wooh. been spending the past 2 days shopping online (spreee-ing!) and watching jiang shi.. Finished part 2 of jiang shi ytd and started part 3.. A bit turned off by the beginning haha.
Anw, i have some great news to share wit everyone!! MySecretCloset's new collection is out!! Go see mSc NOW!! http://www.mysecretcloset.has.it haha. I feel like organizing a mSc spree, right here on my own blog. Tell you what, if you all have stuff you wanna order frm there, email me with the product code or msn me, i'll order for you first and we might get like, a mass discount or sth! And at least will save ur time collecting the thing coz it's super convenient for me to get the stuff (winks at huihua haha) Anw, I've already bought like what, 10 items of clothing frm mSc =) v nice, quality good and their dresses considered quite cheap! Compared to most local online shops (those without huge capital kind), mSc's one of the best already! Do it asap, coz their stuff runs out quite fast! Tell me asap what u want and i can chope for u!! Quick, onlineshopaholics (ahem evy)!!!
Ok ok enough abt the happy stuff. Event blog event blog.. After outing wit siying i can't rmb much other stuff apart frm my Lasik checkup on Fri.. So yupps as many of you now know, i'm having my Lasik op on 17 Mar. And I'm damn scared by it. Let me tell you why.
The operation is sth like this. They will put numbing eye drops on ur eyes first, then when u lie down, they'll use some machine to clamp your eyelids open, then some machine will cover your eye and by applying some pressure or suction, will squeeze your cornea till it's nice n firm, then a machine will come from the side and cut a flap in ur cornea, then the doctor will use a stick thingy and open tt flap, then the laser will shoot shoot shoot and correct your cornea faults, then the doctor will put the flap back, then put a piece of lens over the cornea, then you're done! Yes yes sounds pretty simple right? But out of the operation alone you know what i'm most afraid of? The fact tt i have to SEE everything going on, and also the part where they create the cornea flap. Like OMFG they are CUTTING MY EYE. Damn damn damn damn scared.
Anyways, after the op they'll put some bug eyed protector thing over your eyes then u got to put antibiotic eyedrops every hour for the first day, then go back for checkup first thing the next day. Got to sleep wit the eye protector thing in case u rub ur eyes at night (then the cornea flap will wrinkle up and get inflammed and cannot heal and you will GO BLIND!).. Then after the checkup the day after the op right, they will remove the lens, then u got to put antibiotic eyedrops every 4 hours. Then three months later go back for another checkup.. Hopefully by tt time all is well then dun need to go back again.. If not they will do minor corrective surgery to fix any probs..
Other things to note:
cannot wash hair for 2 days after surgery (don't want water to get into eyes)
cannot use stuff that has fragrance
cannot swim for a month
cannot rub eyes
cannot close eyes too tightly shut
Avoid dusty places
got some other "cannot"s that i can't rmb at this point
Most common side effects:
dry-eyes (i already have dry eyes so my eyes after the op will become even drier)
extreme light-sensitivity at night
Worst possible outcome:
BLINDNESS!
How to not be scared, tell me? Got so many things to worry abt! Grr
Anw at the checkup, I was so scared coz they kept doing stupid things to my eyes! Like taking photos of my cornea (using laser thingy la) and blowing puffs of air into my eye (quite a strong jet of air some more la!) then they put some eye drops so tt my pupils wld dilate! And let me tell you, tt was my first time putting eye drops in more than 10 years!! I was freaking out la my eyes kept shutting. Then my mom came to pry my eye open while the doctor dropped the liquid in. Grr.
Haha but anw after Lasik (and after my eyes have healed properly) my mom wants me to go and do double eylid surgery. Wahahahahaha. Funny nia~ Oh anw, my parents are kinda wanting me to go for Lasik coz for my dad he just wants me to go and take my PDL (i keep failing the stupid sight test rmb?) and for my mom, i think she feels guilty about it coz I was born with high astigmatism. My astig is just really really high la, the doctor and optometrists at the Lasik place kept saying haha. Also, don't ask me how much it costs. Yes it is expensive but as of now, I have no concept of the money, i'm too busy worrying about my soon-to-be-cut cornea. Anws since my astig is so high, regular Lasik isn't enough to correct my cornea errors so yea I'm doing the more expensive one.. If you really wanna know how much (maybe coz u also wanna do it) then ask me. If not, just know it's below 5000 dollars. But above 2000 dollars.
Anw ok will blog more soon gotta go meet siying darl in town for dinner n shopping now~ =)
Sunday, March 11, 2007
Tuesday, March 06, 2007
implanted
hey all~~
very long nv event-blog liao hor. Haha. A lot happening these days la.. Also dunno where to start frm. Like since before CNY i also stopped event-blogging liao. Kinda a lot to catch up on. Will deffo make up for it!
Okok so anw just got back frm an outing wit SIYING!! =) hehe. i missed you babe~ needa give u my blog addy soon lol. Anw, siyingdarl met me in school, then ann dearie gave us a lift to the hc bus stop whereupon sy and i decided to go back to SC for lunch! (uncle/auntie's meepok!) haha so we went back, suay suay the teachers all having meeting, so we just went to canteen, then suay suay all our fave kuay teow no more so we ate the yellow mee (tt's all that was left!). Anw, sc girls, the standard is still the same, at least, if you've been an auntie-fan.. If you were an uncle-fan, then the uncle who replaced him is not so generous wit the vinegar, so make sure u ask for more! We also suay suay kenna no more rou4.. so sad! Really miss the meepok rou. Haha.
Then we saw Mrs Choo and chatted awhile before Mrs Choo had to rush back to meeting, then sy and i cabbed down to town for facial and pedi! At the facial and pedi place (my aunt's salon), I got my IMPLANTS!!! =) Eyelash implants lah.. Dun anyhow anyhow think. Haha
Hmm. It's ok la the implants, v long n curly but v thin, so not v fake.. Maybe nx time if i feel like it then do the really exaggerated ones haha. One thing bad tho.. I can't wear specs wit these lashes!! So looongg~~
Which brings me to the next topic/update.. Haha. I'm going for my Lasik checkup/evaluation this Fri.. Then if i'm suitable for the op then will prob do nx wk.. Like Monday or sth.. Hahas. Then it's bye-bye specs for me wahaha. So sad. Will really miss the specs. I could/can always hide behind them on my fugly days.. Now cannot le =( Coz of these lashes lah~ Super long.
Anw, then after the eyelash implant and facial and pedi, sy and I went to Taka to eat Crystal Jade! Then walk walk~ Hahahahas. Miss sy so much~ We just sat and chatted. Thank God we're still in touch la. Now we realize we got quite a bit in common when it comes to thinking etc. Like, i think we've both matured a lot~ What to do, 20 years old le leh.. Haha
SY!! (meaning siying hor, suyee you dun anyhow think *grins*) Had a great time today =) Even though it was one of our relatively more sedate outings, I had fun=) Especially spending one hour waiting for cab to take home. Wahaha. And u and your racism. Hahahahah. Really miss hanging wit you. Meet up again soon k!! SOON SOON SOON!!! *HUGGS*
Anw came back then just now was talking to Kor. Wahahaha. Funny, i think my nick a bit provocative la. Haha. Anw, told Kor abt my new line of thinking and he approves! Haha. Kor really like old fogey la HOR KOR. But it's good la, feels good right now too =) No need to be so troubled over suo3 sui4 de4 shi4.
Ytd went out wit val after tuition.. Kenna pulled by 2 prudential agents.. Bought a new tube top, new belt and some Doritos.. Oh btw babe, think sleepover can't le =( Pissed my mom off 2 days in a row
Speaking of which, did anyone else feel the tremors today? I didn't, siying didn't, but my mom did and maddie did and sharul did etc. Haha. And the ppl at the salon did. Funny~
Then before tt... Oh yah on Monday aftnn celebrated Anndarl's bday in sch! =) Hehe. Shroomy~ Pudding~ Apple~ Orange~ Hahahha CAME is nuts la. And CAME are owls!! Coz nowadays we keep going "the who the who?" "the who the who the who?" "shui2 de4 shui2 de1 shui2?" HAHAHAHHA. Stupid la~
Last Sat went out wit Val to JEC and IMM.. Bought LOTS of stuff. 3 new tanks frm Giordano(just coz i felt like it), my vaseline, my HANAKIMI dvd, OMEN II the vcd and 2 new hairbands, one of which i've been sporting for the past 2 days now! Hahas. Before tt, i think last Mon or sth.. Met up wit val after tuition again (as in, we go to the same house for tuition, coaching different siblings, so happened to meet at the house and had tuition at the same time) then bought a new pair of pants frm Giordano (the black "velvet" one i've worn frequently the past 2 weeks haha)
And bought a lot more stuff tt i can't rmb la!
Oh wells. Eh will continue the event-blog soon~ RAHH~ UGC calls!
very long nv event-blog liao hor. Haha. A lot happening these days la.. Also dunno where to start frm. Like since before CNY i also stopped event-blogging liao. Kinda a lot to catch up on. Will deffo make up for it!
Okok so anw just got back frm an outing wit SIYING!! =) hehe. i missed you babe~ needa give u my blog addy soon lol. Anw, siyingdarl met me in school, then ann dearie gave us a lift to the hc bus stop whereupon sy and i decided to go back to SC for lunch! (uncle/auntie's meepok!) haha so we went back, suay suay the teachers all having meeting, so we just went to canteen, then suay suay all our fave kuay teow no more so we ate the yellow mee (tt's all that was left!). Anw, sc girls, the standard is still the same, at least, if you've been an auntie-fan.. If you were an uncle-fan, then the uncle who replaced him is not so generous wit the vinegar, so make sure u ask for more! We also suay suay kenna no more rou4.. so sad! Really miss the meepok rou. Haha.
Then we saw Mrs Choo and chatted awhile before Mrs Choo had to rush back to meeting, then sy and i cabbed down to town for facial and pedi! At the facial and pedi place (my aunt's salon), I got my IMPLANTS!!! =) Eyelash implants lah.. Dun anyhow anyhow think. Haha
Hmm. It's ok la the implants, v long n curly but v thin, so not v fake.. Maybe nx time if i feel like it then do the really exaggerated ones haha. One thing bad tho.. I can't wear specs wit these lashes!! So looongg~~
Which brings me to the next topic/update.. Haha. I'm going for my Lasik checkup/evaluation this Fri.. Then if i'm suitable for the op then will prob do nx wk.. Like Monday or sth.. Hahas. Then it's bye-bye specs for me wahaha. So sad. Will really miss the specs. I could/can always hide behind them on my fugly days.. Now cannot le =( Coz of these lashes lah~ Super long.
Anw, then after the eyelash implant and facial and pedi, sy and I went to Taka to eat Crystal Jade! Then walk walk~ Hahahahas. Miss sy so much~ We just sat and chatted. Thank God we're still in touch la. Now we realize we got quite a bit in common when it comes to thinking etc. Like, i think we've both matured a lot~ What to do, 20 years old le leh.. Haha
SY!! (meaning siying hor, suyee you dun anyhow think *grins*) Had a great time today =) Even though it was one of our relatively more sedate outings, I had fun=) Especially spending one hour waiting for cab to take home. Wahaha. And u and your racism. Hahahahah. Really miss hanging wit you. Meet up again soon k!! SOON SOON SOON!!! *HUGGS*
Anw came back then just now was talking to Kor. Wahahaha. Funny, i think my nick a bit provocative la. Haha. Anw, told Kor abt my new line of thinking and he approves! Haha. Kor really like old fogey la HOR KOR. But it's good la, feels good right now too =) No need to be so troubled over suo3 sui4 de4 shi4.
Ytd went out wit val after tuition.. Kenna pulled by 2 prudential agents.. Bought a new tube top, new belt and some Doritos.. Oh btw babe, think sleepover can't le =( Pissed my mom off 2 days in a row
Speaking of which, did anyone else feel the tremors today? I didn't, siying didn't, but my mom did and maddie did and sharul did etc. Haha. And the ppl at the salon did. Funny~
Then before tt... Oh yah on Monday aftnn celebrated Anndarl's bday in sch! =) Hehe. Shroomy~ Pudding~ Apple~ Orange~ Hahahha CAME is nuts la. And CAME are owls!! Coz nowadays we keep going "the who the who?" "the who the who the who?" "shui2 de4 shui2 de1 shui2?" HAHAHAHHA. Stupid la~
Last Sat went out wit Val to JEC and IMM.. Bought LOTS of stuff. 3 new tanks frm Giordano(just coz i felt like it), my vaseline, my HANAKIMI dvd, OMEN II the vcd and 2 new hairbands, one of which i've been sporting for the past 2 days now! Hahas. Before tt, i think last Mon or sth.. Met up wit val after tuition again (as in, we go to the same house for tuition, coaching different siblings, so happened to meet at the house and had tuition at the same time) then bought a new pair of pants frm Giordano (the black "velvet" one i've worn frequently the past 2 weeks haha)
And bought a lot more stuff tt i can't rmb la!
Oh wells. Eh will continue the event-blog soon~ RAHH~ UGC calls!
Saturday, March 03, 2007
bwahahahah i WIN
val just said "you're nuts!"
haha yea i'm at val's house now.. just now at IMM bought the LAST PART of HANA KIMI!!!
So basically I've finished watching the last episode le=) I WIN
There are only 15 episodes to the whole show... The ending is a bit.. crap. Haha. But still, it's sweet =) Basically the ending is a status quo. Enjoy the show urselves when it comes out on YOUTUBE. LOSERS
wahahaha. Ok la. I'm sure got others out there who've already bought it. Haha. But anw. At least now I won't have to keep downloading from YOutube to rewatch the episode 14 etc =) Yayy~
Anw, was supposed to go Suntec wit tong silas eu and lta today.. Sorry ya. Wanted to slack at home and study for ugc midterms today de.. Then val called and asked me out for lunch ytd.. QUite long nv meet up wit her properly le so.. Yupp =) I'm a good girl. Hahas
Ok we're gonna watch OMEN II now. See ya guys!
HANA KIMI QUAN QUAN QUAAAAANNN~~
haha yea i'm at val's house now.. just now at IMM bought the LAST PART of HANA KIMI!!!
So basically I've finished watching the last episode le=) I WIN
There are only 15 episodes to the whole show... The ending is a bit.. crap. Haha. But still, it's sweet =) Basically the ending is a status quo. Enjoy the show urselves when it comes out on YOUTUBE. LOSERS
wahahaha. Ok la. I'm sure got others out there who've already bought it. Haha. But anw. At least now I won't have to keep downloading from YOutube to rewatch the episode 14 etc =) Yayy~
Anw, was supposed to go Suntec wit tong silas eu and lta today.. Sorry ya. Wanted to slack at home and study for ugc midterms today de.. Then val called and asked me out for lunch ytd.. QUite long nv meet up wit her properly le so.. Yupp =) I'm a good girl. Hahas
Ok we're gonna watch OMEN II now. See ya guys!
HANA KIMI QUAN QUAN QUAAAAANNN~~
Thursday, March 01, 2007
ah!
通常，最会保护他人的人
是最需要被保护／最想被保护的人。。。
不知道大家有没有留意到身边有这样的人呢？我观察了很久，发现自己在不知不觉中已形成了这样的个性。。 我会不惜一切地保护我的朋友，谁敢伤害她们谁就得小心防范我来日的攻击。。而且我也是那种不轻易让其他人保护或照顾的人。。 val曾说过，我和她都是＂独立＂型的。。 虽然我有许多保护及疼爱我的家人和朋友，但是我通常会表现出一个很坚强的外表，免得我朋友们担心。。
坚强的外表，往往都是内心脆弱的面具。
表面上的个性越是坚强，内心深处越是脆弱。女孩子，很多都是这样的。。 口不对心。。说是不需要你帮忙，可是心里想的总是： ＂如果你真的有心帮忙的话，我拒绝你几次你都会抢着帮忙。＂
我是固执，说什么都不会让朋友为我操劳，开门也要跟朋友抢着开。。 虽然最近朋友， 尤其是CAME那一群， 帮了我不少忙，令我感到非常内疚，可是我总觉得，如果要让朋友对我那么好的话，除非有些特别的理由。。 譬如说，是我的生日啊，或我发高烧之类的。。要不然的话，我宁可所有问题自己扛。
扛久了，就会渐渐习惯一个人扛着包袱的感觉。虽然包袱不会变轻，至少习惯了之后，不会一直找人与我分担。。
也不知道为什么，最近心情特别忧郁。。 我看我只是在等那个人， 那个我会让他帮我分担忧愁的人出现吧。。 ＝）
要笑哦！ ＝）
是最需要被保护／最想被保护的人。。。
不知道大家有没有留意到身边有这样的人呢？我观察了很久，发现自己在不知不觉中已形成了这样的个性。。 我会不惜一切地保护我的朋友，谁敢伤害她们谁就得小心防范我来日的攻击。。而且我也是那种不轻易让其他人保护或照顾的人。。 val曾说过，我和她都是＂独立＂型的。。 虽然我有许多保护及疼爱我的家人和朋友，但是我通常会表现出一个很坚强的外表，免得我朋友们担心。。
坚强的外表，往往都是内心脆弱的面具。
表面上的个性越是坚强，内心深处越是脆弱。女孩子，很多都是这样的。。 口不对心。。说是不需要你帮忙，可是心里想的总是： ＂如果你真的有心帮忙的话，我拒绝你几次你都会抢着帮忙。＂
我是固执，说什么都不会让朋友为我操劳，开门也要跟朋友抢着开。。 虽然最近朋友， 尤其是CAME那一群， 帮了我不少忙，令我感到非常内疚，可是我总觉得，如果要让朋友对我那么好的话，除非有些特别的理由。。 譬如说，是我的生日啊，或我发高烧之类的。。要不然的话，我宁可所有问题自己扛。
扛久了，就会渐渐习惯一个人扛着包袱的感觉。虽然包袱不会变轻，至少习惯了之后，不会一直找人与我分担。。
也不知道为什么，最近心情特别忧郁。。 我看我只是在等那个人， 那个我会让他帮我分担忧愁的人出现吧。。 ＝）
要笑哦！ ＝）
Tuesday, February 27, 2007
more song appreciation!!
if you all understand my prev chinese posts, you all should understand the meaning of this song
When i'm with you
you know you make my days
so beautiful
with your different ways
you make me lighter
i'm movin with the wind
love you know what you got for me
i got for you too
we can't pretend
give me another chance to breathe in
you got all the things i need and
together we're just so complete
you must be the reason i'm alive
(repeat)
it's all so new
yet so familiar
everytime i'm next to you
i feel somethin like forever
yes that's right
c'mon and talk to me
let some uh that sweet poetic love
fall over me..
Give me another chance to breathe in
you got all the things i need and
together we're just so complete
you must be the reason i'm alive
(repeat)
all this time i've been lookin for someone like you
i never really thought you existed
now i see my dreams are all comin true
i just want to stay right here with you...
(rap)
you say i'm like fresh air for the birth of your new eyes..i say you're like the sun bright enlightening my skies today.. We got together to create a new world
only a real man can understand the gift of this girl..bells are ringin cause what you're bringin has got me singin..now i can breathe in you're all i'm needin love is a breeze and spring is the season i'm feelin so alive inside and you must be the reason..
All this time i've been lookin for someone like you
i never really thought you existed
now i see my dreams are all comin true..i just want to stay ..right here with you..
Give me another chance to breathe in
you got all the things i need and
together we'rejust so complete
you must be the reason i'm alive......
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Actually, i think posting up this song will just confuse the majority of you.. LOL. Suan le, see who is smart enough to understand what I think =)
Alrighty gotta go rush the COM225 thing! Ciao all!
Artist: Gina Rene Title: U Must Be | |
When i'm with you
you know you make my days
so beautiful
with your different ways
you make me lighter
i'm movin with the wind
love you know what you got for me
i got for you too
we can't pretend
give me another chance to breathe in
you got all the things i need and
together we're just so complete
you must be the reason i'm alive
(repeat)
it's all so new
yet so familiar
everytime i'm next to you
i feel somethin like forever
yes that's right
c'mon and talk to me
let some uh that sweet poetic love
fall over me..
Give me another chance to breathe in
you got all the things i need and
together we're just so complete
you must be the reason i'm alive
(repeat)
all this time i've been lookin for someone like you
i never really thought you existed
now i see my dreams are all comin true
i just want to stay right here with you...
(rap)
you say i'm like fresh air for the birth of your new eyes..i say you're like the sun bright enlightening my skies today.. We got together to create a new world
only a real man can understand the gift of this girl..bells are ringin cause what you're bringin has got me singin..now i can breathe in you're all i'm needin love is a breeze and spring is the season i'm feelin so alive inside and you must be the reason..
All this time i've been lookin for someone like you
i never really thought you existed
now i see my dreams are all comin true..i just want to stay ..right here with you..
Give me another chance to breathe in
you got all the things i need and
together we'rejust so complete
you must be the reason i'm alive......
