾了啦！每次都会楞在一边发呆，回想剧情。。 刚才在二姨家跟表妹一起看的时候，在一集当中，我竟然叹了差不多三十多次气耶！表妹还在那边算呢！太丢脸了吧！哈哈！

哦，我看啊，我是没救了啦。。 呵呵。。 *傻笑*

最糟糕的是，我在这期间，竟然疏忽了功课。。而且是一大堆功课耶！真是的。。。

我看啊，我还是别多说了。。其实心里好像还有些事情还没说出来，可是可能是太多事了吧，一时之间不知道该从哪儿开始说起。。

纸短话长，我们来日再续吧。。 （这句话好熟吧？呵呵）

this entry was typed using the chinese typing tool found here! i don't have any chinese-typing software, just used this page =) yayy

in chinese!

大家好！！！哈哈！想不到吧？意外吧？

本小姐今日破例用华语来 blog 呢！太美妙了吧！哈哈。

相信我众读者当中，还有蛮多人还不晓得本小姐的华文名字是什么吧？那你们就慢慢猜吧！来日方长，相信有朝一日，你一定会发现到我华文名字的哦！

其实，别看我一副只懂得以英语沟通的脸哦，我中学时期可是修读高级华文的咧！虽然程度没林小姐那么厉害，但我觉得还颇有一些水准的啦。呵呵 *偷笑*

我今天用华于写这次的 blog entry 可能是因为最近 ＂花样少年少女＂ 看多了的关系，突然间有种很 ＂台风＂ 的感觉。。 我不是说stage wind 啦。。 是说 ＂哈－台＂的那种 台风。。 呵呵！

Anyways, 我觉得这部戏虽然是夸张了点儿，不切实际了点儿，可是，至少它能让我忘记许多烦恼，让我不断地在房间里一直爆笑。。 最重要的是 － 它让我领悟了一些人生中的道理。。

我的忠实读者应该还记得最近我感情生活中出现了一些些动静。。这故事吗，是说来话长，那我也不想长篇大论了，只想说 － 我开窍了。懂了。说什么爱情吗，如果真的要谈的话，倒不如来一段轰轰烈烈，天长地久的。 要不如，就来个甜甜密密的一见钟情的吧。单方面的暗恋，有时候也可以是幸福的啊。可是感情这种事啊，一旦搞砸了，就没有回头路可走了。第一步走错了，后悔也可能来不及了。

当那感觉没了，你怎么招，它也招不回了。

这事件让我深深地明白到其实喜欢一个人真的不能光看外表。。一个男生，就算他再帅，如果个性是差到不得了的话，那你再怎么容忍他的怪癖或行动，也总有一天会受不了的啊。

以前的我啊，就一直在那边幼稚地以为自己可以容忍自己喜欢的人的坏处，或者找办法帮他改变。。但是我这次真的是等到累了。有些人，是真的不能变的。就算了吧。俗语说得好， ＂勉强是没有幸福的＂ 干脆现在趁我还年轻，慢慢等，慢慢选一个能令我心满意足的对象。哈哈。 刚刚这句话，说出来也真的有点幼稚哦。呵呵。

可惜的是，希望没有因为我的犹豫或我猪朋狗友们的瞎搅和，害了人家。。唉。。 现在还真觉得有点内疚耶。。

＜花样少年少女＞中的 ＂泉＂哦，真是＂理想情人＂的料耶！呵呵。还有＜天外飞仙＞中的＂董永＂。。 哦！*狂叫* 真的是太令人疯迷了啦！ 为什么那么完美的男生都只在电视剧上才看得见的呢？或者是我运气差吧，或这一类＂完美＂型的男生都想尽了办法来离我远一点。。总之，现在的我已经下定决心，单身就单身啰， 至少我单身得高兴， 因为从今以后，本小姐就等这属于我的＂泉＂ 或 ＂董永＂出现在我生命中，才会去玩这个＂恋爱＂的游戏。。

想法虽然是天真了点儿，幼稚了点儿，in fact 还是蠢到家了。。 可是，我对这一方面的人或事已经没有了期望或盼望了。。 深信老天爷不会亏待我的！我一定能等／找到我的＂泉＂！！


嘻！

rambutan!

another random title..

anyway.. i just cancelled tuition - mixture of period cramps and diarrhoea.. grr. Just popped another 2 pills. Hopefully i'll feel better by the time it's time to leave for cca..

Announcing exco results later!! Wooh, exciting. Not sure what post I'll get but anything will do, as long as we(meaning the new exco) can make some really meaningful changes to the cca itself!! Gained some insight frm my interview wit my stranger, Derek, yesterday. He's chairman of the marketing wing at NUSSU wahaha. And he has a really big load of good ideas for everything! We discussed how to attract and retain members and all, and he's given me some good ideas etc. Wo0t! So hopefully when the new exco takes over, some of these ideas that everyone has can actually materialize into actual actions =)

I was watching Hana Kimi the whole of last night! Hehe. Coz the one on Channel U i can't watch la =( My silly schedule is too damned busy. I'm thinking of buying the vcd! Ella is super cute la! Tong looks like her leh! Hahahahaha. And of course, the Fahrenheit guys are cute! =) A bit effeminate and Chinese a bit suck but cute, nevertheless =) Can compare wit the 183 guys =)

Alrighty event-blog time!
Where shall I start? *goes to check blog*

wooh seh. got a lot to event-blog sia =( brb arh

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back!!

wooh. went for cca session - twinkle twinkle improv + fenshoukuaile.. We bloody screwed up fenshoukuaile la knn. Haha. Twinkle improv was pretty horrible too haha. Then announcement of new exco.. Hmm. I'm feeling really ambivalent about everything

Pres: Teck Sheng
VP: Peiwen
Treasurer: Suyee
Admin: Cherlynn(me!) and Marissa
Logistics Head: LTA (tai an)
Events Coordinator: Tong

Yupp... Well, at least us asses are in. I think as long as we're all in it doesn't matter what positions we got la. Haha. Tong and I are gonna share responsibilities for both our posts and sugar(sy) and I have to work tgt quite closely too(it's in our job scopes!)

