i don't know...

i guess you could say



i'm quite shattered




aye. i know. i've been advised against this so many times and i keep doing this. I see the trap laid out and I just willingly walk into it. Again. and Again. And AGAIN.



i can't sleep





so what happened was tt kor came n asked abt the prev blog entry, then SUDDENLY rmbed to tell me tt he was playing soccer wit him just now. Thanks arh. Cannot tell me earlier one right. Then.. Just said stuff tt made me very.. BANGBOOMPOWSLAPWTFPOPBAMPOOM. Basically.. Kor feels tt it's all very one-sided. On my side.




sigh.. i know, i know.. i said it was more or less over. Girls are cheap, rmb? And i'm of the cheapest variety.




I know I need to move on. I feel very demeaned. But there's no way to move on unless there's someone new! And there isn't. It's all so impossible. The one(s) tt like me (or whatever they're trying to hide) are just... not my type... And the nice ones, they just won't lower their sights to my standard one. I'm simply not good enough!

My current guy friends are just tt -- friends. I'm just friends with most all of the males i know. And it's very obvious. And even if i like any one of them -- HELLO?? I seriously have no standard la. Dun tell me i deserve better. Tell that to the people who ARE better. Dun fucking boost my morale for nothing when I'm not what you think i am. Stop telling me fuck like "They should see the niceness in you" or "You're more desirable than *insertnameofhot/chio/popularwitguysgirlhere*, i don't understand why no guys like you"

FACE IT. I don't appeal to fucking guys tt way. I am
A) Physically unattractive
B) Passive/Aggressive
C) to sum it up - a lump of faeces.


Yah. Self-esteem is fuck. Confidence = sexy? My fucking ass. Confidence+physicallyattractive THEN = sexy. Not otherwise. I'm more aware of where I stand then any of you realise. So stop trying to comfort me with your meaningless words of praise. I know all about the art of euphemism - i know what your honeyed words belie. For every word of praise you shower, I know you mean I am lacking in every other department.


So what if i have good character?
So what if, according to some people(this was told to be by someone who overheard), I have a very attractive personality?
SO WHAT?

Who gives a fuck.







Yah. I'm pissed. Dead pissed. I dunno. Angry with myself. Angry. Rage does weird things to me sometimes. I may accept people I wouldn't under normal circumstances. I think I'll accept him. Even if I don't know him. I mean. I need an outlet. He's there. Whatever! Who fucking cares about how he'll feel? He'd be honored i even mentioned him in here. Fucker.


Sometimes I just wish I never broke wit zong. Then if we went on tgt, he could have made me happy, and I could have overlooked/changed whatever aspects of him tt i wasn't happy with. I was too immature to see that I guess. At least he's tall!!


Other times I wonder, why can't i just like my current guy friends? I mean, my two close(st) guy friends come into mind -- Arh Ben and Kor. I mean, I've mentioned several times how i think kor is really quite shuai etc. (he's sibeh haolian) But, for some reason, i just don't. Haha. I also dunno why.. I mean, the fact tt i even have to think about it..? As for Arh Ben, we'd cleared this issue between us LONG AGO. Donkey years ago! Haha. We just don't like each other that way. How sad right. Coz arh ben is such a nice guy, any girl would be lucky to have you as boyfriend! I mean, seriously, arh ben is fucking nice. Nice nice nice nice nice! I know i can always always always count on him. I can msg him ANYTIME and he'll not be offended. He will always have time for me. Y'know, just perfect boyfriend material. But aye. Say already. Dun like. Not tt way.


Other people I've so-called targetted - pui. Since when have i been serious abt anyone after melvin? I don't have the guts to anymore.




I just want someone who loves me, whom i love (duh), whom I can msg to report where I am everytime I go somewhere, someone I can shower gifts on, someone I can love!!

Fuck. I should stop daydreaming. Coz it's never gonna happen to a pile of shit like ME.



Maybe i can sleep now.

my ghost

hmm. sigh. been thinking a lot about him lately.


Ghost

I turned to my right and you were there
Smiling you took
My burdens to bear
I knew in real life you wouldn’t even care
So content I was in my castle in the air

I turned to my left
Turned into your embrace
In the ghost of your hug
I felt so safe
I never knew the feeling
Where time stopped in space
But I know I saw forever
In the ghost of your face

I continued walking
I held a stony glare
My imaginary you
Was all that I had
You weren’t beside me
You would never be
Caring and considerate to me

I opened my eyes
And turned on my pillow
There you were
My dear bedfellow
Fondly you smiled
And fingered my hair
All the world stopped
Your touch was all I could bear

In the evening breeze
I almost feel your hand
Your fingers and mine
Entwined
I pause and shivered
You stopped there too
Gave me your jacket
Clichéd but thoughtful

The harsh cruel wind
Slapped me out of my dream
Determinedly I walk on
The ghost of you lost
I sigh and exhale
A puff of desolate regret
So many things to do
But I just can’t forget.