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Actually, i think posting up this song will just confuse the majority of you.. LOL. Suan le, see who is smart enough to understand what I think =)
Alrighty gotta go rush the COM225 thing! Ciao all!
Monday, February 26, 2007
tug my heartstrings
sigh..
omfg why does Tank write such gorgeous songs? First all the beautiful songs for Tian Wai Fei Xian, now Hanakimi! Argh! And these two shows just nice the same combi some more, theme song by S.H.E and cha1 qu3 both the main ones by Tank. Sigh.
Tian Wai Fei Xian
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Theme song: Yi Yan Wan Nian - S.H.E
Other songs: Tian Liang Yi Hou - Tank
Yue Guang - Tank
Hana Kimi
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Theme song: Zen Me Ban - S.H.E
Other songs: Zhuan Shu Tian Shi - Tank
Dong Le - Tank
Tell you, whenever I hear anyone of the abovementioned 4 tank songs, i will really cry. They tug really hard at my heartstrings la!!
歌名：專屬天使
作詞：Tank 作曲：Tank 演唱：Tank
我不會怪你
對我的偽裝
天使在人間是該藏好翅膀
人們愚蠢魯莽而你纖細善良
怎能讓你
為了我被碰傷
小小的手掌
厚厚的溫暖
你總能平復我不安的夜晚
不敢想的夢想
透過你的眼光
我才看見
它原來在前方
沒有誰能把你搶離我身旁
你是我的專屬天使
唯我能獨占
沒有誰能取代你在我心上
我有一個專屬天使
我哪裏還需要別的願望
小小的手掌
大大的力量
我一定也會象你一樣飛翔
最想去的地方
就是我的方向
有我保護
笑容儘管燦爛
沒有誰能把你搶離我身旁
你是我的專屬天使
唯我能獨占
沒有誰能取代你在我心上
我有一個專屬天使
我哪裏還需要別的願望
要不是你出現
我一定還在沉睡
絕望的以為
生命只有黑夜
沒有誰能把你搶離我身旁
你是我的專屬天使
唯我能獨占
沒有誰能取代你在我心上
我有一個專屬天使
我哪裏還需要別的願望
Even though Tank's the one who sang this, I can just imagine Quan singing this song to Ruixi.. OH! Heartache heartache! So sweeeeet!!! Ahhhh!!!
懂了
作曲：TANK
作词：TANK、徐旻铃
演唱：TANK
TANK-懂了
不该再浪费力气
做些迂回的事情
用眼神直接对你轻声细语
你没有别的表情
总微笑转过头去
轻易解开我传送的谜
如果这样还算不上有默契
至少能代表我们都够聪明
不用再问为什么
不用再说些什么
了了懂了
我们都一直爱着
不用再担心什么
不用再害怕什么
累了睡了
牵着手一起入梦了
Wo……yeah
不该再浪费力气
一直算不准天气
错过期待的场景
没在彩虹出现那刻说爱你
你一定善解人意
知道我想的事情
所以下雨不急忙回去
如果这样还算不上有默契
至少能代表我们都够聪明
不用再问为什么
不用再说些什么
了了懂了
我们都一直爱着
不用再担心什么
不用再害怕什么
累了睡了
牵着手一起入梦了
不用再问为什么
不用再说些什么
了了懂了
我们都一直爱着
不用再担心什么
不用再害怕什么
累了睡了
牵着手一起入梦了
Wo……yeah
la……
This one even worse. This song is SUPER SUPER SUPER nice and SUPER SUPER SWEEEEET. Totally for happy couples but WAH. I can totally remember when I first noticed this song - first time RuiXi just barged into Quan's bed and slept there. WOAH. Niceee~~ Look at the lyrics! So fucking sweet =)
Sigh. My heartstrings tug until want to break already!!! Sigh sigh sigh =)
Le sigh~
omfg why does Tank write such gorgeous songs? First all the beautiful songs for Tian Wai Fei Xian, now Hanakimi! Argh! And these two shows just nice the same combi some more, theme song by S.H.E and cha1 qu3 both the main ones by Tank. Sigh.
Tian Wai Fei Xian
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Theme song: Yi Yan Wan Nian - S.H.E
Other songs: Tian Liang Yi Hou - Tank
Yue Guang - Tank
Hana Kimi
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Theme song: Zen Me Ban - S.H.E
Other songs: Zhuan Shu Tian Shi - Tank
Dong Le - Tank
Tell you, whenever I hear anyone of the abovementioned 4 tank songs, i will really cry. They tug really hard at my heartstrings la!!
歌名：專屬天使
作詞：Tank 作曲：Tank 演唱：Tank
我不會怪你
對我的偽裝
天使在人間是該藏好翅膀
人們愚蠢魯莽而你纖細善良
怎能讓你
為了我被碰傷
小小的手掌
厚厚的溫暖
你總能平復我不安的夜晚
不敢想的夢想
透過你的眼光
我才看見
它原來在前方
沒有誰能把你搶離我身旁
你是我的專屬天使
唯我能獨占
沒有誰能取代你在我心上
我有一個專屬天使
我哪裏還需要別的願望
小小的手掌
大大的力量
我一定也會象你一樣飛翔
最想去的地方
就是我的方向
有我保護
笑容儘管燦爛
沒有誰能把你搶離我身旁
你是我的專屬天使
唯我能獨占
沒有誰能取代你在我心上
我有一個專屬天使
我哪裏還需要別的願望
要不是你出現
我一定還在沉睡
絕望的以為
生命只有黑夜
沒有誰能把你搶離我身旁
你是我的專屬天使
唯我能獨占
沒有誰能取代你在我心上
我有一個專屬天使
我哪裏還需要別的願望
Even though Tank's the one who sang this, I can just imagine Quan singing this song to Ruixi.. OH! Heartache heartache! So sweeeeet!!! Ahhhh!!!
懂了
作曲：TANK
作词：TANK、徐旻铃
演唱：TANK
TANK-懂了
不该再浪费力气
做些迂回的事情
用眼神直接对你轻声细语
你没有别的表情
总微笑转过头去
轻易解开我传送的谜
如果这样还算不上有默契
至少能代表我们都够聪明
不用再问为什么
不用再说些什么
了了懂了
我们都一直爱着
不用再担心什么
不用再害怕什么
累了睡了
牵着手一起入梦了
Wo……yeah
不该再浪费力气
一直算不准天气
错过期待的场景
没在彩虹出现那刻说爱你
你一定善解人意
知道我想的事情
所以下雨不急忙回去
如果这样还算不上有默契
至少能代表我们都够聪明
不用再问为什么
不用再说些什么
了了懂了
我们都一直爱着
不用再担心什么
不用再害怕什么
累了睡了
牵着手一起入梦了
不用再问为什么
不用再说些什么
了了懂了
我们都一直爱着
不用再担心什么
不用再害怕什么
累了睡了
牵着手一起入梦了
Wo……yeah
la……
This one even worse. This song is SUPER SUPER SUPER nice and SUPER SUPER SWEEEEET. Totally for happy couples but WAH. I can totally remember when I first noticed this song - first time RuiXi just barged into Quan's bed and slept there. WOAH. Niceee~~ Look at the lyrics! So fucking sweet =)
Sigh. My heartstrings tug until want to break already!!! Sigh sigh sigh =)
Le sigh~
Sunday, February 25, 2007
still chinese...
其实。。。 我刚才type了一大堆东西，可是因为电脑突然hang掉，害得我得重写。。
算了，就当作刚才写的一大堆废话跟你们没有缘分吧。。呵呵。。
刚才的我，沉浸在脑海里的浓雾中，都不知道自己在瞎说什么。。
现在的我啊，不知道为什么，有种幸福的感觉。。
也没什么啦。。就是觉得自己把烦恼都抛开了，人也轻松得多了。。感到非常满足。。
这可能就是传说中的 ＂幸福的感觉＂ 吧？呵呵。。 还不错嘛！
唉，可是我看我真的是看＜＜花样少年少女＞＞看上瘾了啦！每次都会楞在一边发呆，回想剧情。。 刚才在二姨家跟表妹一起看的时候，在一集当中，我竟然叹了差不多三十多次气耶！表妹还在那边算呢！太丢脸了吧！哈哈！
哦，我看啊，我是没救了啦。。 呵呵。。 *傻笑*
最糟糕的是，我在这期间，竟然疏忽了功课。。而且是一大堆功课耶！真是的。。。
我看啊，我还是别多说了。。其实心里好像还有些事情还没说出来，可是可能是太多事了吧，一时之间不知道该从哪儿开始说起。。
纸短话长，我们来日再续吧。。 （这句话好熟吧？呵呵）
this entry was typed using the chinese typing tool found here! i don't have any chinese-typing software, just used this page =) yayy
算了，就当作刚才写的一大堆废话跟你们没有缘分吧。。呵呵。。
刚才的我，沉浸在脑海里的浓雾中，都不知道自己在瞎说什么。。
现在的我啊，不知道为什么，有种幸福的感觉。。
也没什么啦。。就是觉得自己把烦恼都抛开了，人也轻松得多了。。感到非常满足。。
这可能就是传说中的 ＂幸福的感觉＂ 吧？呵呵。。 还不错嘛！
唉，可是我看我真的是看＜＜花样少年少女＞＞看上瘾了啦！每次都会楞在一边发呆，回想剧情。。 刚才在二姨家跟表妹一起看的时候，在一集当中，我竟然叹了差不多三十多次气耶！表妹还在那边算呢！太丢脸了吧！哈哈！
哦，我看啊，我是没救了啦。。 呵呵。。 *傻笑*
最糟糕的是，我在这期间，竟然疏忽了功课。。而且是一大堆功课耶！真是的。。。
我看啊，我还是别多说了。。其实心里好像还有些事情还没说出来，可是可能是太多事了吧，一时之间不知道该从哪儿开始说起。。
纸短话长，我们来日再续吧。。 （这句话好熟吧？呵呵）
this entry was typed using the chinese typing tool found here! i don't have any chinese-typing software, just used this page =) yayy
Saturday, February 24, 2007
in chinese!
大家好！！！哈哈！想不到吧？意外吧？
本小姐今日破例用华语来 blog 呢！太美妙了吧！哈哈。
相信我众读者当中，还有蛮多人还不晓得本小姐的华文名字是什么吧？那你们就慢慢猜吧！来日方长，相信有朝一日，你一定会发现到我华文名字的哦！
其实，别看我一副只懂得以英语沟通的脸哦，我中学时期可是修读高级华文的咧！虽然程度没林小姐那么厉害，但我觉得还颇有一些水准的啦。呵呵 *偷笑*
我今天用华于写这次的 blog entry 可能是因为最近 ＂花样少年少女＂ 看多了的关系，突然间有种很 ＂台风＂ 的感觉。。 我不是说stage wind 啦。。 是说 ＂哈－台＂的那种 台风。。 呵呵！
Anyways, 我觉得这部戏虽然是夸张了点儿，不切实际了点儿，可是，至少它能让我忘记许多烦恼，让我不断地在房间里一直爆笑。。 最重要的是 － 它让我领悟了一些人生中的道理。。
我的忠实读者应该还记得最近我感情生活中出现了一些些动静。。这故事吗，是说来话长，那我也不想长篇大论了，只想说 － 我开窍了。懂了。说什么爱情吗，如果真的要谈的话，倒不如来一段轰轰烈烈，天长地久的。 要不如，就来个甜甜密密的一见钟情的吧。单方面的暗恋，有时候也可以是幸福的啊。可是感情这种事啊，一旦搞砸了，就没有回头路可走了。第一步走错了，后悔也可能来不及了。
当那感觉没了，你怎么招，它也招不回了。
这事件让我深深地明白到其实喜欢一个人真的不能光看外表。。一个男生，就算他再帅，如果个性是差到不得了的话，那你再怎么容忍他的怪癖或行动，也总有一天会受不了的啊。
以前的我啊，就一直在那边幼稚地以为自己可以容忍自己喜欢的人的坏处，或者找办法帮他改变。。但是我这次真的是等到累了。有些人，是真的不能变的。就算了吧。俗语说得好， ＂勉强是没有幸福的＂ 干脆现在趁我还年轻，慢慢等，慢慢选一个能令我心满意足的对象。哈哈。 刚刚这句话，说出来也真的有点幼稚哦。呵呵。
可惜的是，希望没有因为我的犹豫或我猪朋狗友们的瞎搅和，害了人家。。唉。。 现在还真觉得有点内疚耶。。
＜花样少年少女＞中的 ＂泉＂哦，真是＂理想情人＂的料耶！呵呵。还有＜天外飞仙＞中的＂董永＂。。 哦！*狂叫* 真的是太令人疯迷了啦！ 为什么那么完美的男生都只在电视剧上才看得见的呢？或者是我运气差吧，或这一类＂完美＂型的男生都想尽了办法来离我远一点。。总之，现在的我已经下定决心，单身就单身啰， 至少我单身得高兴， 因为从今以后，本小姐就等这属于我的＂泉＂ 或 ＂董永＂出现在我生命中，才会去玩这个＂恋爱＂的游戏。。
想法虽然是天真了点儿，幼稚了点儿，in fact 还是蠢到家了。。 可是，我对这一方面的人或事已经没有了期望或盼望了。。 深信老天爷不会亏待我的！我一定能等／找到我的＂泉＂！！
嘻！
本小姐今日破例用华语来 blog 呢！太美妙了吧！哈哈。
相信我众读者当中，还有蛮多人还不晓得本小姐的华文名字是什么吧？那你们就慢慢猜吧！来日方长，相信有朝一日，你一定会发现到我华文名字的哦！
其实，别看我一副只懂得以英语沟通的脸哦，我中学时期可是修读高级华文的咧！虽然程度没林小姐那么厉害，但我觉得还颇有一些水准的啦。呵呵 *偷笑*
我今天用华于写这次的 blog entry 可能是因为最近 ＂花样少年少女＂ 看多了的关系，突然间有种很 ＂台风＂ 的感觉。。 我不是说stage wind 啦。。 是说 ＂哈－台＂的那种 台风。。 呵呵！
Anyways, 我觉得这部戏虽然是夸张了点儿，不切实际了点儿，可是，至少它能让我忘记许多烦恼，让我不断地在房间里一直爆笑。。 最重要的是 － 它让我领悟了一些人生中的道理。。
我的忠实读者应该还记得最近我感情生活中出现了一些些动静。。这故事吗，是说来话长，那我也不想长篇大论了，只想说 － 我开窍了。懂了。说什么爱情吗，如果真的要谈的话，倒不如来一段轰轰烈烈，天长地久的。 要不如，就来个甜甜密密的一见钟情的吧。单方面的暗恋，有时候也可以是幸福的啊。可是感情这种事啊，一旦搞砸了，就没有回头路可走了。第一步走错了，后悔也可能来不及了。
当那感觉没了，你怎么招，它也招不回了。
这事件让我深深地明白到其实喜欢一个人真的不能光看外表。。一个男生，就算他再帅，如果个性是差到不得了的话，那你再怎么容忍他的怪癖或行动，也总有一天会受不了的啊。
以前的我啊，就一直在那边幼稚地以为自己可以容忍自己喜欢的人的坏处，或者找办法帮他改变。。但是我这次真的是等到累了。有些人，是真的不能变的。就算了吧。俗语说得好， ＂勉强是没有幸福的＂ 干脆现在趁我还年轻，慢慢等，慢慢选一个能令我心满意足的对象。哈哈。 刚刚这句话，说出来也真的有点幼稚哦。呵呵。
可惜的是，希望没有因为我的犹豫或我猪朋狗友们的瞎搅和，害了人家。。唉。。 现在还真觉得有点内疚耶。。
＜花样少年少女＞中的 ＂泉＂哦，真是＂理想情人＂的料耶！呵呵。还有＜天外飞仙＞中的＂董永＂。。 哦！*狂叫* 真的是太令人疯迷了啦！ 为什么那么完美的男生都只在电视剧上才看得见的呢？或者是我运气差吧，或这一类＂完美＂型的男生都想尽了办法来离我远一点。。总之，现在的我已经下定决心，单身就单身啰， 至少我单身得高兴， 因为从今以后，本小姐就等这属于我的＂泉＂ 或 ＂董永＂出现在我生命中，才会去玩这个＂恋爱＂的游戏。。
想法虽然是天真了点儿，幼稚了点儿，in fact 还是蠢到家了。。 可是，我对这一方面的人或事已经没有了期望或盼望了。。 深信老天爷不会亏待我的！我一定能等／找到我的＂泉＂！！
嘻！
Thursday, February 22, 2007
rambutan!
another random title..
anyway.. i just cancelled tuition - mixture of period cramps and diarrhoea.. grr. Just popped another 2 pills. Hopefully i'll feel better by the time it's time to leave for cca..
Announcing exco results later!! Wooh, exciting. Not sure what post I'll get but anything will do, as long as we(meaning the new exco) can make some really meaningful changes to the cca itself!! Gained some insight frm my interview wit my stranger, Derek, yesterday. He's chairman of the marketing wing at NUSSU wahaha. And he has a really big load of good ideas for everything! We discussed how to attract and retain members and all, and he's given me some good ideas etc. Wo0t! So hopefully when the new exco takes over, some of these ideas that everyone has can actually materialize into actual actions =)
I was watching Hana Kimi the whole of last night! Hehe. Coz the one on Channel U i can't watch la =( My silly schedule is too damned busy. I'm thinking of buying the vcd! Ella is super cute la! Tong looks like her leh! Hahahahaha. And of course, the Fahrenheit guys are cute! =) A bit effeminate and Chinese a bit suck but cute, nevertheless =) Can compare wit the 183 guys =)
Alrighty event-blog time!
Where shall I start? *goes to check blog*
wooh seh. got a lot to event-blog sia =( brb arh
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back!!
wooh. went for cca session - twinkle twinkle improv + fenshoukuaile.. We bloody screwed up fenshoukuaile la knn. Haha. Twinkle improv was pretty horrible too haha. Then announcement of new exco.. Hmm. I'm feeling really ambivalent about everything
Pres: Teck Sheng
VP: Peiwen
Treasurer: Suyee
Admin: Cherlynn(me!) and Marissa
Logistics Head: LTA (tai an)
Events Coordinator: Tong
Yupp... Well, at least us asses are in. I think as long as we're all in it doesn't matter what positions we got la. Haha. Tong and I are gonna share responsibilities for both our posts and sugar(sy) and I have to work tgt quite closely too(it's in our job scopes!)
The people who didn't get into exco - well, I'm sure there are other ways to chip in. Plus, nx year we(the new exco) will get to decide which of you come in! And don't worry man, we'll keep our eyes pealed.
Think us asses are kinda charged wit a lot of ideas and hopes for the club, new directions and aims and all =) Hope we really can make a difference yah =)
Thanks to the graduating seniors who've really done a good job - wenfu, tingfeng, shuzhen(?).. Respectively, you've been a great Prez, VP and Treasurer! Hahas.
I get to take minutes!! Whee~ My post is like secretary nia. KNNB. Haha. Nvm, used to it le, from my RT days - had to type out minutes, take attendance for my form class etc. I'm perfect for the job! Tong's perfect for her job too - the preparing of minus-one tracks and prepping songlist etc =) LTA is also quite suited for his job =)
Anw after announcing new exco, most of us went for dinner at FarEast, some place called Susan Chan's , under the recommendation of our new LogHead (mu4 tou2) Wahahaha. LTA MU TOU! =) Ok ok ba. Then after tt we had a lot of fun taking neoprints. First the guys din wanna join us and had to be pulled in, then when the girls wanted to take our own one after the group one, they knn showed up and cameo-ed! pfft. Haha fun la. Then we went to near cuppage there and played pool. Yupps.
Kk as for the rest of the event blog, lemme go bathe first =) Tml's gonna be a busy dayy!! And can't wait for exco meeting =) WHEEEEE~
anyway.. i just cancelled tuition - mixture of period cramps and diarrhoea.. grr. Just popped another 2 pills. Hopefully i'll feel better by the time it's time to leave for cca..
Announcing exco results later!! Wooh, exciting. Not sure what post I'll get but anything will do, as long as we(meaning the new exco) can make some really meaningful changes to the cca itself!! Gained some insight frm my interview wit my stranger, Derek, yesterday. He's chairman of the marketing wing at NUSSU wahaha. And he has a really big load of good ideas for everything! We discussed how to attract and retain members and all, and he's given me some good ideas etc. Wo0t! So hopefully when the new exco takes over, some of these ideas that everyone has can actually materialize into actual actions =)
I was watching Hana Kimi the whole of last night! Hehe. Coz the one on Channel U i can't watch la =( My silly schedule is too damned busy. I'm thinking of buying the vcd! Ella is super cute la! Tong looks like her leh! Hahahahaha. And of course, the Fahrenheit guys are cute! =) A bit effeminate and Chinese a bit suck but cute, nevertheless =) Can compare wit the 183 guys =)
Alrighty event-blog time!