The people who didn't get into exco - well, I'm sure there are other ways to chip in. Plus, nx year we(the new exco) will get to decide which of you come in! And don't worry man, we'll keep our eyes pealed.

Think us asses are kinda charged wit a lot of ideas and hopes for the club, new directions and aims and all =) Hope we really can make a difference yah =)

Thanks to the graduating seniors who've really done a good job - wenfu, tingfeng, shuzhen(?).. Respectively, you've been a great Prez, VP and Treasurer! Hahas.

I get to take minutes!! Whee~ My post is like secretary nia. KNNB. Haha. Nvm, used to it le, from my RT days - had to type out minutes, take attendance for my form class etc. I'm perfect for the job! Tong's perfect for her job too - the preparing of minus-one tracks and prepping songlist etc =) LTA is also quite suited for his job =)

Anw after announcing new exco, most of us went for dinner at FarEast, some place called Susan Chan's , under the recommendation of our new LogHead (mu4 tou2) Wahahaha. LTA MU TOU! =) Ok ok ba. Then after tt we had a lot of fun taking neoprints. First the guys din wanna join us and had to be pulled in, then when the girls wanted to take our own one after the group one, they knn showed up and cameo-ed! pfft. Haha fun la. Then we went to near cuppage there and played pool. Yupps.


Kk as for the rest of the event blog, lemme go bathe first =) Tml's gonna be a busy dayy!! And can't wait for exco meeting =) WHEEEEE~

it was long lost

mann..

sorry for taking so long to update!!! hehe. sorry guys. but now there's a lot to blog abt sigh =(

Hahas. some things to note abt cny:

This year was kinda like a real reunion thing for me.. My biao2 jie3(cousin) finally came back from Canada after like, i dunno how many years. Woah! Hahas. Was kinda a shock to hang around her la. Weird la we used to be so close, playing a lotta silly games and all.. Then she came back and she had almost no change la. Almost exactly the same biaojie i remember =) It's kinda weird tho haha. I also dunno how to say =)

Another "long lost" thing was my maternal grandfather.. I dunno why i call him a "thing" la i dun really mean it =) The last time I saw this grandfather was like, when I was p6? Sec2? Only once la.. Today was the 2nd time I've ever seen him lor. So weird calling someone "gong gong" when you've only seen him once before.. And only because of CNY. Now I dong3 shi4 le.. Kinda understand what my grandfather's like... I'm shocked to realise he's actually a Chinaman! Haha. Cool =) He's zheng4 zong1 hakka! Heh. His accent is quite distinct la. And his Chinese is super good =) See? now we know where my fantastic Chinese skills come from =)


Joined the adults at the gambling table these 2 days.. Managed to earn my klunch money for tml's esprimere outing! =) I think I love CNY =) Spending time wit my family.


On a sad note, my ah ma4(on my dad's side) has been hospitalised so yah, we kinda shuttle between the hospital(ttsh)and all our other relative's houses and all. Haha. On an even sadder note... Condolences to tong yah.. Sorry abt ur granma.


I realised tt my way of treating people is kinda selfish. I return people in kind, meaning if you're good to me and don't backstab me, then I'll be good to you and not backstab you etc. Yupps think my close friends know this. I want to make a special mention of this because I realised that out of all my grandparents, I only truly love my por. And I seriously really really love adore cherish my por. A lot. A lot alot alot alot aLOT.


oh wells continue later talking to sugarcupcakehoneypie now bb! happy CNY ALL!

uh huh

aye. yep haven't blogged in ages.

been mood swinging!!


have stuff to event blog - i think. went for dinner wit the lovebids after mahjong. yupps. then Sunday was er.. can't really rmb.. slacked at home.. Oh. missed church=(

Monday - school. skipped mth
Tues - school then went essential brew wit ann n evy and we had a great time =) Hahas. oh and silly comms project. and supercute waiter! and RAINBOW INDULGENCE.. mmm~~

Blog properly soon. Tired. Today was tuition tuition all the way. hahas. Alrighty ciao

wooh

oh wells

at silas's house now woohoo. blogging while the two are doing their hanky panky behind me on his bed. WAHAHA. ahem. reena left me to be alone wit this two!!! ARGH. REEEENANANANANA how could yooouu!?!?


Hahas. But on a lighter note, MJ was fun =) Love you people muchos - tong silas REEENANANA =)) Woohoo. Really missed you a lot man. Before today, the last time i met you was like, j1?!?!? At some lit/history thingy!?!? Haha. Wah seh. Really miss you a damn lot man reena. Am really glad to have seen ya today mannn

Hahas. Went out wit d asses onThurs. Was ok. Yupp. I said i din wanna talk abt it.

Hmms. What else to blog abt? Nth much. A lot of private emotions.


I guess maybe I should try to fight my own battles. I mean, I appreciate all the help, concern, support, encouragement etc but i dunno. I want to fight my own battles but it's SOOOOO fucking tiring. It's like my life is on LOOP. So freaking repetitive. Grr.

Had a sorta talk wit Val ytd over msn. I know you're worried babe. Part of me is too. I'm very very frightened.


Maybe i need help.

let's just say

i don't want to talk abt it anymore =)



it's time u guys had a one-liner entry.


*sings* i don't waaaaannaaa.. talk about it..