I walk on in circles
My feet slowly pounding
And in my heart’s eye
Our memories I’m hounding
So I can reconstruct for me
A more vivid ghost to see
Then I hear a cough
A whisper of my name
I turn to look
And turned into your real embrace.

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Maybe this silliness will go away tomorrow
So for now just let me wallow
In my own misery
Just let me be

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I give up! I've really been thinking a lot about him recently... But i have the feeling he's together with her now. Hah. Ohwells. Anw. Lots to blog about. Soon! Haha. And new layout coming soon too. Shd be able to blog more next week. After COM101 presentation i'll be all done!! hee.

Alrighty guys see ya soon!!

And yes, my mom's fine now=) Thanks all for the concern!!
PS: broke another nail today =( OUCH. Right index finger. Sigh.

ayee... i know. i know. i'll be blogging later today k! lots to blog abt

in the meantime, really tough qn for esl! grr. gotta do. and gotta go study for ugc test now! ciao guys =) blog more soon!

really have loads to blog abt! =)

busy busy busy!

argh really busy


projects, hwk, assignments. i'll be glad when this week is over

oh and tuition is starting again
sigh. three times a week
sigh


my mom's in hospital now. hurt her head. x-ray.

blog more later

meeting deadlines!

argh better post this before i have no time

as usual i'm rushing to do homework

and rushing to blog on time heh

ok. have loads to blog abt

life's weird. i'm confused. sigh

maybe. baby?

so i saw something really cool on the bus ride home

A rawther gigantic sign saying THINK TOFU on the wall of Bukit Timah Plaza(i think, or was it Beauty World? Hmm)

How friggin catchy! =)

You will pardon the disjointed thoughts today. Sorry for not blogging for two days.. Internet screwed and generous neighbour decided to be not-so-generous heh.

anw. have more to blog abt but watching WLIIA now lols.

past few days have been fine =) managed to finish my work sort of in time heh.

ok ok say more soon =) see ya guys!

arghs

i think i'm gonna sleep first.. grr

finish up my draft tomorrow! i just blogged the prev entry arh.. dun be fooled by the time haha coz i loaded the page way earlier than i started blogging =) see ya guys

me and my nobody

am sleeeeepyyyy am very very sleeeeppyyy

but hafta... finish... esl draft..! dang.

watched too much youtube and played too many games la! Hais. And still hafta finish comms proj and study psy! Thank goodness tml once i finish cse shd have time to study..

wanted to write a poem just now. dunno if i have the strength to do so now. and voices scream CHERLYNN! DO YOUR HOMEWORK! hmms. they sound oddly like my mother. and val. and tong. and shui. lols. having hallucinations!


My Date With Nobody
T'was a fine sunny Tuesday
As pleasant as can be
I was looking forward to this day
I had a date, you see.

The man was truly quite shy but
He hid it oh so well
His face glowed red when he let out a fart
And then he tripped and fell.

When he stood up again he said,
In a voice that sounded strangled,
"These are for you" and handed me red
Roses that were all mangled.

I stifled a laugh and expressed my thanks
His red did not subside
As we left my block, he held my hand
With a grip that was sweaty and tight

Barred from his knowledge, I was, like him,
Feeling very nervous.
For though his veneer was truly quite thin,
He had an impressive history of lovers.

We sat and talked over fish and chips
About nothing in general
And by the time we gave the waiter his tip
I thought I was at a funeral

He could seem hunky to some other people
But our date was oh so boring
I want a man who can make me giggle
From the night until the morning

Impressive you are, good looks and all
You even have the body
But without the wit, the charm and the balls,
You are just nobody
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BRAINDRAIN GUYS! I'm so dying. And the poem's quite bad. I didn't want it to turn out this way. Will write another one soon! Ciao guys! Heh

javascript

whee~~

i so love loops! haha. i just finished coding my page on Guessing someone's age! For all of you who are looking for an algorithm to analyze, look no further! I'll write one here, but it's a code ya, not an algo. go to http://dontfallinlove.net/playaround.html to try the function out and you can view the source code there. ask me if you don't understand anything. THIS OFFER SPECIALLY FOR CSE 111 STUDENTS only! I'll be writing more programs soon so hang in there! =)

Don't worry guys i'll be writing more soon - i'm hooked! Thinking of what other programs i can write and have fun with =) However, my knowledge is rather limited, especially like, limited mainly to loops and if else statements so dun ask too much of me k! Hee

yupps. will update more soon. was watching tv wit my momma just now - The 1030 show on CH8 is really really really good!!! Freakin scary la!! Wo0t! heh. Then watched Fear Factor. Damn gross. I nearly puked. Haha.