Where shall I start? *goes to check blog*
wooh seh. got a lot to event-blog sia =( brb arh
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back!!
wooh. went for cca session - twinkle twinkle improv + fenshoukuaile.. We bloody screwed up fenshoukuaile la knn. Haha. Twinkle improv was pretty horrible too haha. Then announcement of new exco.. Hmm. I'm feeling really ambivalent about everything
Pres: Teck Sheng
VP: Peiwen
Treasurer: Suyee
Admin: Cherlynn(me!) and Marissa
Logistics Head: LTA (tai an)
Events Coordinator: Tong
Yupp... Well, at least us asses are in. I think as long as we're all in it doesn't matter what positions we got la. Haha. Tong and I are gonna share responsibilities for both our posts and sugar(sy) and I have to work tgt quite closely too(it's in our job scopes!)
The people who didn't get into exco - well, I'm sure there are other ways to chip in. Plus, nx year we(the new exco) will get to decide which of you come in! And don't worry man, we'll keep our eyes pealed.
Think us asses are kinda charged wit a lot of ideas and hopes for the club, new directions and aims and all =) Hope we really can make a difference yah =)
Thanks to the graduating seniors who've really done a good job - wenfu, tingfeng, shuzhen(?).. Respectively, you've been a great Prez, VP and Treasurer! Hahas.
I get to take minutes!! Whee~ My post is like secretary nia. KNNB. Haha. Nvm, used to it le, from my RT days - had to type out minutes, take attendance for my form class etc. I'm perfect for the job! Tong's perfect for her job too - the preparing of minus-one tracks and prepping songlist etc =) LTA is also quite suited for his job =)
Anw after announcing new exco, most of us went for dinner at FarEast, some place called Susan Chan's , under the recommendation of our new LogHead (mu4 tou2) Wahahaha. LTA MU TOU! =) Ok ok ba. Then after tt we had a lot of fun taking neoprints. First the guys din wanna join us and had to be pulled in, then when the girls wanted to take our own one after the group one, they knn showed up and cameo-ed! pfft. Haha fun la. Then we went to near cuppage there and played pool. Yupps.
Kk as for the rest of the event blog, lemme go bathe first =) Tml's gonna be a busy dayy!! And can't wait for exco meeting =) WHEEEEE~
Tuesday, February 20, 2007
it was long lost
mann..
sorry for taking so long to update!!! hehe. sorry guys. but now there's a lot to blog abt sigh =(
Hahas. some things to note abt cny:
This year was kinda like a real reunion thing for me.. My biao2 jie3(cousin) finally came back from Canada after like, i dunno how many years. Woah! Hahas. Was kinda a shock to hang around her la. Weird la we used to be so close, playing a lotta silly games and all.. Then she came back and she had almost no change la. Almost exactly the same biaojie i remember =) It's kinda weird tho haha. I also dunno how to say =)
Another "long lost" thing was my maternal grandfather.. I dunno why i call him a "thing" la i dun really mean it =) The last time I saw this grandfather was like, when I was p6? Sec2? Only once la.. Today was the 2nd time I've ever seen him lor. So weird calling someone "gong gong" when you've only seen him once before.. And only because of CNY. Now I dong3 shi4 le.. Kinda understand what my grandfather's like... I'm shocked to realise he's actually a Chinaman! Haha. Cool =) He's zheng4 zong1 hakka! Heh. His accent is quite distinct la. And his Chinese is super good =) See? now we know where my fantastic Chinese skills come from =)
Joined the adults at the gambling table these 2 days.. Managed to earn my klunch money for tml's esprimere outing! =) I think I love CNY =) Spending time wit my family.
On a sad note, my ah ma4(on my dad's side) has been hospitalised so yah, we kinda shuttle between the hospital(ttsh)and all our other relative's houses and all. Haha. On an even sadder note... Condolences to tong yah.. Sorry abt ur granma.
I realised tt my way of treating people is kinda selfish. I return people in kind, meaning if you're good to me and don't backstab me, then I'll be good to you and not backstab you etc. Yupps think my close friends know this. I want to make a special mention of this because I realised that out of all my grandparents, I only truly love my por. And I seriously really really love adore cherish my por. A lot. A lot alot alot alot aLOT.
oh wells continue later talking to sugarcupcakehoneypie now bb! happy CNY ALL!
sorry for taking so long to update!!! hehe. sorry guys. but now there's a lot to blog abt sigh =(
Hahas. some things to note abt cny:
This year was kinda like a real reunion thing for me.. My biao2 jie3(cousin) finally came back from Canada after like, i dunno how many years. Woah! Hahas. Was kinda a shock to hang around her la. Weird la we used to be so close, playing a lotta silly games and all.. Then she came back and she had almost no change la. Almost exactly the same biaojie i remember =) It's kinda weird tho haha. I also dunno how to say =)
Another "long lost" thing was my maternal grandfather.. I dunno why i call him a "thing" la i dun really mean it =) The last time I saw this grandfather was like, when I was p6? Sec2? Only once la.. Today was the 2nd time I've ever seen him lor. So weird calling someone "gong gong" when you've only seen him once before.. And only because of CNY. Now I dong3 shi4 le.. Kinda understand what my grandfather's like... I'm shocked to realise he's actually a Chinaman! Haha. Cool =) He's zheng4 zong1 hakka! Heh. His accent is quite distinct la. And his Chinese is super good =) See? now we know where my fantastic Chinese skills come from =)
Joined the adults at the gambling table these 2 days.. Managed to earn my klunch money for tml's esprimere outing! =) I think I love CNY =) Spending time wit my family.
On a sad note, my ah ma4(on my dad's side) has been hospitalised so yah, we kinda shuttle between the hospital(ttsh)and all our other relative's houses and all. Haha. On an even sadder note... Condolences to tong yah.. Sorry abt ur granma.
I realised tt my way of treating people is kinda selfish. I return people in kind, meaning if you're good to me and don't backstab me, then I'll be good to you and not backstab you etc. Yupps think my close friends know this. I want to make a special mention of this because I realised that out of all my grandparents, I only truly love my por. And I seriously really really love adore cherish my por. A lot. A lot alot alot alot aLOT.
oh wells continue later talking to sugarcupcakehoneypie now bb! happy CNY ALL!
Wednesday, February 07, 2007
uh huh
aye. yep haven't blogged in ages.
been mood swinging!!
have stuff to event blog - i think. went for dinner wit the lovebids after mahjong. yupps. then Sunday was er.. can't really rmb.. slacked at home.. Oh. missed church=(
Monday - school. skipped mth
Tues - school then went essential brew wit ann n evy and we had a great time =) Hahas. oh and silly comms project. and supercute waiter! and RAINBOW INDULGENCE.. mmm~~
Blog properly soon. Tired. Today was tuition tuition all the way. hahas. Alrighty ciao
been mood swinging!!
have stuff to event blog - i think. went for dinner wit the lovebids after mahjong. yupps. then Sunday was er.. can't really rmb.. slacked at home.. Oh. missed church=(
Monday - school. skipped mth
Tues - school then went essential brew wit ann n evy and we had a great time =) Hahas. oh and silly comms project. and supercute waiter! and RAINBOW INDULGENCE.. mmm~~
Blog properly soon. Tired. Today was tuition tuition all the way. hahas. Alrighty ciao
Saturday, February 03, 2007
wooh
oh wells
at silas's house now woohoo. blogging while the two are doing their hanky panky behind me on his bed. WAHAHA. ahem. reena left me to be alone wit this two!!! ARGH. REEEENANANANANA how could yooouu!?!?
Hahas. But on a lighter note, MJ was fun =) Love you people muchos - tong silas REEENANANA =)) Woohoo. Really missed you a lot man. Before today, the last time i met you was like, j1?!?!? At some lit/history thingy!?!? Haha. Wah seh. Really miss you a damn lot man reena. Am really glad to have seen ya today mannn
Hahas. Went out wit d asses onThurs. Was ok. Yupp. I said i din wanna talk abt it.
Hmms. What else to blog abt? Nth much. A lot of private emotions.
I guess maybe I should try to fight my own battles. I mean, I appreciate all the help, concern, support, encouragement etc but i dunno. I want to fight my own battles but it's SOOOOO fucking tiring. It's like my life is on LOOP. So freaking repetitive. Grr.
Had a sorta talk wit Val ytd over msn. I know you're worried babe. Part of me is too. I'm very very frightened.
Maybe i need help.
at silas's house now woohoo. blogging while the two are doing their hanky panky behind me on his bed. WAHAHA. ahem. reena left me to be alone wit this two!!! ARGH. REEEENANANANANA how could yooouu!?!?
Hahas. But on a lighter note, MJ was fun =) Love you people muchos - tong silas REEENANANA =)) Woohoo. Really missed you a lot man. Before today, the last time i met you was like, j1?!?!? At some lit/history thingy!?!? Haha. Wah seh. Really miss you a damn lot man reena. Am really glad to have seen ya today mannn
Hahas. Went out wit d asses onThurs. Was ok. Yupp. I said i din wanna talk abt it.
Hmms. What else to blog abt? Nth much. A lot of private emotions.
I guess maybe I should try to fight my own battles. I mean, I appreciate all the help, concern, support, encouragement etc but i dunno. I want to fight my own battles but it's SOOOOO fucking tiring. It's like my life is on LOOP. So freaking repetitive. Grr.
Had a sorta talk wit Val ytd over msn. I know you're worried babe. Part of me is too. I'm very very frightened.
Maybe i need help.
Thursday, February 01, 2007
let's just say
i don't want to talk abt it anymore =)
it's time u guys had a one-liner entry.
*sings* i don't waaaaannaaa.. talk about it..
it's time u guys had a one-liner entry.
*sings* i don't waaaaannaaa.. talk about it..
Wednesday, January 31, 2007
ssshhh..
was wondering whether or not to open up a new (private) blog to talk abt what i feel now but.. dun think there's a use.
i've realised i've finally achieved d ability to not care what ppl think about me at all. What those nonsense people think, I mean. There are more than enough people like them in the world, i just treat them as yet another bunch of parasites.
Anw, that's not what I wanted to talk about
Anyone who knows me really well will know my main problem with bgr now. My philosophy, you might call it. I dunno if it's a by-product of the whole melvin thing, but I know I have a very strong auto-defense mechanism when it comes to affairs of the heart.
Simply put, I just don't want to get hurt anymore
Therefore, i have barriers surrounding my heart, gates that leap up at the slightest sign of trouble, shutting my heart out from external influence. This makes it impossible for me to really like someone unless I feel more or less ready to. Which has resulted in many many fleeting crushes over the past 2-3 years already. Apart from melvin, I really didn't focus my attention on any ONE person, and true enough, I didn't get hurt.
What actually happens is that in a typical social setting (work, school etc), I'll probably have my "crush" or "eye-candy" or "target" or whatever and do nothing whatsoever about it. If it happens that I get to know this particular person/these people, I either become just very good friends with them (to the extent that it's impossible b/w us) or I start becoming very dao and ignore them completely, creating a divide that's impossible to cross. Maybe it stems from awkwardness or uneasiness, but this is something I do on auto-gear already.
However, if nothing happens for us to become close or what, I'll just move on to the next "target" with commendable ease. This "fleeting fleeting" thing is uber convenient - prevents me from
getting hurt at all, and absolves me of all responsibility regarding that other person. Of course, there'll be a part of me that becomes very empty after awhile from all this, but hey, you have to agree it's better than getting your heart ripped into pieces over and over again.
Aaanyways, my point in bringing that up is coz recently, I've been persuaded to break out of my cycle and actually let down some barriers. Persuasive friends with good-intentions, they've managed to get me to let my guard down - though not completely. To be honest, I'm still guarding my feelings like a dog would its master. Though I've conceded some things lately, some other facts cannot be denied - all my personal problems (about my self-image, about security etc) that have dogged me till now are persistent baggage that can't be flung away. The thing is that, the more I reveal, the more I feel vulnerable. It's like, if I admit to things, I can't take that admission back. So I have to be very careful what I admit to. You have to agree it puts me in a super vulnerable position if I agree/admit to anything.
Maybe it's this desire for security that makes us passive. We're all afraid of being on the losing end, so we'll never concede or stuff like that.
The thing is, I'm wondering if I've already let my guard down too much.
Maybe I shouldn't even have paused to watch. I shouldn't even have invested anything more than just a fleeting interest. Coz I have a feeling I'm about to get hurt again.
Prevention is better than cure - i'm gonna nip this whole thing in the bud. Save myself the only way I know how.
I've got to get out of here
i've realised i've finally achieved d ability to not care what ppl think about me at all. What those nonsense people think, I mean. There are more than enough people like them in the world, i just treat them as yet another bunch of parasites.
Anw, that's not what I wanted to talk about
Anyone who knows me really well will know my main problem with bgr now. My philosophy, you might call it. I dunno if it's a by-product of the whole melvin thing, but I know I have a very strong auto-defense mechanism when it comes to affairs of the heart.
Simply put, I just don't want to get hurt anymore
Therefore, i have barriers surrounding my heart, gates that leap up at the slightest sign of trouble, shutting my heart out from external influence. This makes it impossible for me to really like someone unless I feel more or less ready to. Which has resulted in many many fleeting crushes over the past 2-3 years already. Apart from melvin, I really didn't focus my attention on any ONE person, and true enough, I didn't get hurt.
What actually happens is that in a typical social setting (work, school etc), I'll probably have my "crush" or "eye-candy" or "target" or whatever and do nothing whatsoever about it. If it happens that I get to know this particular person/these people, I either become just very good friends with them (to the extent that it's impossible b/w us) or I start becoming very dao and ignore them completely, creating a divide that's impossible to cross. Maybe it stems from awkwardness or uneasiness, but this is something I do on auto-gear already.
However, if nothing happens for us to become close or what, I'll just move on to the next "target" with commendable ease. This "fleeting fleeting" thing is uber convenient - prevents me from
getting hurt at all, and absolves me of all responsibility regarding that other person. Of course, there'll be a part of me that becomes very empty after awhile from all this, but hey, you have to agree it's better than getting your heart ripped into pieces over and over again.
Aaanyways, my point in bringing that up is coz recently, I've been persuaded to break out of my cycle and actually let down some barriers. Persuasive friends with good-intentions, they've managed to get me to let my guard down - though not completely. To be honest, I'm still guarding my feelings like a dog would its master. Though I've conceded some things lately, some other facts cannot be denied - all my personal problems (about my self-image, about security etc) that have dogged me till now are persistent baggage that can't be flung away. The thing is that, the more I reveal, the more I feel vulnerable. It's like, if I admit to things, I can't take that admission back. So I have to be very careful what I admit to. You have to agree it puts me in a super vulnerable position if I agree/admit to anything.
Maybe it's this desire for security that makes us passive. We're all afraid of being on the losing end, so we'll never concede or stuff like that.
The thing is, I'm wondering if I've already let my guard down too much.
Maybe I shouldn't even have paused to watch. I shouldn't even have invested anything more than just a fleeting interest. Coz I have a feeling I'm about to get hurt again.
Prevention is better than cure - i'm gonna nip this whole thing in the bud. Save myself the only way I know how.
I've got to get out of here
Tuesday, January 30, 2007
tie-ups
alright, just been reminded of the quiz tml, so hafta make this a quick one and rush off to study!
was just doing some leisure reading =) it's awesome to have time like tt to just read and relax.. no one to oblige, nothing to take up my time =) i'm really a loner at heart!!
yupps. playing the game "kudos" really made me see how methodical life is - how if you just do more of a certain action, you become skilled in that aspect but kinda lose out on others. How reading can up your culture and iq, how hanging out with people ups your confidence and lowers your loneliness, how your work is really what governs your emotions, how hard it is to keep human relations going, how the best jobs require the best people and so much more. Kudos is a really eye-opening game.
So I was just reading to further my general knowledge.. Non-fiction books nia! First time.
Went to Lot 1 after school today (after long chit-chat session wit CAME) wit Val.. Did some shopping(bought some nice n sweet stuff for suyeesweets n tong and my tuition kids!), and scoured the Library for books for me to read! I lugged 8 books home(must take advantage of the 8 books thing lehh!) including one (yes, just one) non-fiction book on medicines, and 7 other fiction titles of my favorite genre - crime thriller/psycho thriller and one of the 7 books was a romance novel, i think. So just before I realised there was a test tml, I was reading the book Suyeesweets lent me (it's non-fiction too! and very enlightening.)
Anws, quick recap of how the prev days went!
Sat: the kbox-movie-arcade-novenasquarevelocity-j8-neoprints outing wit Teru and Suyeesweets! First went to Kbox TP to duh, K.. Haha. Teru - ahem. Try harder lah. Think coz ur range is just too narrow, so many songs cmi, but work on it mann. Range is something tt can be expanded. Trust me, my range used to be quite small. Now what do you think of my range? LOLOL. Super bhb of me. Then we hung ard TP area, then decided we wanted to watch movieee.. Then had long fight abt what movie to watch coz silly sugarsweets wanted to watch Happy Birthday coz it was Fann Wong's birthday tt day.. She's an uber-Fann-fan la. Hahas. But the new fannwong/jackneo movie looks pretty good =) Will watch it! =) Anw, i wanted to watch one of the thrillers (Ghost tunnel, Death Note 2 etc) and Teru was more on my side lol. So we ended up watching KungFu mahjong! Wheeee~ Hahas. Funny show =) Enjoyed it. Then after tt, what wit sugar wanting to have PepperLunch and me wanting to take neoprints, we decided tt we'd go down to novenasquare(since there was pepperlunch there) and check out Velocity and Square2 as well.
Anw to cut a long story short, we had neoprints taken, cam-whored a fucklot and had a freaking delicious pepperlunch!(for dinner) =) Heh. Yahh. Then at J8 we had a nice treat from Teru - Swensen's Banana Crumble!! Super delicious, sinfully good mann =)) YUMMM.. Then super tired by the end of the day and had to drag my fucking heavy self all the way home~~~ Grr.
Sun - slack day! Went for tuition and then did my reading at Church! Then my parents picked me up and we went to my Uncle's house for gathering! Hahas. Slackie. Then spent the whole night talking to sugar(cupcakehoneypie) till like 430!!?!?
(wooh, just finished editing evy's mistake-riddled essay. hahah tiring sia!)
Mon - school! Er. I think i missed all of it. WOKE UP LATE NIA. Thanks to the until-430am-phone-convo. Wahaha. Went for tuition at 4pm. Then went home. Wooh haha.
Tues! - Is tt today? Yupps. Hahas. Went sch, had lessons blah blah blah. Rehman said some stuff abt self-concept and self esteem today tt really struck the core of my probs.. Will talk abt them here soon. Then hung wit CAME for lunch and chitchat (after UGC). Oh yah. met sugar and hc and liwen real quickly before UGC. Hehe. Then.. yah lor.. Blogged about it up there liao.
Crap. Forgot what else i wanted to blog abt le - see la!
Think when i know what I want to thought-blog abt I'll blog again. Off to study comms now! It's org comm right? Not interpersonal right?!? Grr
And sugar's supposed to msg me leh.. =( She must be asleep le LOL
was just doing some leisure reading =) it's awesome to have time like tt to just read and relax.. no one to oblige, nothing to take up my time =) i'm really a loner at heart!!
yupps. playing the game "kudos" really made me see how methodical life is - how if you just do more of a certain action, you become skilled in that aspect but kinda lose out on others. How reading can up your culture and iq, how hanging out with people ups your confidence and lowers your loneliness, how your work is really what governs your emotions, how hard it is to keep human relations going, how the best jobs require the best people and so much more. Kudos is a really eye-opening game.
So I was just reading to further my general knowledge.. Non-fiction books nia! First time.
Went to Lot 1 after school today (after long chit-chat session wit CAME) wit Val.. Did some shopping(bought some nice n sweet stuff for suyeesweets n tong and my tuition kids!), and scoured the Library for books for me to read! I lugged 8 books home(must take advantage of the 8 books thing lehh!) including one (yes, just one) non-fiction book on medicines, and 7 other fiction titles of my favorite genre - crime thriller/psycho thriller and one of the 7 books was a romance novel, i think. So just before I realised there was a test tml, I was reading the book Suyeesweets lent me (it's non-fiction too! and very enlightening.)
Anws, quick recap of how the prev days went!
Sat: the kbox-movie-arcade-novenasquarevelocity-j8-neoprints outing wit Teru and Suyeesweets! First went to Kbox TP to duh, K.. Haha. Teru - ahem. Try harder lah. Think coz ur range is just too narrow, so many songs cmi, but work on it mann. Range is something tt can be expanded. Trust me, my range used to be quite small. Now what do you think of my range? LOLOL. Super bhb of me. Then we hung ard TP area, then decided we wanted to watch movieee.. Then had long fight abt what movie to watch coz silly sugarsweets wanted to watch Happy Birthday coz it was Fann Wong's birthday tt day.. She's an uber-Fann-fan la. Hahas. But the new fannwong/jackneo movie looks pretty good =) Will watch it! =) Anw, i wanted to watch one of the thrillers (Ghost tunnel, Death Note 2 etc) and Teru was more on my side lol. So we ended up watching KungFu mahjong! Wheeee~ Hahas. Funny show =) Enjoyed it. Then after tt, what wit sugar wanting to have PepperLunch and me wanting to take neoprints, we decided tt we'd go down to novenasquare(since there was pepperlunch there) and check out Velocity and Square2 as well.