KK. will update more soon. Love y'all bitches n hoes! hee

loya!

random title yah.

heh. ytd eeeeeveeee stayed over!! =)) whees. we did comms project a bit and talk a lot.. then go and sleep lol. then now also pia-ing project but also project a bit talk a lot. but we heng the people we interviewed super helpful sia coz they just answered all the questions we needa answer for us lor, haha.

anw. I think like got quite a bit to blog abt. Oh yah. Now in school. We are super SPYing and BITCHing hehe. Dammit i'm a BAD BAD GIRL!! Heh. My eeeeveeee is my proud proud protege=) hees. *hugs*

Wells, on Friday, the day after i broke my poor ol' nail.. Edna came over to school to join me for lunch! And gave me a bday treat etc=)) Whees. Then we met Tabbs heah at the drinks stall so it was kinda like a mini 4GY reunion!! Heh. Happy. I dunno why nowadays my typing got so many "s"s.. Haha.. Like I wanna say happy i will say HAPPIES. Haha. or like, Tabbs and Whees and Hugs.. Sighs.


SEE??? SIGHS wtf


Then yea! ESL was kinda fun. Love my yiting and priyarahrah and yarndink and weilin! Heh.

Okies Saturday went out wit Valval. Haha OMG why am I in such a hunny bunny mode?? Like totally repeat ppl's names and sound so act cute. Brrr.

Anyways yea went out. Haha. People! I'm on a DIET!!! At least, when my period is over my diet will start ya. Hee. Did a funky black pedi wit gold topcoat! Whee. Haha. Yupps.

Today was good ba.. Hees. Went for lunch wit val today bought the FOX fleeeeeece sweater! $23 only!!! Yumms! Heh.


What else..?? Hmms. I love my eeeeeveeee! Hehe=) *muahs.


-- kua kua kua -- *heh!=P*

heyyy

hey guys

about to rush off to church but i'll make this a quick one=))

I'm on a quest to get rid of all my unwanted fats!! And save money at the same time!! =))

haha yea. alrighty will blog more later. sorry for not bloggin ytd.. the internet was down ya

bye all!


anGRY, hunGRY n what else?

more pics!!

Just more pics!

oooh la la

i'm in the school canteen now hehe. yiting just asked me what i am doing now=) Hahaha

ok will blog more later.. gotta do my essay outline. UGC was ok =) Actually quite great la.. the first question i anyhow bang also got it correct WHEEE hahaha.

blog more later! lotsa pics!=)

oh and yes

haha forgot to mention abt other stuffs..


rebonded my hair after school on Tuesday.. priyadarl was there wit me throughout the whole thing heh. Poor girl, if not for my alien antics i think she'da been so so so bored! Haha. Bye Spreeya! Hehehe

So yea! Better hair. My goodness been waiting for this for so long la. Now i'll have better hair for about a month heh. Then i can go cut it and have good hair for another about 3 months. Hee. Wheee. I'll let ya have a look -- recent-er pics! =)

Rightos.. More photos comin up! Heh. Mainly of cca and tong! Hee. See? Better hair all around. =) Alrighty needa sleep now. Quiz tml and haven't studied!! Grrr *hates self* See ya all soon! =)

ouch

my gawd


i broke a nail in the worst way possible. it's OUCH. OUCH OUCH! My left thumb, in case you were wondering. it hurts so bad! i was smoothing my skirt (wit my left hand duh) before sitting down on the bus when it (the bus) jerked and i fell, landing on my thumb and causing the nail to fold in all the way. OUCH LA!! It tore pretty bad, almost halfway into the part tt covers the flesh.. It didn't tear properly and i had to "finish the job" myself!! Freakin ouch!! It bled like the Red Sea la omg=(


Oh wells. Today was odd.. I woke up at 230pm, bathed and dressed and etc left the house at 350 and arrived at psy lect at about 415. Got a cab pretty fast i guess, within 5 mins after i left the house heh. Anw, was a guest lecturer today, some suave debonair psychologist called Felix.