Anw to cut a long story short, we had neoprints taken, cam-whored a fucklot and had a freaking delicious pepperlunch!(for dinner) =) Heh. Yahh. Then at J8 we had a nice treat from Teru - Swensen's Banana Crumble!! Super delicious, sinfully good mann =)) YUMMM.. Then super tired by the end of the day and had to drag my fucking heavy self all the way home~~~ Grr.
Sun - slack day! Went for tuition and then did my reading at Church! Then my parents picked me up and we went to my Uncle's house for gathering! Hahas. Slackie. Then spent the whole night talking to sugar(cupcakehoneypie) till like 430!!?!?
(wooh, just finished editing evy's mistake-riddled essay. hahah tiring sia!)
Mon - school! Er. I think i missed all of it. WOKE UP LATE NIA. Thanks to the until-430am-phone-convo. Wahaha. Went for tuition at 4pm. Then went home. Wooh haha.
Tues! - Is tt today? Yupps. Hahas. Went sch, had lessons blah blah blah. Rehman said some stuff abt self-concept and self esteem today tt really struck the core of my probs.. Will talk abt them here soon. Then hung wit CAME for lunch and chitchat (after UGC). Oh yah. met sugar and hc and liwen real quickly before UGC. Hehe. Then.. yah lor.. Blogged about it up there liao.
Crap. Forgot what else i wanted to blog abt le - see la!
Think when i know what I want to thought-blog abt I'll blog again. Off to study comms now! It's org comm right? Not interpersonal right?!? Grr
And sugar's supposed to msg me leh.. =( She must be asleep le LOL
Sunday, January 28, 2007
sing your heart out!
Just some songs that kinda bear relevance to stuff right now..
Not necessarily how I feel, but relevant..
First up, my fave member of my faveboyband BLUE has a message for us...
Jump by Lee Ryan
Jump by Lee Ryan
_________________________________________________
Diddy:]
Can you feel me
Do that shit do that shit do it
Do that shit do that shit do it
Do that shit do that shit do it
Do that shit do that shit do it
ooh yeah
On the dance floor
Yeah yeah yeah
Lets play a game
On the dance floor
(Oh yeah)
Yeah yeah yeah
Let's play a game
Let's pretend for a second
You don't know who I am or what I do
Let's just put it to the side
I can feel your heart beating
I can hear you breathing
Look into your eyes
Trying to see into your mind
See into your soul
See, no limits to the levels
Me and you can go
When it's me, I take control
But it's something about you
That makes me wanna change
I like the way you dancing
And the way you play the game
I like the way you take away the pain
The way you tell me that you want it
Not saying a thing
The way you got me going
Got me going outta brains
I see us going at it
Going in and out of them lanes
I don't want your innocence
I don't want you to stutter
I don't want a commitment
I don't want you to suffer
I don't want your number
Baby, I want you to wonder
I want you to come up
Looking like something you wanna
[Christina Aguilera:]
Tell me, what you thinking about
When you got me waitng patiently
And usually, I don't have to wait for nobody
But there's something about you
That really got me feeling weak
And I'm trying to find the words to speak
Boy, I got my eyes on you
Tell me what you wanna do
I can picture you in my room
Until the morning
I don't even know your name
Boy, I need to know your name
I'm hoping that you feel the same
Tell me if you want it
I know you're gonna like it (I know)
So tell me how you want it (Tell me)
And you don't have to fight it (You don't)
Cause baby you're invited (Baby)
I know you're gonna like it (I know)
So tell me how you want it (Tell me)
And you don't have to fight it (You don't)
Cause baby you're invited (Baby)
[Diddy:]
You're dreams fullfilled
You're rockin with the best
- put your limits to the test
You're pulsating, your heart is beating outta your chest
You're hyperventilating, trying to catch your breath
(Don't stop)
I'm the first, I'm the next, I'm the end
I'm the boss, in your thoughts, that'll make your mind bend
Look how I approach you, look how I expose you
The - every move, now I know you
I don't wanna control you, I wanna console you
And do everything that I told you
Get high with me, come touch the sky with me
Fly with me, see life with new eyes with me
(Don't stop)
I'm the dream, I'm the one, I'm the reason you come
I'm a king, I'm a hung, I'm a beast
I'm the last thing your eyes see
The passion's inside me, it's yours
Now come try me, c'mon
[Christina Aguilera:]
Tell me, what you thinking about
When your hands is all on me
Cause I've been thinking about
All the possibilities
Ain't no other place that I really wanna be
Cause you're sweepin' me off my feet
Boy, I got my eyes on you
Tell me what you wanna do
I can picture you in my room
Until the morning
I don't even know your name
Boy, I need to know your name
I'm hoping that you feel the same
Tell me if you want it
[Hook:]
I know you're gonna like it (I know)
So tell me how you want it (Tell me)
And you don't have to fight it (You don't)
Cause baby you're invited (Baby)
I know you're gonna like it (I know)
So tell me how you want it (Tell me)
And you don't have to fight it (Baby you're invited)
Cause baby you're invited (Baby)
[Bridge: Christina Aguilera]
I got a selection of the positions of affection
With no pressure
So tell me
Tell me how you want it, tell me how you want it babe
I got a selection of the positions of affection
With no pressure
So tell me
Tell me how you want it
Tell me how you want it babe
Do that shit do that shit do it
Do that shit do that shit do it
Do that shit do that shit do it
Do that shit do that shit do it
__________________________________________________________________________
Yahhh... Oh wells. Went out wit sysweets and teru ytd(Saturday) go read either teru's or suyee's blogs to see what happened. Thanks suyee sweetie for ur really sweet entry=)
Will stop here for now... Blog later abt everything! =) Talking to sysweets on the phone now =)
Not necessarily how I feel, but relevant..
First up, my fave member of my faveboyband BLUE has a message for us...
Jump by Lee Ryan
Jump by Lee Ryan
_________________________________________________
There is no reason to be far apartAnd a new song by P Diddy featuring Christina Aguilera - Tell Me
We should be two sides of one beating heart,
So don’t be scared to let me love you,
We’re standing on the edge of something else,
Just count to ten and let go of yourself,
Somehow we’ll get by, we’re sky high,
So baby wont you...
Jump,
Take that leap of faith,
Take that leap with me,
We can make it if you just believe,
Girl you’ll never feel more alive than,
When you and I are skydiving
We know that life was never meant to last,
So who cares if we’re going way too fast,
Let’s make the best of what life brings us
There’s no such thing as reaching up too high,
Why can’t we build our castles in the sky,
Run from the rooftops, we won’t stop,
Baby come on...
Jump,
Take that leap of faith,
Take that leap with me,
We can make it if you just believe,
Girl you’ll never feel more alive than,
When you and I are skydiving
Jump,
Even if we fall, even if we break,
Tell me it’s not worth the chance you take,
To know that for a while we were flying,
You and I skydiving,
Jump
It’s a cold world, full of cold places,
Full of people, wearing two faces,
You’re a sure sign, of what could be,
I can go anywhere if you’re with me...
Jump,
Take that leap of faith,
Take that leap with me,
We can make it if you just believe,
Girl you’ll never feel more alive than,
When you and I are skydiving
Jump,
Even if we fall, even if we break,
Tell me it’s not worth the chance you take,
To know that for a while we were flying,
You and I skydiving,
Jump
__________________________________________________________________________________
Diddy:]
Can you feel me
Do that shit do that shit do it
Do that shit do that shit do it
Do that shit do that shit do it
Do that shit do that shit do it
ooh yeah
On the dance floor
Yeah yeah yeah
Lets play a game
On the dance floor
(Oh yeah)
Yeah yeah yeah
Let's play a game
Let's pretend for a second
You don't know who I am or what I do
Let's just put it to the side
I can feel your heart beating
I can hear you breathing
Look into your eyes
Trying to see into your mind
See into your soul
See, no limits to the levels
Me and you can go
When it's me, I take control
But it's something about you
That makes me wanna change
I like the way you dancing
And the way you play the game
I like the way you take away the pain
The way you tell me that you want it
Not saying a thing
The way you got me going
Got me going outta brains
I see us going at it
Going in and out of them lanes
I don't want your innocence
I don't want you to stutter
I don't want a commitment
I don't want you to suffer
I don't want your number
Baby, I want you to wonder
I want you to come up
Looking like something you wanna
[Christina Aguilera:]
Tell me, what you thinking about
When you got me waitng patiently
And usually, I don't have to wait for nobody
But there's something about you
That really got me feeling weak
And I'm trying to find the words to speak
Boy, I got my eyes on you
Tell me what you wanna do
I can picture you in my room
Until the morning
I don't even know your name
Boy, I need to know your name
I'm hoping that you feel the same
Tell me if you want it
I know you're gonna like it (I know)
So tell me how you want it (Tell me)
And you don't have to fight it (You don't)
Cause baby you're invited (Baby)
I know you're gonna like it (I know)
So tell me how you want it (Tell me)
And you don't have to fight it (You don't)
Cause baby you're invited (Baby)
[Diddy:]
You're dreams fullfilled
You're rockin with the best
- put your limits to the test
You're pulsating, your heart is beating outta your chest
You're hyperventilating, trying to catch your breath
(Don't stop)
I'm the first, I'm the next, I'm the end
I'm the boss, in your thoughts, that'll make your mind bend
Look how I approach you, look how I expose you
The - every move, now I know you
I don't wanna control you, I wanna console you
And do everything that I told you
Get high with me, come touch the sky with me
Fly with me, see life with new eyes with me
(Don't stop)
I'm the dream, I'm the one, I'm the reason you come
I'm a king, I'm a hung, I'm a beast
I'm the last thing your eyes see
The passion's inside me, it's yours
Now come try me, c'mon
[Christina Aguilera:]
Tell me, what you thinking about
When your hands is all on me
Cause I've been thinking about
All the possibilities
Ain't no other place that I really wanna be
Cause you're sweepin' me off my feet
Boy, I got my eyes on you
Tell me what you wanna do
I can picture you in my room
Until the morning
I don't even know your name
Boy, I need to know your name
I'm hoping that you feel the same
Tell me if you want it
[Hook:]
I know you're gonna like it (I know)
So tell me how you want it (Tell me)
And you don't have to fight it (You don't)
Cause baby you're invited (Baby)
I know you're gonna like it (I know)
So tell me how you want it (Tell me)
And you don't have to fight it (Baby you're invited)
Cause baby you're invited (Baby)
[Bridge: Christina Aguilera]
I got a selection of the positions of affection
With no pressure
So tell me
Tell me how you want it, tell me how you want it babe
I got a selection of the positions of affection
With no pressure
So tell me
Tell me how you want it
Tell me how you want it babe
Do that shit do that shit do it
Do that shit do that shit do it
Do that shit do that shit do it
Do that shit do that shit do it
__________________________________________________________________________
Yahhh... Oh wells. Went out wit sysweets and teru ytd(Saturday) go read either teru's or suyee's blogs to see what happened. Thanks suyee sweetie for ur really sweet entry=)
Will stop here for now... Blog later abt everything! =) Talking to sysweets on the phone now =)
Saturday, January 27, 2007
lost things and blowhairwer
aye...
bad news first -- unconfirmed but i think i've lost my favorite halter!! =((
anw, i've realised it was missing for awhile now, but didn't bother to confirm tt it wasn't in my room till just now. Haha. Which resulted in massive overturn of my cupboards and I found 2 other articles of clothing which i thought were missing - my black racer(U2) and my very-sorely-missed black flare miniskirt! They were hidden amongst my at-home-only clothes so hahaha, didn't know.
So anyways, my massive overhaul of my closets made me realise one thing. I REALLY HAVE A DAMN FREAKING LOT OF CLOTHES. Here's a short breakdown:
I have:
10 dresses
8 knee to floor length skirts
16 short skirts
8 pairs of shorts
5 pairs of jeans
5 pairs of long pants
2 pairs of capris
5 spag tops
15 halter tops
9 tank tops/racer backed tops
5 polo tees
3 shrugs/capes
5 jackets/blazers
5 caps
5 belts
12 pairs of shoes
And almost 50 tops of various styles, cuts and colors
around 13 of these clothes have never been worn (out of the house) and another 9 have only been worn once/twice
And all these do not include my at-home clothes, some of which can pass for going-out clothes.. Lol.
I need more closet space. My clothes are packed so close together tt they're all crumpled!
I need bags
I don't need accessories - don't even go there, I have at least 50 pairs of earrings, 5 hairbands, at least 30 other hair-accessories, 30 necklaces of which almost 20 i don't even wear anymore... Hahas.
Anyways, enough with the frivolous stuff and let's move on!
So I was going on and on abt Monday. Hahas. So yea, went wmall, wanted to go to Pool Factor at Bukit Timah Plaza one but they were closed so headed to wmall instead and arcaded, shopped etc. Had dinner at Pastamania and had loads of fun! =)
Tuesday was only supposed to meet suyeesweets for a short while but they were sweet enough to wait for me during my ugc112 lect (halfway through i left to accompany them for awhile then went back in again) then i went to have lunch wit CAME and the 2 of them were still waiting for me! And sugarcupcakehoneypie msged me to ask if I wanted to cut hair! So when she told me they were going to the Kimage school I was like, ok! Cheap mah haha. So we caught a cab down to Funan and went straight there (deliberated around some camera shops and toilet) then got our haircuts.. Grr. I think like, HC's turned out the best ba, not much change. Sy got half her head cut off. I mean hair. LOL. And MINE... Grr. Disaster la. Haha. I think i needa rebond my hair sooner than i thought now. Anw, then we walked to Bugis for sy to buy hat/cap to hide her hair lol. I already had mine =) Then we ended up buying this red hairband thingy each to add on to the ASSES uniform! Wahaha. Then on the way to Bugis stupid suyee sweets was being irritating and etc. Oh wait. Before we went bugis we had dinner at (guess where?) Pasta (AGAIN) at funan, during which I cancelled my tuition haha. Then stupid sugarcupcakehoneypie koped my phone and kept calling *him and leaving missed calls.. Then dunno why she got herself high on calling him *winks* and so while we were walking towards bugis she was being uberlame, saying what, we must write what song called "One Missed Call" so she started saying, then i started singing, "My friend used my phone/To make one missed call/To her lover XXX/And blamed it on me" then she was like, still got a RAP part to the song (since she claims to be the music producer of the song) and started going "Papaya watermelon, watermelon papaya, cherkang lau ts..." WTF. I just started screaming tt silly song i was singing louder and louder and she kept rapping stupidly and very off-tunely. Hahahahahahahahahs. Think we embarassed the shizz out of hc lol.
Yah then was shopping at bugis, and hc&d, hehe glad you guys are ok now =) Be happy! *huggs*
Wed... Er think I was pretty much a good girl, going for lessons and all.. Hehe. Ok ok i think actually I missed COM in the morn but managed to take the test.. Haha. Cracked lame joke in staffroom. Then UGC we had this movie quiz thing (and kenna gl-ed by Peters).. Then went straight to 2.09 where tong, wenfu, daryl and ts were.. OH! I forgot! Tong and I met in the morn! Actually she came my house again la lol. Then my maid ironed her "uniform" for her (the iron-on patches) and etc then coz we cldn't get a SINGLE cab at all so I ended up being late for COM =( So we decided tt i should skip com and we went to KAP for breakfast(took bus). Then at kap we saw daryl and 2 of his friends, then chatted etc and ate, then Daryl said he was gonna buy cards so we followed him down to coldstorage and then after tt we joined em for awhile, after which i had to go down to sch for d test n ugc (while tong ps-ed me!! All for bridge! HMPH!)
Oh and yah, we were all wearing the ASSES uniform, which made a lot of CAME ppl and UB ppl question why I looked so beach-y and like I just woke up and staggered out of the hse like tt lol.
Yah so anw, after ugc went to 2.09 to join those ppl.. Actually is to ask tong for help with MTH.. Haha. Coz i just realized there was gonna be curve-sketching and I really hated tt.. Then kns kenna diarrhoea and mense cramps.. Grr. Then bad mood swing so gave up studying and played bridge wit em hahas. Then went up to take test, finished test and went back down to join em. Hahas. The test was quite ok ba. Cannot get full marks coz i still dunno how to do the range/domain thing.. Hahas. Anw yea went down to join em.. A lot of toilet talk and card playing and THEY ALL ARE SUPER FREAKING INCONSIDERATE LA. Hello. I think ts and I need to avoid being at the same place at the same time liao. Actually, more accurately, I need to avoid it. I always kenna suan leh! WTF. Luckily i brought this big cap that i pulled over my face whenever they say us. Singing club is especially scary coz everyone can sing love songs to your face and change the lyrics to suan you like xiao. Grrr. But he's also a bit stupid. They always say him wit tt song, then he always go and sing tt song!!! Aiyoh. I not sure what the title of tt song is i think it's some lishengjie song... Like, "ni na me ai ta, wei shen me bu ba ta liu xia" etc. WTF. Then he will occasionally burst into (that) song and they'll be like, "the lyrics should be "wo na me ai ni" etc" WTF. YOU NOT PAISEH I PAISEH CAN
Aaaanw. We did heyjude again for lesson.. Not bad la, when we all dun forget our parts.. Think Standbyme was better haha. Coz for SBM the guys part is super funny, esp the ending.. The doo-doo-DOOO~~ Hahahahas.
Then after lesson we were thinking abt where to go for dinner.. Then think tong also quite sick and tired so we decided to go to the canteen to eat dinner.. Then wenfu was jio-ing everyone to go Settler's Cafe (lol see prev entry's title). He kept pronouncing it wrongly, and suyee sweets kept saying him LOLOLOL. Super funny. Then he said like, Thursday is ladies' night so got free flow of drinks for a base charge, then he mispronounced it too, which caused sy to bone-pick even more! Wahahaha super funny. Anw during dinner, they anyhow anyhow arrange the seating until i had to sit opposite somebody lor. haha. I SHY NIA. So i nv talk. =) But wenfu super funny, like, when I tried to talk (and my mouth was full) he'll be like, you eat first, you see, your noodles is asking you whether you want to eat it or not.. etc. Hahahaha aiyoh super funny. Then I was the slowest la (sorry!) coz halfway through i went to walk tong to the bus stop.. Poor dear really sick (lovesick nia) etc.. So since I'd promised Silas to take care of her in his absence, I must fulfil my duty right. hahas. Then yah after I'd decided I'd had enough (no, i didn't finish all the soup like somebody said), we left for Settler's.
Woohoo. Located in Holland V, Settler's cafe is a place for you to have dinner and fun at the same time, or at least consecutively. LOL. Great recommendation, seniors! =) I enjoyed myself like shit there la, the games were really outta this world. Wenfu and LTA were super funny wit their squeegee chairs.. We played 3 games, and luckily for me, i nv kenna forfeit. Hahas. Peiwen totally lost the first game, 3 times she didn't get the bone wahaha. I will never forget when she threw herself across the table to get one and kenna hauled by wenfu coz he pulled the bone she was grabbing onto. WAHAHA. So she ended up flying over(pulled by the hand) and landed across LTA and Wenfu.. Hahahaha. Super funny. Tt bone game is actually sth like the HEARTATTACK card game.. Only slightly more complicated and 200times more exciting lol.
Anw the second game must use brain one. Hahahaha. Super funny, some collecting points thing. I won the 2nd round!! Hahas. Ahem, somebody damn smart, lost all 3 rounds and lost quite badly somemore. Wahahaha.
Third game was CHAROODLES! Charades wit props. SUPER SUPER FUNNY. Wahahahahha. I know, most of you think the best part was when I was guessing with my team (girls agst guys)... Peiwen was acting, then the clue for tt set of words was "At the barber".. Then she used the cylindrical prop to point at her hair, making some blowing action.. So i said, "blow hair, blow, hair dryer," then she made movements like we were getting close, so I got excited la, which resulted in me saying stupid things ... Like, go see the title of this entry.. Yah. and when I said that right, IT'S NOT FUNNY ONE LOR. DUNNO WHY YOU ALL THE REACTION MUST SO BIG. Hahaha. somebody laugh until broke the chair. WAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.
Ahem. Control yourself. Ahem. Anw, yah super funny la. We play until the shop people, who were already very noisy themselves, complained tt we were too noisy. Wahahahaha. Then the shop closing le, then we left for the bus stop.. On the way, us girls kept cam-whoring so the guys had to keep stopping for us etc.. SUGARCUPCAKEHONEYPIE! I'm waiting for the pics! hahahas. Funny la.