Oh the most irritating/stupid/insulting thing happened today! Dr Yeap, my psy lecturer came down to me when lecture was ending and sorta patted my back(i was wearing a halter) and said "You not cold arh!" then after like.. i dunno how to describe what she did.. the affectionate grandmotherly stroking k, she was like "wah u so warm!" then i nodded, and then she said "yah la got fats to keep you warm" WTF!!! Hahahaha super what can! I was totally like "Dr Yeap! I dun like you anymore!!" hahahaa. Funny la.

And yea guys i know i've been putting on weight. I've been stocking up on the food ya. Heh. Will eat less ok! I promise! I needa lose the stupid flab off my arms and back! Dunno how they crept up on me without me realising it!! Grrrr.

CCA was fun, we went for dinner and had lots of fun what with LTA(lim tai-an), me eating non-stop, paparazzi and all. Super fun sia!=)


Anw, lots of ppl were upset tt i didn't mention them on the Thank Yous for birthdays thingy! So i have some public apologies to make:

Apparently, edna was also one of the first to wish me happy birthday via sms! She sent me a msg at 0000 sharp and i guess coz my freakin lousy phone is so lousy i musta not received it =( Boo. So thanks edna babe! Lookin forward to meetin ya tml!! =))

Also, wenz wished me in school on the day after, but she wanted to wish me on the day itself, only tt she didn't think it'd be good to scream out at me from the atrium (we were on different floors)

I stated arh ben's time of call wrong, and val's time of msg wrong. So sorry! Read the tags guys!


Yupps. That's abt it! UGC quiz tml and ESL Quiz n outline to study for and do! Grrr. Needa go now!=)


PS WLIIA still rocks heh. I have no life! (and i'm determined to sleep more nowadays! Heh)

more, more, mooOOOoOOoOOre!!

hey guys!!

continuing wit the bday blog thing. so anw. after the family dinner, i had my 3rd bday celeb on Sunday -- brekkie wit my HNL peeps!! Love love love. I'm so touched tt you guys turned up la! I thought it'd only be shui!! Thanks guys! The cake was delish and i really appreciate your presence(s) heh. Then we went to arcade and played our fave touchscreen games!! =)) Hee. Some things never change ya. Then kor drove us to our respective destinations! Whee~~ A man who can drive is sexy!! Haha. Eh but kor don't get d wrong idea! Haha. I'm just saying in general ya.

Love you guys lots! =))

Yupps! Heh. Next celeb was wit my family again, extended(family) this time.

The pix speak for themselves =) Ain't tt a lovely cake?? Hee.

Then came the day itself!! My fifth bday celeb was wit my fave ppl in the whole wide world!! =) The darlings came down to my school to celeb wit me=) Might I just add how much i love your gifts guys =)) So thoughtful!! Haha now I can go hang at Starbucks whenever I want. And val -- you know what I wanna say ya =) *idiot grin*

That girl there*points up* in the striped polo tee is the fantabulous Anita b! =)) Hee much love =))

Then when I went for tuition after tt.. My tuition kid T1 and her sis T2 celebrated(sorta) my bday for me too! And when their mom returned, we had Mac's together and she gave me a prezzie! How sweet! =)) Pics of this comin up soon.


So there we have it. 6 cakes and 6 celebrations this time round =) Pretty much improved from last year I guess =)) Love you all so much guys! More blog to come!



--- Special mention to people who wished me happy birthday in various ways ---
1) All the people who celebrated wit me before the day itself - tong, silas, eu, gas, mom, dad, shui, kor, wenz, will, aunties, uncles, cuzzies and granma =)
2) The sms-Cherlynn-happy-birthday competition results:
FIRST - Val (23:58 according to my hp but 00:01 according to hers. I know my hp's slow so she's accepted! =))
SECOND - Ann darling! (23:59 according to my slow hp)
THIRD - KOR (00:00 according to my hp!!)
4) eunice! =) (08:10)
5) weiyang[student frm d sch i used to teach at] (09:38)
6) ky [ ditto ] (09:39)
7) aifang [ ditto ] (09:39)
8) shumin! (10:36)
9) ruiling [ ditto ] (13:26)
10) charm (18:18)
11) darLinZ! (20:34)
12) hanhui (20:59)
13) reeenananana [ur freaking long msg flooded my super lousy inbox!! haha] (23:16)
14) yiting! (00:00)
15) qisheng! (00:41 the nx day)
16) kenneth (09:09 the nx day)

Woooh~~ awesome haha. Other people who wished me happy bday in alternative methods include

-through MSN nick: shui and jac
- in person: schoolmates! including eve, ann, vita, priya, yarndink, weilin, etc!
- through ESL journal thing: my english teacher Glenda and classmate Deva!
- through Friendster (msg/testimonial): wuhshing, annequen and vivek!