K, think got other stuff but I won't say le la.. Share wit u all happy news only. Hahas. I'm seriously thinking of a private blog, where I can post openly my misgivings.. haha. But anw, it's late and i'm tired. Hehe.
Oh. Wait. Today. haha. Supposed to meet suyeesweets but nv, sorry! I had cramps and woke up late.. Skipped mgq too(CAME changed plans ytd).. Then went for tuitions lor.. But highlight of the day I think was talkin to my asses over the phone, discussing our plans for tml. Wah sei dun anyhow call ppl names leh. Thankew. Hahas
Alrighty am tired, and long day tml! Hahas. So see ya.
-I love my asses- =)
bad news first -- unconfirmed but i think i've lost my favorite halter!! =((
anw, i've realised it was missing for awhile now, but didn't bother to confirm tt it wasn't in my room till just now. Haha. Which resulted in massive overturn of my cupboards and I found 2 other articles of clothing which i thought were missing - my black racer(U2) and my very-sorely-missed black flare miniskirt! They were hidden amongst my at-home-only clothes so hahaha, didn't know.
So anyways, my massive overhaul of my closets made me realise one thing. I REALLY HAVE A DAMN FREAKING LOT OF CLOTHES. Here's a short breakdown:
I have:
10 dresses
8 knee to floor length skirts
16 short skirts
8 pairs of shorts
5 pairs of jeans
5 pairs of long pants
2 pairs of capris
5 spag tops
15 halter tops
9 tank tops/racer backed tops
5 polo tees
3 shrugs/capes
5 jackets/blazers
5 caps
5 belts
12 pairs of shoes
And almost 50 tops of various styles, cuts and colors
around 13 of these clothes have never been worn (out of the house) and another 9 have only been worn once/twice
And all these do not include my at-home clothes, some of which can pass for going-out clothes.. Lol.
I need more closet space. My clothes are packed so close together tt they're all crumpled!
I need bags
I don't need accessories - don't even go there, I have at least 50 pairs of earrings, 5 hairbands, at least 30 other hair-accessories, 30 necklaces of which almost 20 i don't even wear anymore... Hahas.
Anyways, enough with the frivolous stuff and let's move on!
So I was going on and on abt Monday. Hahas. So yea, went wmall, wanted to go to Pool Factor at Bukit Timah Plaza one but they were closed so headed to wmall instead and arcaded, shopped etc. Had dinner at Pastamania and had loads of fun! =)
Tuesday was only supposed to meet suyeesweets for a short while but they were sweet enough to wait for me during my ugc112 lect (halfway through i left to accompany them for awhile then went back in again) then i went to have lunch wit CAME and the 2 of them were still waiting for me! And sugarcupcakehoneypie msged me to ask if I wanted to cut hair! So when she told me they were going to the Kimage school I was like, ok! Cheap mah haha. So we caught a cab down to Funan and went straight there (deliberated around some camera shops and toilet) then got our haircuts.. Grr. I think like, HC's turned out the best ba, not much change. Sy got half her head cut off. I mean hair. LOL. And MINE... Grr. Disaster la. Haha. I think i needa rebond my hair sooner than i thought now. Anw, then we walked to Bugis for sy to buy hat/cap to hide her hair lol. I already had mine =) Then we ended up buying this red hairband thingy each to add on to the ASSES uniform! Wahaha. Then on the way to Bugis stupid suyee sweets was being irritating and etc. Oh wait. Before we went bugis we had dinner at (guess where?) Pasta (AGAIN) at funan, during which I cancelled my tuition haha. Then stupid sugarcupcakehoneypie koped my phone and kept calling *him and leaving missed calls.. Then dunno why she got herself high on calling him *winks* and so while we were walking towards bugis she was being uberlame, saying what, we must write what song called "One Missed Call" so she started saying, then i started singing, "My friend used my phone/To make one missed call/To her lover XXX/And blamed it on me" then she was like, still got a RAP part to the song (since she claims to be the music producer of the song) and started going "Papaya watermelon, watermelon papaya, cherkang lau ts..." WTF. I just started screaming tt silly song i was singing louder and louder and she kept rapping stupidly and very off-tunely. Hahahahahahahahahs. Think we embarassed the shizz out of hc lol.
Yah then was shopping at bugis, and hc&d, hehe glad you guys are ok now =) Be happy! *huggs*
Wed... Er think I was pretty much a good girl, going for lessons and all.. Hehe. Ok ok i think actually I missed COM in the morn but managed to take the test.. Haha. Cracked lame joke in staffroom. Then UGC we had this movie quiz thing (and kenna gl-ed by Peters).. Then went straight to 2.09 where tong, wenfu, daryl and ts were.. OH! I forgot! Tong and I met in the morn! Actually she came my house again la lol. Then my maid ironed her "uniform" for her (the iron-on patches) and etc then coz we cldn't get a SINGLE cab at all so I ended up being late for COM =( So we decided tt i should skip com and we went to KAP for breakfast(took bus). Then at kap we saw daryl and 2 of his friends, then chatted etc and ate, then Daryl said he was gonna buy cards so we followed him down to coldstorage and then after tt we joined em for awhile, after which i had to go down to sch for d test n ugc (while tong ps-ed me!! All for bridge! HMPH!)
Oh and yah, we were all wearing the ASSES uniform, which made a lot of CAME ppl and UB ppl question why I looked so beach-y and like I just woke up and staggered out of the hse like tt lol.
Yah so anw, after ugc went to 2.09 to join those ppl.. Actually is to ask tong for help with MTH.. Haha. Coz i just realized there was gonna be curve-sketching and I really hated tt.. Then kns kenna diarrhoea and mense cramps.. Grr. Then bad mood swing so gave up studying and played bridge wit em hahas. Then went up to take test, finished test and went back down to join em. Hahas. The test was quite ok ba. Cannot get full marks coz i still dunno how to do the range/domain thing.. Hahas. Anw yea went down to join em.. A lot of toilet talk and card playing and THEY ALL ARE SUPER FREAKING INCONSIDERATE LA. Hello. I think ts and I need to avoid being at the same place at the same time liao. Actually, more accurately, I need to avoid it. I always kenna suan leh! WTF. Luckily i brought this big cap that i pulled over my face whenever they say us. Singing club is especially scary coz everyone can sing love songs to your face and change the lyrics to suan you like xiao. Grrr. But he's also a bit stupid. They always say him wit tt song, then he always go and sing tt song!!! Aiyoh. I not sure what the title of tt song is i think it's some lishengjie song... Like, "ni na me ai ta, wei shen me bu ba ta liu xia" etc. WTF. Then he will occasionally burst into (that) song and they'll be like, "the lyrics should be "wo na me ai ni" etc" WTF. YOU NOT PAISEH I PAISEH CAN
Aaaanw. We did heyjude again for lesson.. Not bad la, when we all dun forget our parts.. Think Standbyme was better haha. Coz for SBM the guys part is super funny, esp the ending.. The doo-doo-DOOO~~ Hahahahas.
Then after lesson we were thinking abt where to go for dinner.. Then think tong also quite sick and tired so we decided to go to the canteen to eat dinner.. Then wenfu was jio-ing everyone to go Settler's Cafe (lol see prev entry's title). He kept pronouncing it wrongly, and suyee sweets kept saying him LOLOLOL. Super funny. Then he said like, Thursday is ladies' night so got free flow of drinks for a base charge, then he mispronounced it too, which caused sy to bone-pick even more! Wahahaha super funny. Anw during dinner, they anyhow anyhow arrange the seating until i had to sit opposite somebody lor. haha. I SHY NIA. So i nv talk. =) But wenfu super funny, like, when I tried to talk (and my mouth was full) he'll be like, you eat first, you see, your noodles is asking you whether you want to eat it or not.. etc. Hahahaha aiyoh super funny. Then I was the slowest la (sorry!) coz halfway through i went to walk tong to the bus stop.. Poor dear really sick (lovesick nia) etc.. So since I'd promised Silas to take care of her in his absence, I must fulfil my duty right. hahas. Then yah after I'd decided I'd had enough (no, i didn't finish all the soup like somebody said), we left for Settler's.
Woohoo. Located in Holland V, Settler's cafe is a place for you to have dinner and fun at the same time, or at least consecutively. LOL. Great recommendation, seniors! =) I enjoyed myself like shit there la, the games were really outta this world. Wenfu and LTA were super funny wit their squeegee chairs.. We played 3 games, and luckily for me, i nv kenna forfeit. Hahas. Peiwen totally lost the first game, 3 times she didn't get the bone wahaha. I will never forget when she threw herself across the table to get one and kenna hauled by wenfu coz he pulled the bone she was grabbing onto. WAHAHA. So she ended up flying over(pulled by the hand) and landed across LTA and Wenfu.. Hahahaha. Super funny. Tt bone game is actually sth like the HEARTATTACK card game.. Only slightly more complicated and 200times more exciting lol.
Anw the second game must use brain one. Hahahaha. Super funny, some collecting points thing. I won the 2nd round!! Hahas. Ahem, somebody damn smart, lost all 3 rounds and lost quite badly somemore. Wahahaha.
Third game was CHAROODLES! Charades wit props. SUPER SUPER FUNNY. Wahahahahha. I know, most of you think the best part was when I was guessing with my team (girls agst guys)... Peiwen was acting, then the clue for tt set of words was "At the barber".. Then she used the cylindrical prop to point at her hair, making some blowing action.. So i said, "blow hair, blow, hair dryer," then she made movements like we were getting close, so I got excited la, which resulted in me saying stupid things ... Like, go see the title of this entry.. Yah. and when I said that right, IT'S NOT FUNNY ONE LOR. DUNNO WHY YOU ALL THE REACTION MUST SO BIG. Hahaha. somebody laugh until broke the chair. WAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.
Ahem. Control yourself. Ahem. Anw, yah super funny la. We play until the shop people, who were already very noisy themselves, complained tt we were too noisy. Wahahahaha. Then the shop closing le, then we left for the bus stop.. On the way, us girls kept cam-whoring so the guys had to keep stopping for us etc.. SUGARCUPCAKEHONEYPIE! I'm waiting for the pics! hahahas. Funny la.
K, think got other stuff but I won't say le la.. Share wit u all happy news only. Hahas. I'm seriously thinking of a private blog, where I can post openly my misgivings.. haha. But anw, it's late and i'm tired. Hehe.
Oh. Wait. Today. haha. Supposed to meet suyeesweets but nv, sorry! I had cramps and woke up late.. Skipped mgq too(CAME changed plans ytd).. Then went for tuitions lor.. But highlight of the day I think was talkin to my asses over the phone, discussing our plans for tml. Wah sei dun anyhow call ppl names leh. Thankew. Hahas
Alrighty am tired, and long day tml! Hahas. So see ya.
-I love my asses- =)
Friday, January 26, 2007
settuhlers, free foes and horrornuhbles
hahas. it's thursday yah. dun care tt it's 12:43am. lol
realized i forgot to blog abt Monday. So went out wit d asses and we bought our stupid "uniforms" coz we went wmall and just had lots of fun hahas. arcade, shopping, lookin for stuff =) go see sillysuyeesweets(aka sugarcupcakehoneypie)'s blog for details. so irritating nia the two asses graffiti-ed my textbooks! grr.
omg super sleepy. today was a fun day. aye it's 1:20am now. crap. haha i went off to read my PITNB! hahas.
lemme continue!
[ergh really super sleepy.. lemme update tml!] nite all!
realized i forgot to blog abt Monday. So went out wit d asses and we bought our stupid "uniforms" coz we went wmall and just had lots of fun hahas. arcade, shopping, lookin for stuff =) go see sillysuyeesweets(aka sugarcupcakehoneypie)'s blog for details. so irritating nia the two asses graffiti-ed my textbooks! grr.
omg super sleepy. today was a fun day. aye it's 1:20am now. crap. haha i went off to read my PITNB! hahas.
lemme continue!
[ergh really super sleepy.. lemme update tml!] nite all!
Tuesday, January 23, 2007
get sexy on him
haha ignore the title! it's a song - Blindfold by Kelis! Whee~~
Cut my hair today!! At last, a haircut tt's radically different lol. But it's quite pom4 pom3.. Hmms. Well.. You'll have to see it to decide if u like it. I think i'm quite fine with it. As long as my hair doesn't curl back too soon i'm fine
Cancelled tuition these 2 days to hang wit my asses(ytd) and suyeesweets&huiching (today)!!! Hahas. And ponned my first time this sem - MTH131 ytd. Boo. But i'm ahead of the class by about 2 weeks worth anyway, so shd be ok. Hahas.
Wanted to put up my fave playlist of the moment! Here goes:
Me and U - Cassie
Long Way to Go - Cassie
Twerk-A-Little - Bubba Sparxxx
Do It To It - Cherish
Right Now - Danity Kane
Fergalicious - Fergie
Nasty Girl - Destiny's Child
Don't Get it Twisted - Gwen Stefani
Wind It Up - Gwen Stefani
The Sweet Escape - Gwen Stefani
Sexyback - JT ft Timbaland
My Love - JT
Sexy Ladies - JT
Blindfold Me - Kelis
Handful - Kelis
Ah Shit - Kelis
What's that right there - Kelis
Snap Ya Fingers - Lil Jon
Show me the money - Petey Pabloe
Come to me - P Diddy ft Nicole (of PCD)
Tell me - P Diddy ft Xtina Aguilera
Wait a minute - PCD
For the Love - Drew Sidora & Mario
Im'ma Shine - Youngbloodz
Feelin Myself - Dolla
Till The Dawn - Drew Sidora
London Bridge - Fergie
Call On Me - Janet Jackson ft Nelly
Bossy - Kelis
Yupps haha. Clubbing songs!! Whee. And some slow ones like For The Love and Call on Me and Right now. Super niceeee~~ =))
Alrighty gotta bathe. Blog more later! Hehe
Cut my hair today!! At last, a haircut tt's radically different lol. But it's quite pom4 pom3.. Hmms. Well.. You'll have to see it to decide if u like it. I think i'm quite fine with it. As long as my hair doesn't curl back too soon i'm fine
Cancelled tuition these 2 days to hang wit my asses(ytd) and suyeesweets&huiching (today)!!! Hahas. And ponned my first time this sem - MTH131 ytd. Boo. But i'm ahead of the class by about 2 weeks worth anyway, so shd be ok. Hahas.
Wanted to put up my fave playlist of the moment! Here goes:
Me and U - Cassie
Long Way to Go - Cassie
Twerk-A-Little - Bubba Sparxxx
Do It To It - Cherish
Right Now - Danity Kane
Fergalicious - Fergie
Nasty Girl - Destiny's Child
Don't Get it Twisted - Gwen Stefani
Wind It Up - Gwen Stefani
The Sweet Escape - Gwen Stefani
Sexyback - JT ft Timbaland
My Love - JT
Sexy Ladies - JT
Blindfold Me - Kelis
Handful - Kelis
Ah Shit - Kelis
What's that right there - Kelis
Snap Ya Fingers - Lil Jon
Show me the money - Petey Pabloe
Come to me - P Diddy ft Nicole (of PCD)
Tell me - P Diddy ft Xtina Aguilera
Wait a minute - PCD
For the Love - Drew Sidora & Mario
Im'ma Shine - Youngbloodz
Feelin Myself - Dolla
Till The Dawn - Drew Sidora
London Bridge - Fergie
Call On Me - Janet Jackson ft Nelly
Bossy - Kelis
Yupps haha. Clubbing songs!! Whee. And some slow ones like For The Love and Call on Me and Right now. Super niceeee~~ =))
Alrighty gotta bathe. Blog more later! Hehe
Sunday, January 21, 2007
wah wah wah!
ayeee!!
so so so so sooo super long nv blog liao!!! hahas. sorry sorry sorry
anw, quick note abt prev post: quiz answers will NOT be posted. so if you wanna know the answers you better try it before asking me. Hahas. So far the results are dismal!!! Pfft. Highest is only like, 7!?!?!?! Grrr~~ Hahas. But anws, that proves my point - nobody reeeeaaally understands me!! Sighs
alrighty, event blog!!! Hahas. I've got loads loads loads to blog abt! Thought-blog AND event blog! Hehe so let's get down to it!
Kk so after the first day of school, [crap think i've really gotta jot down my thoughts as and when i think them!!! grr]
First day of sch - did i mention tong and i were s'posed to go swimming then she overslept and failed to wake me up!?!?! which resulted in me oversleeping and arriving late for the first day of school!?!?!?! Hahas. Then lessons lor. Haha. Can't really rmb what else le.
Tues - My free-est day! went for com 225 and ugc 112. I was super on time nia - proud of myself=) after ugc there was some briefing abt the digital access course then at abt 3pm i went to join my ASSES to mug! Tong was gonna help me wit MTH131 mah. hahas. Oh and yea - my new bunch of fave peeps - my ASSES!!! Hehe. Tong(Sitong), Suyee(sweets) and Silas(tong's bf)!! Haha. See the "S"-es?? Hahahahs Love em lots lots lots leh Heh. Then they went to watch Superstar and I went home!
Wed - My busiest day!! Basically no time for much stuffs.. Have i shown y'all my Wednesday schedule? It goes like this:
9am-1030am : Com 217
1pm-230pm: Tuition wit T1
330pm-500pm: MTH 131
6pm-7pm: Tuition wit K
7pm-930pm: TUition wit S
Sian right? Grr. So yepps tt was how my Wed went..
Thurs! - One of my relatively free-er days! 11am - Com 225 (quiz) Speaking of which, gotta thank the kingbeng for trying to warn us about quiz on Wed haha. More on that later. Anw, then 1pm was UGC then 330pm was MTH for an hour. Then i went to meet my ASSES (minus Silas) and we headed off to CCA. Like super funny can. We irritated the seniors by making a lotta noise taking photos etc. SORRY LA. Then the silly asses kept making me and ts. Grr. They tried to snatch my wallet(and money) but I got my money out, then they wanted to say i have no money and ask him to pay!?!?!? WTF. Then in the end what they did was take out my FUGLY FUGLY ez-link card, pass to him and say what, I ask him pay for me. WTF. So throw face. Then we laughed over my ezlink card for a bit. Then took more photos etc. Hahas. Then after CCA the ASSES and I (oh when I'm wit em right, my name got to change to S-herlynn LOL. Funnily enough, if I change my name to start wit an S hor, then CAME will become SAME. Quite funny hahas) went to J8 to have dinner and walk walk. Silas met us at school and we went down, then ate at Pastamania! Then walk walk etc. Hahas. Damn funny la. We wanted to STALK someone! Wahahahahaha. Funny nia. Then talk non-stop. Very LOUDLY. Not me only k. Not me. I don't talk loudly de. Hahahahahahahas. Anw yah then went to Fox to do massive shopping coz of the 60% off(if u buy 5 items and above) so went wit suyeesweets. Then left the shop only when they were closing, then realized i lost my earring (the one evy bought for me leh! so sadded!!!) then went back to find, then cldn't find, then search my purchases, then HENG ARH, inside there =)) So dun worry evydarling. I still have the pair =) Love em! Then went home le hehe
Fri - Which is YTD! Hahas. Only had one hour of lessons[mgq] (followed my crazy amount of tuition) which was supposed to start at 245.. But the ASSES hadn't had enough of each other yet, so we arranged to crash suyeesweets's econs lect which was at 9am! Then we decided we wanted to eat BREAKFAST, so we arranged to meet at 645am at KAP!!! Wah xiao-ness hahas. But I was quite ON about it since it was such a novel experience. So anw, tong called my hp frm 5am till 545am and i ignored her calls all the way lOlololol. And silas was calling me too lol coz tong asked him to try too. LOLOL. And i ignored all the calls can!!! Wahahaha. So tong decided to call my hse, and my dad answered her, then he intercommed me and asked me to answer the phone, which FINALLY got me up lol. I almost went back to sleep when I realized it was like, LATE! Haha. So i hurried up and arrived there ON TIME K! I stepped out of the house at 630am and arrived at KAP at 645am. Took cab lah DUHH. Then in the end I was the FIRST ONE THERE NIA. Haha. Tong and Silas caught in jam so they were abt 20mins late, then suyee sweets had someone fighting wit her for the toilet at her hse so she kenna delayed PLUS the SUPER MASSIVE JAM haha so she arrived at like, 720am? Hahas. Anw then we ate etc.. Hahas. Then went down and had the lect. SUPER BORING NIA. Hahas so me tong and silas left during their break after 1andahalfhours (wtf UOL has super good food can) and went outside to take pics like xiao. Hehe. Then hung abt wit em till abt 1230 then went to join my CAME sweets =) Then we went for MGQ at 1245.. Decided to change our class to the Thursday one so tt the timing is better =) Then ended early so i changed my tuition classes to be earlier then i went straight down to tuition. Frm 430 change to 230pm for T, then S cldn't change timing so stayed at 7pm. So after I was done wit T i went home to bathe and eat and sleep, then went to S's place haha. Then went home and slept early. Super shagged. Walked home frm the MRT station after S's tuition haha. Been walking home a lot. Can save transport money + exercise! Hahas
Sat - TODAY! Hahas. Funfun day!! Met up wit my ASSES again, but this time instead of suyeesweets, we had the other SY - LISIYING!!! Hehehe siyingzi joined us for a day of fun! Hahas. So she met me at my house at 8am (basically woke me up lol) and then my dad gave us a lift down to ToaPayoh mrt where we met tong and silas at 9am.. Almost joined my momma for lunch but she had to queue for the bank thing so we left first (she asked us to leave first) Then we bought out tidbits and all, then set off for tong's house. When we arrived at her house, we played a round of bridge (but silas dunno how to play! Then play wit noob v irritating de LOL) So we decided to watch Jian4 Gui3 10.. Haha. Second time watching tt one for me. Super funny =) Sometimes scary ba. Tong kept grabbing me. Hahas. Silas jealous nia. We pigged out during the show la! Chips, chocs, feeding each other, greentearootbeer... Hahas. Super nia. Then we brought out the MJ table and MJ-ed!! Haha. Think we only managed to complete one actual round. Like, DongFengNanFengXiFengBeiFeng then maybe we made it to Dongfeng again and tt was it! Hahas. Coz sy beginner nia. But she really beginner's luck! Haha. Then tong went to bathe, the rest of us packed up, then we played bridge+taitee then we all took a cab down to newton mrt. Tong went for her performance, sy went to meet her bf and I walked down to my uncle's house
Time to walk from Newton MRT to my Uncle's house (which is at Kent Ridge there) is about 40mins ba. Hahas. I know. Looooooong walk. But anw, after today I've become certain that it is possible to walk EVERYWHERE in Singapore nia. Hahas. Depends on whether or not u have the time and the patience only. Hahas. Lucky my Ipod strength still not bad =) So yepps. Walked from Newton to like, Dorset area haha. I love the feeling of no stress, no pressure, having the time to walk as slowly as i like, for as long as i like. The rain was bad la, but everything else about the walk (oh and apart frm getting lost for awhile also) was great =) I'm a solitary creature! Hehe
Then after gathering at my Uncle's house, came home and had mass convo on msn wit esprimere ppl. Hee. I'm still curious as to why teru started the convo but anw.. I guess a step is a step! =)
I think i can be a bit more open about this la. Haha. It's pretty obvious liao anw. What siying said today affected me a bit la (she saw ts in sch and asked him abt me then he kinda flustered or sth etc) but after tt at cca things were a bit xiao so i think nvm. Hahas. We'll see how everything goes. Hahas. I think advice like "let nature take its course" and "leave it up to Fate" etc are redundant.. Coz tt's what I'm doing yah. I'm so passive you cld even say I'm negative hahahaha.
[But i'll concede - he's cute!! =))]
Aaanw.. Hahas. Been spending loadsa time wit my ASSES and my CAME recently =) Yayyness! Haha. Oh and KINGBENG. Hahas. Somehow I think he reads this, but he's one of the "silent reader" types. Haha. I have a lot of "silent readers" - ppl who read but dun wanna tag. Hahas. Those who just decide to msg/email/msn me are much appreciated haha. Esp reeeeenana. Always feel so touched when she reads and cheers me up or whateva. Hahas. Miss ya loads leh airpork. Really never talk to you for super super long. Anw! Back to topic! YAHH. Hahas. KB(kingbeng nia, not kaobei) has been asking the CAME out or stuff like tt often! Haha. We suspect sth mannn~~~ Anw i better not say too much here. But i'm an information provider and thing is... CAME is kinda.. i dunno.. Ann has des, Maddie has zk, then we shan't say anymore le.
Hahas. This is the life. Spending time wit my friends and all =) Happy~~ Will blog more soon, am so tired! hahas.
Special shoutout to suyeesweets - my sugarcupcakehoneypie! hahahas. Coz she was "waiting to see (her) name appear" hahaha. So HUGGLES SUYEESWEETS =))
*ciao bellas!
so so so so sooo super long nv blog liao!!! hahas. sorry sorry sorry
anw, quick note abt prev post: quiz answers will NOT be posted. so if you wanna know the answers you better try it before asking me. Hahas. So far the results are dismal!!! Pfft. Highest is only like, 7!?!?!?! Grrr~~ Hahas. But anws, that proves my point - nobody reeeeaaally understands me!! Sighs
alrighty, event blog!!! Hahas. I've got loads loads loads to blog abt! Thought-blog AND event blog! Hehe so let's get down to it!
Kk so after the first day of school, [crap think i've really gotta jot down my thoughts as and when i think them!!! grr]
First day of sch - did i mention tong and i were s'posed to go swimming then she overslept and failed to wake me up!?!?! which resulted in me oversleeping and arriving late for the first day of school!?!?!?! Hahas. Then lessons lor. Haha. Can't really rmb what else le.
Tues - My free-est day! went for com 225 and ugc 112. I was super on time nia - proud of myself=) after ugc there was some briefing abt the digital access course then at abt 3pm i went to join my ASSES to mug! Tong was gonna help me wit MTH131 mah. hahas. Oh and yea - my new bunch of fave peeps - my ASSES!!! Hehe. Tong(Sitong), Suyee(sweets) and Silas(tong's bf)!! Haha. See the "S"-es?? Hahahahs Love em lots lots lots leh Heh. Then they went to watch Superstar and I went home!
Wed - My busiest day!! Basically no time for much stuffs.. Have i shown y'all my Wednesday schedule? It goes like this:
9am-1030am : Com 217
1pm-230pm: Tuition wit T1
330pm-500pm: MTH 131
6pm-7pm: Tuition wit K
7pm-930pm: TUition wit S
Sian right? Grr. So yepps tt was how my Wed went..
Thurs! - One of my relatively free-er days! 11am - Com 225 (quiz) Speaking of which, gotta thank the kingbeng for trying to warn us about quiz on Wed haha. More on that later. Anw, then 1pm was UGC then 330pm was MTH for an hour. Then i went to meet my ASSES (minus Silas) and we headed off to CCA. Like super funny can. We irritated the seniors by making a lotta noise taking photos etc. SORRY LA. Then the silly asses kept making me and ts. Grr. They tried to snatch my wallet(and money) but I got my money out, then they wanted to say i have no money and ask him to pay!?!?!? WTF. Then in the end what they did was take out my FUGLY FUGLY ez-link card, pass to him and say what, I ask him pay for me. WTF. So throw face. Then we laughed over my ezlink card for a bit. Then took more photos etc. Hahas. Then after CCA the ASSES and I (oh when I'm wit em right, my name got to change to S-herlynn LOL. Funnily enough, if I change my name to start wit an S hor, then CAME will become SAME. Quite funny hahas) went to J8 to have dinner and walk walk. Silas met us at school and we went down, then ate at Pastamania! Then walk walk etc. Hahas. Damn funny la. We wanted to STALK someone! Wahahahahaha. Funny nia. Then talk non-stop. Very LOUDLY. Not me only k. Not me. I don't talk loudly de. Hahahahahahahas. Anw yah then went to Fox to do massive shopping coz of the 60% off(if u buy 5 items and above) so went wit suyeesweets. Then left the shop only when they were closing, then realized i lost my earring (the one evy bought for me leh! so sadded!!!) then went back to find, then cldn't find, then search my purchases, then HENG ARH, inside there =)) So dun worry evydarling. I still have the pair =) Love em! Then went home le hehe
Fri - Which is YTD! Hahas. Only had one hour of lessons[mgq] (followed my crazy amount of tuition) which was supposed to start at 245.. But the ASSES hadn't had enough of each other yet, so we arranged to crash suyeesweets's econs lect which was at 9am! Then we decided we wanted to eat BREAKFAST, so we arranged to meet at 645am at KAP!!! Wah xiao-ness hahas. But I was quite ON about it since it was such a novel experience. So anw, tong called my hp frm 5am till 545am and i ignored her calls all the way lOlololol. And silas was calling me too lol coz tong asked him to try too. LOLOL. And i ignored all the calls can!!! Wahahaha. So tong decided to call my hse, and my dad answered her, then he intercommed me and asked me to answer the phone, which FINALLY got me up lol. I almost went back to sleep when I realized it was like, LATE! Haha. So i hurried up and arrived there ON TIME K! I stepped out of the house at 630am and arrived at KAP at 645am. Took cab lah DUHH. Then in the end I was the FIRST ONE THERE NIA. Haha. Tong and Silas caught in jam so they were abt 20mins late, then suyee sweets had someone fighting wit her for the toilet at her hse so she kenna delayed PLUS the SUPER MASSIVE JAM haha so she arrived at like, 720am? Hahas. Anw then we ate etc.. Hahas. Then went down and had the lect. SUPER BORING NIA. Hahas so me tong and silas left during their break after 1andahalfhours (wtf UOL has super good food can) and went outside to take pics like xiao. Hehe. Then hung abt wit em till abt 1230 then went to join my CAME sweets =) Then we went for MGQ at 1245.. Decided to change our class to the Thursday one so tt the timing is better =) Then ended early so i changed my tuition classes to be earlier then i went straight down to tuition. Frm 430 change to 230pm for T, then S cldn't change timing so stayed at 7pm. So after I was done wit T i went home to bathe and eat and sleep, then went to S's place haha. Then went home and slept early. Super shagged. Walked home frm the MRT station after S's tuition haha. Been walking home a lot. Can save transport money + exercise! Hahas
Sat - TODAY! Hahas. Funfun day!! Met up wit my ASSES again, but this time instead of suyeesweets, we had the other SY - LISIYING!!! Hehehe siyingzi joined us for a day of fun! Hahas. So she met me at my house at 8am (basically woke me up lol) and then my dad gave us a lift down to ToaPayoh mrt where we met tong and silas at 9am.. Almost joined my momma for lunch but she had to queue for the bank thing so we left first (she asked us to leave first) Then we bought out tidbits and all, then set off for tong's house. When we arrived at her house, we played a round of bridge (but silas dunno how to play! Then play wit noob v irritating de LOL) So we decided to watch Jian4 Gui3 10.. Haha. Second time watching tt one for me. Super funny =) Sometimes scary ba. Tong kept grabbing me. Hahas. Silas jealous nia. We pigged out during the show la! Chips, chocs, feeding each other, greentearootbeer... Hahas. Super nia. Then we brought out the MJ table and MJ-ed!! Haha. Think we only managed to complete one actual round. Like, DongFengNanFengXiFengBeiFeng then maybe we made it to Dongfeng again and tt was it! Hahas. Coz sy beginner nia. But she really beginner's luck! Haha. Then tong went to bathe, the rest of us packed up, then we played bridge+taitee then we all took a cab down to newton mrt. Tong went for her performance, sy went to meet her bf and I walked down to my uncle's house
Time to walk from Newton MRT to my Uncle's house (which is at Kent Ridge there) is about 40mins ba. Hahas. I know. Looooooong walk. But anw, after today I've become certain that it is possible to walk EVERYWHERE in Singapore nia. Hahas. Depends on whether or not u have the time and the patience only. Hahas. Lucky my Ipod strength still not bad =) So yepps. Walked from Newton to like, Dorset area haha. I love the feeling of no stress, no pressure, having the time to walk as slowly as i like, for as long as i like. The rain was bad la, but everything else about the walk (oh and apart frm getting lost for awhile also) was great =) I'm a solitary creature! Hehe
Then after gathering at my Uncle's house, came home and had mass convo on msn wit esprimere ppl. Hee. I'm still curious as to why teru started the convo but anw.. I guess a step is a step! =)
I think i can be a bit more open about this la. Haha. It's pretty obvious liao anw. What siying said today affected me a bit la (she saw ts in sch and asked him abt me then he kinda flustered or sth etc) but after tt at cca things were a bit xiao so i think nvm. Hahas. We'll see how everything goes. Hahas. I think advice like "let nature take its course" and "leave it up to Fate" etc are redundant.. Coz tt's what I'm doing yah. I'm so passive you cld even say I'm negative hahahaha.
[But i'll concede - he's cute!! =))]
Aaanw.. Hahas. Been spending loadsa time wit my ASSES and my CAME recently =) Yayyness! Haha. Oh and KINGBENG. Hahas. Somehow I think he reads this, but he's one of the "silent reader" types. Haha. I have a lot of "silent readers" - ppl who read but dun wanna tag. Hahas. Those who just decide to msg/email/msn me are much appreciated haha. Esp reeeeenana. Always feel so touched when she reads and cheers me up or whateva. Hahas. Miss ya loads leh airpork. Really never talk to you for super super long. Anw! Back to topic! YAHH. Hahas. KB(kingbeng nia, not kaobei) has been asking the CAME out or stuff like tt often! Haha. We suspect sth mannn~~~ Anw i better not say too much here. But i'm an information provider and thing is... CAME is kinda.. i dunno.. Ann has des, Maddie has zk, then we shan't say anymore le.
Hahas. This is the life. Spending time wit my friends and all =) Happy~~ Will blog more soon, am so tired! hahas.
Special shoutout to suyeesweets - my sugarcupcakehoneypie! hahahas. Coz she was "waiting to see (her) name appear" hahaha. So HUGGLES SUYEESWEETS =))
*ciao bellas!
Tuesday, January 16, 2007
beginnings..
first day of school today!
heh. a bit not used to the whole having to pay attention to some guy thing again but hey, i'm in my motivated-to-study mode, as is typical of start of semesters.. haha.
textbooks - we're gonna save a bunch by buying photocopies! *looks disdainfully at old textbooks frm sem 1* must learn to save money for my dad heh
anyways, saw my came again =)) wheee~~ love you guys loads. And people like rah, elves, anita, ngee ann etc! =)) loves
MTH - MATHS!! WTH functions, integrations, some piecewise shit. WTF. I need a tutor.
Anws, wanted to blog ytd (Sunday) about the stuff below but net was down so here goes:
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Was just listening to Chingy's Don't Worry, ft Janet Jackson (on my way home frm gathering. heh. yang's bday - he's ADORABLE).. One of the lines goes "you the one that knew me"
Kinda makes me wonder if there's anyone who really knows me. I mean, i don't think my family knows me v well.. Neither do my v close friends.. Maybe tong ba since she's been wit me through all these years heh. Val kinda knows me quite well too.. Just not well enough to know what exactly i mean when i say sth.. And, none of you have been scolded like really badly and seriously by me before. Like, I've nv really been pissed and quarrelled wit any of you before. Apart frm tong, who's heard me screaming at my various family members over the phone, none of you know what i'm like when i'm in a rage.. None of you have seen me cry the crazy wrenching body-wracking sobs that I do when I'm really really really frustrated..
In short, you guys don't know the volatile side of me. Only tong and (more recently) val have been subject to my cold treatment. And val -- tt day was already very mild. I was still trying to be nice some more. For tong and i - our infamous quarrel of sec 1/sec 2 was quite bad lol. Super funny nia. But super bad. Like I walked past tong and someone said like "hey tt's your friend" or sth then I went "i don't know her" or sth like tt. Not like v bad la but anw. Then in J1 we quarrelled again hahas. Tt one was pretty fiery.
So anw, I was thinking, I'm gonna put up a quiz here to see who really understands me. You guys choose the answer and then email me to check your answers.. Or you could friendstermsg me the answers at http://www.friendster.com/papadum hahas. I know, cool url huh. Hahas.
Here goes:
1. The area of life that makes me cry the most/the easiest is:
A) Love
B) Family
C) Friends
D) School/Work
2. The quality I treasure most in my friends is:
A) Fun-to-be-with-ness
B) Dependability
C) Honesty
D) Generosity
3. I have a real phobia of :
A) Dogs
B) Scratching sth against sth rough
C) Anything with more than 2 legs
D) Seafood
4. The person who most influences the decisions in my life is:
A) My mother
B) My best friend
C) Myself
D) My boyfriend (assuming I have one)
5. When buying a new electronical gadget, I go for:
A) Affordability
B) Form over Function
C) Branding
D) Function over Form
6. I am most proud of my:
A) Legs
B) Ears
C) Nose
D) Hair (on the head!)
7. What quote from the ones below am I most likely to advocate?
A) Put God first - be happy at last!
B) Eat your greens!
C) If you like it, buy it!
D) Work now, play later!
8. What will make me become closer with certain friends? (assuming options are all mutually exclusive)
A) Having more fun with them
B) Spending more time with them
C) Sharing secrets with them
D) Having more things in common with them
9. Which set of aspects of myself am I confident of? (i.e. I am confident of my...)
A) Musical/Singing ability, Physical appearance, Appeal to others
B) Height, Standard of English, Appeal to others
C) Artistic ability, Physical appearance, Computer skills
D) Height, Musical/Singing ability, Standard of English
10. Which of the following eventss did I actually know of before the news was (at least) 2 weeks stale?
A) The 911 incident
B) Tsunami disaster
C) Whatever earthquake just hit some place in Asia
D) Outbreak of SARS
Yupps that's it! Send me your answers along with a method to reply you =) Hahas.
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Right that's it. Gtg sleep. Lesson early tml!! Grr
heh. a bit not used to the whole having to pay attention to some guy thing again but hey, i'm in my motivated-to-study mode, as is typical of start of semesters.. haha.
textbooks - we're gonna save a bunch by buying photocopies! *looks disdainfully at old textbooks frm sem 1* must learn to save money for my dad heh
anyways, saw my came again =)) wheee~~ love you guys loads. And people like rah, elves, anita, ngee ann etc! =)) loves
MTH - MATHS!! WTH functions, integrations, some piecewise shit. WTF. I need a tutor.
Anws, wanted to blog ytd (Sunday) about the stuff below but net was down so here goes:
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Was just listening to Chingy's Don't Worry, ft Janet Jackson (on my way home frm gathering. heh. yang's bday - he's ADORABLE).. One of the lines goes "you the one that knew me"
Kinda makes me wonder if there's anyone who really knows me. I mean, i don't think my family knows me v well.. Neither do my v close friends.. Maybe tong ba since she's been wit me through all these years heh. Val kinda knows me quite well too.. Just not well enough to know what exactly i mean when i say sth.. And, none of you have been scolded like really badly and seriously by me before. Like, I've nv really been pissed and quarrelled wit any of you before. Apart frm tong, who's heard me screaming at my various family members over the phone, none of you know what i'm like when i'm in a rage.. None of you have seen me cry the crazy wrenching body-wracking sobs that I do when I'm really really really frustrated..
In short, you guys don't know the volatile side of me. Only tong and (more recently) val have been subject to my cold treatment. And val -- tt day was already very mild. I was still trying to be nice some more. For tong and i - our infamous quarrel of sec 1/sec 2 was quite bad lol. Super funny nia. But super bad. Like I walked past tong and someone said like "hey tt's your friend" or sth then I went "i don't know her" or sth like tt. Not like v bad la but anw. Then in J1 we quarrelled again hahas. Tt one was pretty fiery.
So anw, I was thinking, I'm gonna put up a quiz here to see who really understands me. You guys choose the answer and then email me to check your answers.. Or you could friendstermsg me the answers at http://www.friendster.com/papadum hahas. I know, cool url huh. Hahas.
Here goes:
1. The area of life that makes me cry the most/the easiest is:
A) Love
B) Family
C) Friends
D) School/Work
2. The quality I treasure most in my friends is:
A) Fun-to-be-with-ness
B) Dependability
C) Honesty
D) Generosity
3. I have a real phobia of :
A) Dogs
B) Scratching sth against sth rough
C) Anything with more than 2 legs
D) Seafood
4. The person who most influences the decisions in my life is:
A) My mother
B) My best friend
C) Myself
D) My boyfriend (assuming I have one)
5. When buying a new electronical gadget, I go for:
A) Affordability
B) Form over Function
C) Branding
D) Function over Form
6. I am most proud of my:
A) Legs
B) Ears
C) Nose
D) Hair (on the head!)
7. What quote from the ones below am I most likely to advocate?
A) Put God first - be happy at last!
B) Eat your greens!
C) If you like it, buy it!
D) Work now, play later!
8. What will make me become closer with certain friends? (assuming options are all mutually exclusive)
A) Having more fun with them
B) Spending more time with them
C) Sharing secrets with them
D) Having more things in common with them
9. Which set of aspects of myself am I confident of? (i.e. I am confident of my...)
A) Musical/Singing ability, Physical appearance, Appeal to others
B) Height, Standard of English, Appeal to others
C) Artistic ability, Physical appearance, Computer skills
D) Height, Musical/Singing ability, Standard of English
10. Which of the following eventss did I actually know of before the news was (at least) 2 weeks stale?
A) The 911 incident
B) Tsunami disaster
C) Whatever earthquake just hit some place in Asia
D) Outbreak of SARS
Yupps that's it! Send me your answers along with a method to reply you =) Hahas.
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Right that's it. Gtg sleep. Lesson early tml!! Grr
Saturday, January 13, 2007
baaaack!
hehes. have loads to blog abt so let's get right down to it! =)
I'll start frm where i last stopped! I think i haven't blogged abt new year's day and eve etc
Aye.. Can't recall what I did on NYE!! Grr. Sth wit my family which was quite fun i think. Then NYDay was spent at my Uncle's house and then his restaurant... Was good =) Watched movies, played around wit cousins.. Chatted a lot.. Kept teasing Yi Liang(cousin) about enlistment.. Kept nicking yang's toy... ETC! =) Love em lots
Speaking of lovin my family lots, just remembered tt i just had a weird dream last night, abt my granma.. Sigh. It was a really sad dream =(
Anw. Hmm what else did I do?
Well it was generally tuition tuition tuition.. Till 4thJanuaryThursday.. We had the GY Gathering!! It was great seeing everyone again! Hahas. Generally people haven't changed much, only my bunch changed the most - tong, eu.. My change was during J1 so not v recent change etc.. Hahas. Some shocking changes, some not so =) Aye.. Really miss our silly class =) Lots of noise and lots of questions.. Some brilliant person decided to do some check on who was attached and who was not - guess what, at my table I was the only one not attached nia..
Sy - yep
edna - yep
tong - yep
mich - yep
huijuan - yep
me - nope
I was like, surrounded by them nia! Coz juan and sy were beside me, sy on my left juan on my right, then edna tong and mich opp me (in tt order, meaning tong directly opp me la). SURROUNDED! Grr
Wahaha. Then during the whole dinner they (esp MICH!) kept stressing me out.. And siying also la! What, oh look how they stare into each other's eyes when they talk (coz ja met us before the dinner then he and mich were quite lovey) then what, mich's hair cannot get wet la so ja dunno did sth wit his jacket etc. Wah liao eh. Thanks arh. No need to stab me until like tt Wahaha.
Then anyhow talk talk talk then say say say until edna (who doesn't even know sneeze) say she "dun even know him also approve liao" wth! Assholes. Only want me to get attached so I don't disturb your sets of er4 ren2 shi4 jie4 right?!?! Wahahaha I know.
Anw yea gathering was fun! =) Then we went walk walk shop shop then the old bukitpanjang gang shared cab back! me sy edna vivie. Hahas. Too bad huiyu wasn't there.. And who else? Oh yah juan. Coz she got people to send her home MAH. Good lor. Big lor. Wahahaha
Anws, the Saturday after tt was kbox wit Tong Silas and Suyeesweets! =) Hehe. Was uber fun we sang sang and sang! Though tong and silas... *shakes head* idiots.. Insensitive nia! Hahas. And suyee! Dun shy shy! Act shy only nia wahahahaha. Then after kbox we walked around a bit then went to the toapayoh library (we were at toapayoh kbox) then S&S left first and suyee and i walked around a bit - had an uber uber long time chatting!! =)) Wheee~~ Must chat more k suyee sweets! Hee. We chatted till she had to leave then I went back home for family gathering =) I gave my old mp3 player to my cousin (poor thing had to use discman for so long) and we looked at pics and vids on my lappie lol.
Sunday was lector duty. Read wit my mom coz the second reader didn't turn up! hahas. so mom filled in last min. Then walked wit the gospel so super long!!! My arms were shivering like mad nia! hahas
Then Monday had 3 tuitions.. Super tiring. hahas. Then was my holiday le!
Phuket - All in all it was great =) Lots of shopping, tanning, and THAI MASSAGE! Woohoo. Full body thai massage nia - you get all your privates fondled! Wahahahaha. I'm sure that sounds great to some of you hahahahas. I bought lots of stuff! 3 pairs of shoes/slippers, one lovely skirt, one polo top, chocolates, one pair of black jeans, shower scrub, the hair "chopstick" thing, deodorant, etc!
Will tell y'all more abt it soon!! Hahas. Right now i gtg dinner. Ciao and arrivederci!
I'll start frm where i last stopped! I think i haven't blogged abt new year's day and eve etc
Aye.. Can't recall what I did on NYE!! Grr. Sth wit my family which was quite fun i think. Then NYDay was spent at my Uncle's house and then his restaurant... Was good =) Watched movies, played around wit cousins.. Chatted a lot.. Kept teasing Yi Liang(cousin) about enlistment.. Kept nicking yang's toy... ETC! =) Love em lots
Speaking of lovin my family lots, just remembered tt i just had a weird dream last night, abt my granma.. Sigh. It was a really sad dream =(
Anw. Hmm what else did I do?
Well it was generally tuition tuition tuition.. Till 4thJanuaryThursday.. We had the GY Gathering!! It was great seeing everyone again! Hahas. Generally people haven't changed much, only my bunch changed the most - tong, eu.. My change was during J1 so not v recent change etc.. Hahas. Some shocking changes, some not so =) Aye.. Really miss our silly class =) Lots of noise and lots of questions.. Some brilliant person decided to do some check on who was attached and who was not - guess what, at my table I was the only one not attached nia..
Sy - yep
edna - yep
tong - yep
mich - yep
huijuan - yep
me - nope
I was like, surrounded by them nia! Coz juan and sy were beside me, sy on my left juan on my right, then edna tong and mich opp me (in tt order, meaning tong directly opp me la). SURROUNDED! Grr
Wahaha. Then during the whole dinner they (esp MICH!) kept stressing me out.. And siying also la! What, oh look how they stare into each other's eyes when they talk (coz ja met us before the dinner then he and mich were quite lovey) then what, mich's hair cannot get wet la so ja dunno did sth wit his jacket etc. Wah liao eh. Thanks arh. No need to stab me until like tt Wahaha.
Then anyhow talk talk talk then say say say until edna (who doesn't even know sneeze) say she "dun even know him also approve liao" wth! Assholes. Only want me to get attached so I don't disturb your sets of er4 ren2 shi4 jie4 right?!?! Wahahaha I know.
Anw yea gathering was fun! =) Then we went walk walk shop shop then the old bukitpanjang gang shared cab back! me sy edna vivie. Hahas. Too bad huiyu wasn't there.. And who else? Oh yah juan. Coz she got people to send her home MAH. Good lor. Big lor. Wahahaha
Anws, the Saturday after tt was kbox wit Tong Silas and Suyeesweets! =) Hehe. Was uber fun we sang sang and sang! Though tong and silas... *shakes head* idiots.. Insensitive nia! Hahas. And suyee! Dun shy shy! Act shy only nia wahahahaha. Then after kbox we walked around a bit then went to the toapayoh library (we were at toapayoh kbox) then S&S left first and suyee and i walked around a bit - had an uber uber long time chatting!! =)) Wheee~~ Must chat more k suyee sweets! Hee. We chatted till she had to leave then I went back home for family gathering =) I gave my old mp3 player to my cousin (poor thing had to use discman for so long) and we looked at pics and vids on my lappie lol.
Sunday was lector duty. Read wit my mom coz the second reader didn't turn up! hahas. so mom filled in last min. Then walked wit the gospel so super long!!! My arms were shivering like mad nia! hahas
Then Monday had 3 tuitions.. Super tiring. hahas. Then was my holiday le!
Phuket - All in all it was great =) Lots of shopping, tanning, and THAI MASSAGE! Woohoo. Full body thai massage nia - you get all your privates fondled! Wahahahaha. I'm sure that sounds great to some of you hahahahas. I bought lots of stuff! 3 pairs of shoes/slippers, one lovely skirt, one polo top, chocolates, one pair of black jeans, shower scrub, the hair "chopstick" thing, deodorant, etc!
Will tell y'all more abt it soon!! Hahas. Right now i gtg dinner. Ciao and arrivederci!
Tuesday, January 09, 2007
leaving on an airplane
lala
sorry for not blogging for soooooo long
will be back on Fri late night
flying off to Phuket (which is in THAILAND) now
at Changi Airport
plane flying off in abt 20mins
ciao everyone~ I'll miss y'all!!
sorry for not blogging for soooooo long
will be back on Fri late night
flying off to Phuket (which is in THAILAND) now
at Changi Airport
plane flying off in abt 20mins
ciao everyone~ I'll miss y'all!!
Wednesday, January 03, 2007
sinking...
argh. it's the morn of 3rdjan. at least, 1.27pm. this is what i typed ytd before slacking off heh.
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hah. i've been slacking too much lately. slacking off from
a) blogging
b) writing my fic
c) going out
hahas.. i'm sorry to all the people i pang-sehed! sorry sorry sorry =( I'll make it up to y'all soon k! Right now I'm enjoying my stay-home-and-slack time! But starting tml, I'm gonna be uber uber busy.. Tml alone I'll have to see all 3 of my tuition kids
2.30pm-330pm - K
330pm-5pm - S
6pm - 730pm - T
Work work work!! I need that cash. Though daddy has been kind enough to mete out the allowance the past 3 weeks, so i've been surviving on that.. I needa exercise!!! My happy-eat-all-you-want-and-enjoy-the-festivities period is officially OVER!! No more late-night snacks, no more eating whatever i want! (well, not too much) and BRING ON THE EXERCISE!!! Hahas. I needa go and lose tt weight liao =) But at least i enjoyed myself. Haha. Oh but the freakin bloated stomach feelin ain't good. Ain't good at all! Hahas.
So bring on the swim-sessions, bball and badminton games, and I might even consider gym-ing(though i don't really think i will. static activities don't appeal to me much lol). I wanted to spend this week going to the pool (since sch will have officially re-opened and there won't be so many freakin annoying kids anymore) but i just HAD to have my period this week. BOO. And nx week I'll be going off to Phuket! Grr. (Speaking of which, did anyone else know that Phuket was in Thailand? How come I'm the only one who thinks Phuket is in Malaysia???? Crap. *grabs an atlas now*)
ah. back from a v long break (watched Material Girls and The Devil Wears Prada on dvd lol)
I've never been one to make New Year's Resolutions
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i'll update on this later yea
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hah. i've been slacking too much lately. slacking off from
a) blogging
b) writing my fic
c) going out
hahas.. i'm sorry to all the people i pang-sehed! sorry sorry sorry =( I'll make it up to y'all soon k! Right now I'm enjoying my stay-home-and-slack time! But starting tml, I'm gonna be uber uber busy.. Tml alone I'll have to see all 3 of my tuition kids
2.30pm-330pm - K
330pm-5pm - S
6pm - 730pm - T
Work work work!! I need that cash. Though daddy has been kind enough to mete out the allowance the past 3 weeks, so i've been surviving on that.. I needa exercise!!! My happy-eat-all-you-want-and-enjoy-the-festivities period is officially OVER!! No more late-night snacks, no more eating whatever i want! (well, not too much) and BRING ON THE EXERCISE!!! Hahas. I needa go and lose tt weight liao =) But at least i enjoyed myself. Haha. Oh but the freakin bloated stomach feelin ain't good. Ain't good at all! Hahas.
So bring on the swim-sessions, bball and badminton games, and I might even consider gym-ing(though i don't really think i will. static activities don't appeal to me much lol). I wanted to spend this week going to the pool (since sch will have officially re-opened and there won't be so many freakin annoying kids anymore) but i just HAD to have my period this week. BOO. And nx week I'll be going off to Phuket! Grr. (Speaking of which, did anyone else know that Phuket was in Thailand? How come I'm the only one who thinks Phuket is in Malaysia???? Crap. *grabs an atlas now*)
ah. back from a v long break (watched Material Girls and The Devil Wears Prada on dvd lol)
I've never been one to make New Year's Resolutions
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i'll update on this later yea
Sunday, December 31, 2006
welcome to the CHERAWARDS
Right. Thought i'd wait till the last day of this year to present all these. Just in case there were last minute revivals of friendship or sth like that lol.
Here we go:
In the "Friends" category, here's a namelist of all the people nominated for all the awards inside -
Val
Arh Ben
Tong
Shui
Eu
Mich
Siying
Edna
Ann
Mad
Eve
Ashton
Samkor
Elves
Rahrahboobooyougetthedrift
Yiting
Weilin
Yanting
Liwen
Will
Kor
Junyi(hereafter known as di)
Durga
Zhijia
Liting
Suyee
Ganbee
Peiwen
Teru
Darryl
TaiAn
Joseph
Desheng
Tabbs
Faviano
Weejin
Qisheng
Reeeenananana
Argh. I cannot continue liao. The rest of you that slipped my mind well, refresh my memory some time k? =)
Ehhs. Lucky i loaded the page early. Now it's 12:04AM liao!! Grr
Alrighty here go the awards:
Best Friend:
nominees - Val
Winner: Val (DUH!)
Friend who understands me best:
nominees - val, tong
Winner: Val (aye yea, she knows how i think.)
Most loyal/supportive friend:
nominees - val, tong, shui, ann
Winner: Tong! (when eu told me how she stood up for me against eu and mich, i was just too touched)
ok crap y'know wat? i'm too tired now to finish this today. update ya tml? *grins* bye~ heh
Here we go:
In the "Friends" category, here's a namelist of all the people nominated for all the awards inside -
Val
Arh Ben
Tong
Shui
Eu
Mich
Siying
Edna
Ann
Mad
Eve
Ashton
Samkor
Elves
Rahrahboobooyougetthedrift
Yiting
Weilin
Yanting
Liwen
Will
Kor
Junyi(hereafter known as di)
Durga
Zhijia
Liting
Suyee
Ganbee
Peiwen
Teru
Darryl
TaiAn
Joseph
Desheng
Tabbs
Faviano
Weejin
Qisheng
Reeeenananana
Argh. I cannot continue liao. The rest of you that slipped my mind well, refresh my memory some time k? =)
Ehhs. Lucky i loaded the page early. Now it's 12:04AM liao!! Grr
Alrighty here go the awards:
Best Friend:
nominees - Val
Winner: Val (DUH!)
Friend who understands me best:
nominees - val, tong
Winner: Val (aye yea, she knows how i think.)
Most loyal/supportive friend:
nominees - val, tong, shui, ann
Winner: Tong! (when eu told me how she stood up for me against eu and mich, i was just too touched)
ok crap y'know wat? i'm too tired now to finish this today. update ya tml? *grins* bye~ heh
Saturday, December 30, 2006
the process of writing
hah. am choosing names for my characters now. thanks to the internet, i'll never have a name-block again! lol. just google american names - truckloads of names man. all the census and stuff
dammit. westward is too damn addictive. i played till 7am ytd la!! was deciding whether or not to go sleep coz i was damn tired but cldn't sleep for awhile. but drifted off to lalaland soon enough anyway. hah. so much for my sleep-early plan eh.
hah. click here leh... help me help me! hehe
Kk, as i'd promised - CherAwards!
Oh crap. Gotta go for some stupid dinner wit my dad's supplier or sth. boo. Update later!
dammit. westward is too damn addictive. i played till 7am ytd la!! was deciding whether or not to go sleep coz i was damn tired but cldn't sleep for awhile. but drifted off to lalaland soon enough anyway. hah. so much for my sleep-early plan eh.
hah. click here leh... help me help me! hehe
Kk, as i'd promised - CherAwards!
Oh crap. Gotta go for some stupid dinner wit my dad's supplier or sth. boo. Update later!
Friday, December 29, 2006
teeheehee
hey guys
missed me eh? lols. i've been busy doing nothing lately =) It's cool.
Not much to update on - reading fics, writing my fic, or at least, trying to write it.. Hahas. And playing games.. Slacking is the life people.. Oh and giving tuition. Hahas. Stepped out ytd to get xmas prezzies for my came and tuition kids=) Yes yes, late, i know.
I thought i had something to blog abt, but realized i don't
Oh wait. I remember it now. The year's comin to an end - time to round everything up ala Bridget Jones. Hahas
In the past year:
No. of Near-Death-Experiences: serious ones? zero. minor car-scraped-past-me-at-high-speed ones? tonnes.
No. of times got seriously ill: One. Man i never wanna be that sick ever again.
No. of boyfriends gained: none
No. of boyfriends lost: none
No. of friends gained: oh a fuck lot. can't count
No. of friends lost: more than one. friends lost = people who i thought were friends and are now reduced to shits i can't care less about.
No. of targets I've had my eye on: haha. close to forty.
No. of serious crushes: none
No. of times went clubbing: only around ten!! plus/minus, whatever=)
No. of times went pubbing: ok, this one really cannot count.
No. of times money actually stayed in my possession(for more than a week): none
No. of birthday parties: 6! =)
No. of jobs held: 2 (teaching, and tuition-teaching. lol)
No. of parties thrown: 1
No. of parties attended: ok can't remember. LOL
No. of expensive electronic gadgets lost: 2(nokia n70, sony T5)
No. of expensive electronic gadgets gained: 3(stupid motorola razrV3, my 250gig hard drive, iPod 5th generation)
No. of times changed blog address: 2 (from bnb to hollowmimicry, from HM to here)
No. of pairs of shoes bought: almost 20(coz of all the probs when first started working!)
No. of competitions personally taken part in: 1
No. of competitions got placed in: 1 (Duet Superstars!)
No. of story ideas in my head: mainly 3
No. of poems written: this year was a dry spell. about 13?
No. of nights spent crying: somewhere between 3-5
No. of times sprained ankle: NONE! *big big smile*
No. of times fell down stairs: ONLY ONE NIA!! =))
No. of times tripped and fell: shit. don't ask.
No. of walks in the rain: one
I can't think of anymore! Ask me and I'll tell. Next update will see the return of the Bluz Awards! Hah. I'll change the name of the Awards to CherAwards then. Haha. Alrighty I'll go work on my various fics now. I'm not getting anywhere!! Argh. *tears at hair*
SPECIAL NOTE TO 4GY PPL: class gathering next fri5thJan/7pm/fish&co glass house/ MSG KAIWEI IF YOU'RE GOING. I AM GOING. For once in like, 2 years? Hahas. I'm GOING LEH. SO YOU KNOW YOU WANNA GO YEA. Hahas. See ya guys =) 4GY4EVA!
SCGIRLS - if you still have ytd's straits times and today's TODAY, there're special reports on Miss Heng!! =) I'm gonna miss her. I don't think that new bird is gonna take over SC well. Then again, uncle passed away=( SC, like i said before, is never gonna be the same again. Thankfully, Miss Heng's still there as advisor. Whew! CURRENT SC GIRLS WATCH OUT. YOU BETTER NOT BRING DOWN THE NAME OF SC OR YOU KNOW WHAT 108 GENERATIONS OF SC GIRLS WILL DO TO YOU!
Be warned.
PPS: Oh and hey guys? Do me a big favour and click here. Don't worry. It won't harm YOU or YOUR COMPUTER in any way. Just trust me.
missed me eh? lols. i've been busy doing nothing lately =) It's cool.
Not much to update on - reading fics, writing my fic, or at least, trying to write it.. Hahas. And playing games.. Slacking is the life people.. Oh and giving tuition. Hahas. Stepped out ytd to get xmas prezzies for my came and tuition kids=) Yes yes, late, i know.
I thought i had something to blog abt, but realized i don't
Oh wait. I remember it now. The year's comin to an end - time to round everything up ala Bridget Jones. Hahas
In the past year:
No. of Near-Death-Experiences: serious ones? zero. minor car-scraped-past-me-at-high-speed ones? tonnes.
No. of times got seriously ill: One. Man i never wanna be that sick ever again.
No. of boyfriends gained: none
No. of boyfriends lost: none
No. of friends gained: oh a fuck lot. can't count
No. of friends lost: more than one. friends lost = people who i thought were friends and are now reduced to shits i can't care less about.
No. of targets I've had my eye on: haha. close to forty.
No. of serious crushes: none
No. of times went clubbing: only around ten!! plus/minus, whatever=)
No. of times went pubbing: ok, this one really cannot count.
No. of times money actually stayed in my possession(for more than a week): none
No. of birthday parties: 6! =)
No. of jobs held: 2 (teaching, and tuition-teaching. lol)
No. of parties thrown: 1
No. of parties attended: ok can't remember. LOL
No. of expensive electronic gadgets lost: 2(nokia n70, sony T5)
No. of expensive electronic gadgets gained: 3(stupid motorola razrV3, my 250gig hard drive, iPod 5th generation)
No. of times changed blog address: 2 (from bnb to hollowmimicry, from HM to here)
No. of pairs of shoes bought: almost 20(coz of all the probs when first started working!)
No. of competitions personally taken part in: 1
No. of competitions got placed in: 1 (Duet Superstars!)
No. of story ideas in my head: mainly 3
No. of poems written: this year was a dry spell. about 13?
No. of nights spent crying: somewhere between 3-5
No. of times sprained ankle: NONE! *big big smile*
No. of times fell down stairs: ONLY ONE NIA!! =))
No. of times tripped and fell: shit. don't ask.
No. of walks in the rain: one
I can't think of anymore! Ask me and I'll tell. Next update will see the return of the Bluz Awards! Hah. I'll change the name of the Awards to CherAwards then. Haha. Alrighty I'll go work on my various fics now. I'm not getting anywhere!! Argh. *tears at hair*
SPECIAL NOTE TO 4GY PPL: class gathering next fri5thJan/7pm/fish&co glass house/ MSG KAIWEI IF YOU'RE GOING. I AM GOING. For once in like, 2 years? Hahas. I'm GOING LEH. SO YOU KNOW YOU WANNA GO YEA. Hahas. See ya guys =) 4GY4EVA!
SCGIRLS - if you still have ytd's straits times and today's TODAY, there're special reports on Miss Heng!! =) I'm gonna miss her. I don't think that new bird is gonna take over SC well. Then again, uncle passed away=( SC, like i said before, is never gonna be the same again. Thankfully, Miss Heng's still there as advisor. Whew! CURRENT SC GIRLS WATCH OUT. YOU BETTER NOT BRING DOWN THE NAME OF SC OR YOU KNOW WHAT 108 GENERATIONS OF SC GIRLS WILL DO TO YOU!
Be warned.
PPS: Oh and hey guys? Do me a big favour and click here. Don't worry. It won't harm YOU or YOUR COMPUTER in any way. Just trust me.
Wednesday, December 27, 2006
ehh.. i dunno..
hahas. cancelled tuition today(ie tuesday) so i didn't gtg after all! =) Stayed at home and slacked away, reading fics =) Reading reading reading =) Hahas. Crap i'm a sucker for teen-romance
anyways, cleared up some stuff just now =) Thanks kor. I think I'd achieved some sort of closure on my own but actually talking abt it is definitely the best remedy =)) Not that we actually "talked about" it, we had a brief 2-sms conversation and that was it. Melvin is still an asshole, but he's not an asshole that matters anymore. Remain friends? Yea sure, anything. Like those friends i have on friendster but don't give a shit abt. Lol. Kk lac ya, i'm not so mean.
Closure definitely feels good =) Have been pretty happy about it! =)) Now I can move on and feel better about stuff in general
Hey edna =) Thanks for the card babe love ya loads =) Of course you're one of my important people! You made the effort to keep in touch wit me and I can really feel and appreciate it =) Thanks babe Merry belated Xmas!
Suyee sweets - hahas. i think all my female friends tend to be kinder in their opinions of me (oh with the exception of mesc and siying, of course.) hahas. but anw, I love ya lots =) You're more awesomes sweet la, i'm not sweet! Hahas. i'm cool. *thumbs up* LOL. Yea yea i kid myself sometimes =)
Mich - hahahahahhahhahas. Hope you don't freaking laugh at my blog the way you laugh at you-know-who's! Hehehee
Shui - sorry babe =( i'll make it up again some other time? Maybe Mambo nights?
Kor - thanks. hahas. you didn't have to but you did. It's ended! And you please stop being so lao1 dao1 wahahaha. Like old man. Premature aging then you know erh! Wahahaha
Evy- Hey gorgeous =) Cheer up! =) You know i love you loads=))
Ashton - you don't read my blog(coz i ddin't give you the url) but hahahas. don't be stupid. hahahahahhaha you really look like a good financial planner nia. Stop calculating my future property worth already. LOL. And the room next to mine, maybe if you're lucky I'll will it to you! Wahaha.
Qisheng - also doesn't read my blog but thanks for caring =)) And yah, you're another one who's gonna die from premature aging.. NAG NAG NAG!! Aiyoh eh! So many premature lao ah peks in the world -__-""
teru - THANKS!!! Hahas. For those who don't know yet, teru has managed to help me get the full versions of all the games i've been in love with - Ciao Bella, Spongebob Diner Dash, Westward, Cute Knight etc! Wheee~~ I've been having LOADsa fun =) Thanks arh bro. Hahas
valbabe - i'm sorry i've been so cranky recently. it happens when i'm confused. i'll try to be less confused k =) Girl you're the only one who knows what i have to deal with. At least, the most recent developments. So thanks for understanding and sorry for being so cranky!
hahas. gonna continue my fic-reading now. Love you guys - all! =)
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no hurry, i'll take my time. i'll find the right one yet!
anyways, cleared up some stuff just now =) Thanks kor. I think I'd achieved some sort of closure on my own but actually talking abt it is definitely the best remedy =)) Not that we actually "talked about" it, we had a brief 2-sms conversation and that was it. Melvin is still an asshole, but he's not an asshole that matters anymore. Remain friends? Yea sure, anything. Like those friends i have on friendster but don't give a shit abt. Lol. Kk lac ya, i'm not so mean.
Closure definitely feels good =) Have been pretty happy about it! =)) Now I can move on and feel better about stuff in general
Hey edna =) Thanks for the card babe love ya loads =) Of course you're one of my important people! You made the effort to keep in touch wit me and I can really feel and appreciate it =) Thanks babe Merry belated Xmas!
Suyee sweets - hahas. i think all my female friends tend to be kinder in their opinions of me (oh with the exception of mesc and siying, of course.) hahas. but anw, I love ya lots =) You're more awesomes sweet la, i'm not sweet! Hahas. i'm cool. *thumbs up* LOL. Yea yea i kid myself sometimes =)
Mich - hahahahahhahhahas. Hope you don't freaking laugh at my blog the way you laugh at you-know-who's! Hehehee
Shui - sorry babe =( i'll make it up again some other time? Maybe Mambo nights?
Kor - thanks. hahas. you didn't have to but you did. It's ended! And you please stop being so lao1 dao1 wahahaha. Like old man. Premature aging then you know erh! Wahahaha
Evy- Hey gorgeous =) Cheer up! =) You know i love you loads=))
Ashton - you don't read my blog(coz i ddin't give you the url) but hahahas. don't be stupid. hahahahahhaha you really look like a good financial planner nia. Stop calculating my future property worth already. LOL. And the room next to mine, maybe if you're lucky I'll will it to you! Wahaha.
Qisheng - also doesn't read my blog but thanks for caring =)) And yah, you're another one who's gonna die from premature aging.. NAG NAG NAG!! Aiyoh eh! So many premature lao ah peks in the world -__-""
teru - THANKS!!! Hahas. For those who don't know yet, teru has managed to help me get the full versions of all the games i've been in love with - Ciao Bella, Spongebob Diner Dash, Westward, Cute Knight etc! Wheee~~ I've been having LOADsa fun =) Thanks arh bro. Hahas
valbabe - i'm sorry i've been so cranky recently. it happens when i'm confused. i'll try to be less confused k =) Girl you're the only one who knows what i have to deal with. At least, the most recent developments. So thanks for understanding and sorry for being so cranky!
hahas. gonna continue my fic-reading now. Love you guys - all! =)
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no hurry, i'll take my time. i'll find the right one yet!
Tuesday, December 26, 2006
my christmas day...
hahas. quick event-blog abt xmas eve and xmas itself!
oh. missed my reading on Sat =( grr.
xmas eve :
morn: went for church at 11am
aftnn: went home after church, changed and met val. went to her house to try her cheesecake (fabo!) then she drove us down to toa payoh to her angel's house to let her angel try. chatted for awhile. i had a gigantic mood swing and displayed my rarely-seen bad mood/temper
eve: met mad and eve at city hall at abt 530/540.. went to Max Brenner's where we had super delicious Chocolate Fondue! Then we talked abt how if Max Brenner's wasn't American, his shop might have been Max Bangala or Max Ravanajapa and nobody would visit. LOL. Went down to my Godma's place for family dinner
Night: at Godma's place, watched tv, chatted with aunties uncles and cousins, got my Prisonbreak S2 from Ding, watched the first episode, then when 12mn arrived, we all exchanged gifts and chatted some more till abt 1-2am we left for home.
xmas:
super relaxing day! woke up pretty late, then my whole family (me, mom, dad, brother) went to do facial! hahas. innovative way to spend xmas eh?
after facial, we went to some restaurant for dinner wit my Godma and my Er Yi(and their families duh)
Hah. Cools eh. Anyways, I was prepared to be disappointed by this year's haul but hey, it was all pretty good =) Presents:
Bath Set from mich at my xmas party
Earrings (made by sher) from sher at my xmas party
Merci (from eve!) from xmas exchange at my party
Ipod 5th Generation from my dad
this 70degreesUP bag from my mom (apparently it's very branded)
Pretty skirt from my er yi
short dress wit legging from my godma
two sets of pretty bangles from auntie angie
d&g top from smalluncle
hahas. not bad already sia. no need to buy new skirt and new bag le!! whee~ anw, i hate leggings. Hahas. I know i haven't been very vocal abt them but yea. I kinda hate them lol. It's like, i don't understand what's wit the recent fugly fashion trends. First it was the fugliest of fug trends CROCS then came the fug leggings. Only one word - fug. I mean, yea some people look good in them but some people just cmi k. And they just blindly follow these trends. Goodness. Like, when fugly fashion sense-LESS people start following these trends, it should be a heads-up for those who still can be saved that this trend should be ditched.
Trends that I approve of:
BIRKIES! My goodness. Comfort and aesthetics combine to make this a nod-worthy trend. Follow, people, follow! Heh.
Skinny jeans - hmm. maybe it's more suited for ppl wit nice legs, but skinny jeans give the sleek but sexy look and yet keeps it casual. Thumbs up for skinny jeans!
Waisted belts - oh Gosh this is the best. I think girls in shift dresses/flowy dresses who wear waisted belts to cinch the dresses at the waist look absolutely FAB and sexy.
Bobs - if not for the fact that my hair has to be rebonded every so often, i'd go and get a bob-haircut immediately!! And I've already mentioned my fantasy hairstyle to CAME lol. Super short, super funky =) Too bad, my hair has to be long. Bor-ring! Hahas. But bobs are totally approved of! Easy to manage and style, plus you'd always look good =) awesome!
There are more, but I'll talk abt them next time. Gtg tuition! Heh. Ciao all! Arrivederci! Oh and Merry Boxing Day!
oh. missed my reading on Sat =( grr.
xmas eve :
morn: went for church at 11am
aftnn: went home after church, changed and met val. went to her house to try her cheesecake (fabo!) then she drove us down to toa payoh to her angel's house to let her angel try. chatted for awhile. i had a gigantic mood swing and displayed my rarely-seen bad mood/temper
eve: met mad and eve at city hall at abt 530/540.. went to Max Brenner's where we had super delicious Chocolate Fondue! Then we talked abt how if Max Brenner's wasn't American, his shop might have been Max Bangala or Max Ravanajapa and nobody would visit. LOL. Went down to my Godma's place for family dinner
Night: at Godma's place, watched tv, chatted with aunties uncles and cousins, got my Prisonbreak S2 from Ding, watched the first episode, then when 12mn arrived, we all exchanged gifts and chatted some more till abt 1-2am we left for home.
xmas:
super relaxing day! woke up pretty late, then my whole family (me, mom, dad, brother) went to do facial! hahas. innovative way to spend xmas eh?
after facial, we went to some restaurant for dinner wit my Godma and my Er Yi(and their families duh)
Hah. Cools eh. Anyways, I was prepared to be disappointed by this year's haul but hey, it was all pretty good =) Presents:
Bath Set from mich at my xmas party
Earrings (made by sher) from sher at my xmas party
Merci (from eve!) from xmas exchange at my party
Ipod 5th Generation from my dad
this 70degreesUP bag from my mom (apparently it's very branded)
Pretty skirt from my er yi
short dress wit legging from my godma
two sets of pretty bangles from auntie angie
d&g top from smalluncle
hahas. not bad already sia. no need to buy new skirt and new bag le!! whee~ anw, i hate leggings. Hahas. I know i haven't been very vocal abt them but yea. I kinda hate them lol. It's like, i don't understand what's wit the recent fugly fashion trends. First it was the fugliest of fug trends CROCS then came the fug leggings. Only one word - fug. I mean, yea some people look good in them but some people just cmi k. And they just blindly follow these trends. Goodness. Like, when fugly fashion sense-LESS people start following these trends, it should be a heads-up for those who still can be saved that this trend should be ditched.
Trends that I approve of:
BIRKIES! My goodness. Comfort and aesthetics combine to make this a nod-worthy trend. Follow, people, follow! Heh.
Skinny jeans - hmm. maybe it's more suited for ppl wit nice legs, but skinny jeans give the sleek but sexy look and yet keeps it casual. Thumbs up for skinny jeans!
Waisted belts - oh Gosh this is the best. I think girls in shift dresses/flowy dresses who wear waisted belts to cinch the dresses at the waist look absolutely FAB and sexy.
Bobs - if not for the fact that my hair has to be rebonded every so often, i'd go and get a bob-haircut immediately!! And I've already mentioned my fantasy hairstyle to CAME lol. Super short, super funky =) Too bad, my hair has to be long. Bor-ring! Hahas. But bobs are totally approved of! Easy to manage and style, plus you'd always look good =) awesome!
There are more, but I'll talk abt them next time. Gtg tuition! Heh. Ciao all! Arrivederci! Oh and Merry Boxing Day!
Sunday, December 24, 2006
too many choices
so i was talking to val
and i've realized that what i've always used to envy of chio, hot, attractive, popular girls? Doesn't cut it for me anymore. It's quite taxing having to deal with people's emotions, not wanting to hurt them, but not wanting to give unnecessary hope.
i realized that i've come to wish for the good ol' days when there was only one guy in my life. hahas. i won't mention the specific number now but there are significantly more, and that really sucks. Because i have vested emotion in none of them. Honestly. I don't like any single one of them particularly more than the others. That really sucks. Coz if there were any one of them who were particularly more significant, it'd make everything much easier.
Oh btw. I've realized that I'm really quite pissed off with theoneeveryonehasbeeninterrogating. Yea. Irritated. I want(ed) to try, really I did/do. But the more you guys interrogate, the more you guys find out, the more incongruous everything gets and the more turned-off i am. As I'd already mentioned, I don't want anyone to like me because he thinks I like him. I'm sorry but I'm selfish like that. And anw, I'm pretty sure he doesn't like me. He's just making an effort - for what i dunno. So what if a lot of ppl approve of him? So what if (i quote two friends) he's "nice n handsome n funny n mixes well wit ur friends" or "very tall ma. quite cute. funny. approved!"? Some ppl think he's too arrogant anw. ARGH. Internal war. As for what I think -- I don't like what he thinks of me. That is what is really getting on my nerves. (PS: I didn't ask those 2 ppl for their opinions. they told me. LOL Ok ok they told me he's good/approved/whatever and i asked why.)
The other ppl I shan't mention. It's like, I cut myself off from investing any emotion in any one of them quite early on to protect myself, but now -- argh! It's like, they're all my once-targets and all very minor cases (just like how ts was) so i can't say zero emotion was involved, but maybe like, 1% emotion involved la. Maybe some a bit more than others.
Not like there's a choice to make, but I just feel that because of this, I will owe some of them explanations or i dunno. Sth! I just feel guilty or sth like when I go clubbing and dance wit other guys or sth like tt! Grrr.
The worst thing is - i don't foresee a future with ANY of them. It's like, i've been spending the past few days reading fics(fictionpress) and yea, I know i don't like any of them VERY much. Definitely not the way it was with melvin. Oh but of course that could be because I tend to avoid them and not talk to them much, so we don't get to know each other tt well lol.
Anyways, enough rambling on my part. Val said since I like none, I should choose none. Hahas. I dunno. I don't think there's a need to make a choice either. If I do, it might end up as another "zongyao" case again and seriously, i think it'd be morally wrong to do it again knowing fully well I'd be doing that.
I liked melvin for several reasons including:
a) he liked me first
b) he liked me despite all my physical shortcomings (more than i can say for some people)
c) i dunno. some of the things he said before will stay with me forever. that's all i can say
Basically, reason B easily translates to - he liked me for me. (he ever told me why he liked me k, and the reasons are not superficial - DUH, like there is anything superficial for him to like -__-")
And that is really really more than i can say for somebody.
(fat, ugly, tummy, single eyelid, OTT makeup - all these are part of ME. don't like it? fuck off!)
Don't worry. I don't like him(melvin) now for a truckload of reasons so no, i won't go back to liking him again.
Anyways, I haven't made my point. My point is that - I'm really lost. I really dunno how I feel. If you know me, you'll know that i'm super super super passive (well, it was different wit melvin) when it comes to this kinda stuff. SUPER. I fucking HATE taking the initiative. But i also don't like people (whom I don't like) being overly aggressive in their pursuit (case in point: *ahem* val y'know who la) But ZERO initiative? You can just go kill yourself.
Sorry guys, I just felt so much pent-up emotion i just had to let off some steam. It's Xmas Eve!! I'm gonna be meeting my darling people tml(later) - church in the morning, val(cheesecake!YUM!) fetching me then we hang out, then city hall max brenners wit my CAME babes and family(extended) dinner at night! Haha. Tong's bday today(2312) so HAPPY BIRTHDAY TONG! Hahas. I wanna meet my MESC too but I guess we already met at the party =) I miss hanging wit jac during xmas like we did last year but i guess that's ok.
Xmas is a very special time. By special, I mean weird. Coz you can be either really happy or really sad. And I'm drifting in between.
I need you.
and i've realized that what i've always used to envy of chio, hot, attractive, popular girls? Doesn't cut it for me anymore. It's quite taxing having to deal with people's emotions, not wanting to hurt them, but not wanting to give unnecessary hope.
i realized that i've come to wish for the good ol' days when there was only one guy in my life. hahas. i won't mention the specific number now but there are significantly more, and that really sucks. Because i have vested emotion in none of them. Honestly. I don't like any single one of them particularly more than the others. That really sucks. Coz if there were any one of them who were particularly more significant, it'd make everything much easier.
Oh btw. I've realized that I'm really quite pissed off with theoneeveryonehasbeeninterrogating. Yea. Irritated. I want(ed) to try, really I did/do. But the more you guys interrogate, the more you guys find out, the more incongruous everything gets and the more turned-off i am. As I'd already mentioned, I don't want anyone to like me because he thinks I like him. I'm sorry but I'm selfish like that. And anw, I'm pretty sure he doesn't like me. He's just making an effort - for what i dunno. So what if a lot of ppl approve of him? So what if (i quote two friends) he's "nice n handsome n funny n mixes well wit ur friends" or "very tall ma. quite cute. funny. approved!"? Some ppl think he's too arrogant anw. ARGH. Internal war. As for what I think -- I don't like what he thinks of me. That is what is really getting on my nerves. (PS: I didn't ask those 2 ppl for their opinions. they told me. LOL Ok ok they told me he's good/approved/whatever and i asked why.)
The other ppl I shan't mention. It's like, I cut myself off from investing any emotion in any one of them quite early on to protect myself, but now -- argh! It's like, they're all my once-targets and all very minor cases (just like how ts was) so i can't say zero emotion was involved, but maybe like, 1% emotion involved la. Maybe some a bit more than others.
Not like there's a choice to make, but I just feel that because of this, I will owe some of them explanations or i dunno. Sth! I just feel guilty or sth like when I go clubbing and dance wit other guys or sth like tt! Grrr.
The worst thing is - i don't foresee a future with ANY of them. It's like, i've been spending the past few days reading fics(fictionpress) and yea, I know i don't like any of them VERY much. Definitely not the way it was with melvin. Oh but of course that could be because I tend to avoid them and not talk to them much, so we don't get to know each other tt well lol.
Anyways, enough rambling on my part. Val said since I like none, I should choose none. Hahas. I dunno. I don't think there's a need to make a choice either. If I do, it might end up as another "zongyao" case again and seriously, i think it'd be morally wrong to do it again knowing fully well I'd be doing that.
I liked melvin for several reasons including:
a) he liked me first
b) he liked me despite all my physical shortcomings (more than i can say for some people)
c) i dunno. some of the things he said before will stay with me forever. that's all i can say
Basically, reason B easily translates to - he liked me for me. (he ever told me why he liked me k, and the reasons are not superficial - DUH, like there is anything superficial for him to like -__-")
And that is really really more than i can say for somebody.
(fat, ugly, tummy, single eyelid, OTT makeup - all these are part of ME. don't like it? fuck off!)
Don't worry. I don't like him(melvin) now for a truckload of reasons so no, i won't go back to liking him again.
Anyways, I haven't made my point. My point is that - I'm really lost. I really dunno how I feel. If you know me, you'll know that i'm super super super passive (well, it was different wit melvin) when it comes to this kinda stuff. SUPER. I fucking HATE taking the initiative. But i also don't like people (whom I don't like) being overly aggressive in their pursuit (case in point: *ahem* val y'know who la) But ZERO initiative? You can just go kill yourself.
Sorry guys, I just felt so much pent-up emotion i just had to let off some steam. It's Xmas Eve!! I'm gonna be meeting my darling people tml(later) - church in the morning, val(cheesecake!YUM!) fetching me then we hang out, then city hall max brenners wit my CAME babes and family(extended) dinner at night! Haha. Tong's bday today(2312) so HAPPY BIRTHDAY TONG! Hahas. I wanna meet my MESC too but I guess we already met at the party =) I miss hanging wit jac during xmas like we did last year but i guess that's ok.
Xmas is a very special time. By special, I mean weird. Coz you can be either really happy or really sad. And I'm drifting in between.
I need you.
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