Er the other alternative methods I can't remember, but I must make a VERY SPECIAL SHOUTOUT to mah homie ARH BEN!!!!!!!!

Seriously, if you were arh ben, you'd be so pissed wit me right now! I think i must be the only crazy person on earth who wishes to go to sleep early on the day before her bday. Anw, I went to sleep at effing ten plus! Haha. So i didn't look at any of the midnight msgs until after Arh Ben called. Tell ya! When Arh Ben called, I half thought it was my alarm ringing! Then I put it to my ear and vaguely recall hearing arh ben say sth. Then I heard sth like "sing you a birthday song!" and i can't remember anything after this. I wanna say SORRY SORRY SORRY arh ben!! OMG. Thanks so much for the effort dearie! I don't even know if I fell asleep while you were talking or something! I only know I was so groggy!! Then the next day when I woke up I thought it was a dream but then I checked my "answered calls" and i saw ur no!! Aiyoh. *whacks self* sorry arh ben!

Anw, lookit the tagboard heh. The song is cool yah! Has rhyme and all! Scantion needs work but great job anw ben!! Hee. I'll plug it here to immortalise it =)

Happy birthday to you
This comes from the wolf
Happy Birthday to Cherlynn
Happy birthday to WU~UUU!

Heh. To understand the significance you must understand our internal joke tt arh ben is a wolf yah. A WEREwolf. Haha. And that last sound (WU~UUU!) is, I presume, the howl of a werewolf at a full moon. Heh. I LOVE YA ARH BEN! Once again, so so so so so sorry!!




Yea well, thanks to everyone who made this birthday so special! =) I love you all muchos! =)

oh man


i just can't get down to blogging coz there's so much to blog abt! it's like blogdrain! heh

first bday celeb: Saturday 281006 wit MESC bunch, specifically sitong and her boyfriend, mich and her boyfriend and eunice and her boyfriend. Great. Haha. Well, it was mainly tong and silas coz mich didn't turn up (went to doctor) and met eunice later wit gas. We were K-stering so it was great=)

Yeps. Heh. That's her boyfriend(Silas) and her at the bottom right. Yea i know, fugly pic of the 2 of you, but you guys look so happy i couldn't help it =)) Cute couple k!! I'm happy fer ya tong <3!!

Immediately after was the dinner wit immediate family.. Went to The Dining Room at RTC.. Kinda posh i guess.. Where the main course is served in minute portions on ginormous plates and the appetizer is grass for you to eat forever. Haha. I loved the cake tho. Pics below!

I'll edit this entry later since no one will read it now anw. Sleepy

partying flash!

hey guys i know i've been not-blogging for really long! sorry! have been just so dang busy lately!

Will blog this first... just to make the deadline =)

Long blog wit pics comin up! =)


HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MEEEE

my fortune

ok ok.. i can't get to sleep!! it isn't the whole "sleeping in a foreign place" thing.. i'm one of those "can sleep anywhere" kinda people ya.. heh. i think it must be the 2 nescafes i downed just now.

so i was lying on the bed and thinking abt stuff and I realised tt i really need to pay a tribute to my favourite people in the world and tell ya why they're my favourite ppl in the world.


I'm sure many of you don't know this, but I'm a person who cares pretty much about how others see me and well, to put it simply, i think a lot. However, pertaining to the title of this entry, I've found treasure in the various friends I have, who love me come what may. For them, I am grateful. For them, I thank God. And to them, I pay this tribute.


JAC N VAL
jac when u read this, i must apologise profusely for wakin ya up or disturbin ya sleep yea. *turns ard to look* go back to sleep!!!

aaanyways.. i really love you two lots. I dunno if i've told u 2 this but when I'm out with you guys, I feel like I can do anything and you wouldn't judge me. When i'm with you guys, I can do whatever I want to, embarass myself however I wish, fall down as many flights of stairs as I so desire. I know you guys will always be there for me. You wouldn't think less of me if I turned hideous, or if I put on 50kg. I can be a pig and do ugly things in front of u guys and it wouldn't matter. I'm truly at home around you guys and it's the best feeling inthe world.

You two taught me to love myself, to see the good in myself. It's something that none of my friends have ever done for me. Up until I met you guys I've been insulted left right and center by my friends then, with nowhere to derive support or self-love. You guys taught me to not care what other people think of me, that I am all that matters. Or at least, people that matter to me are all that matter.

With you guys, I'm human. With you guys, I am truly myself and I can look hideous and fat and bloated and I'm still me. For the record, Jac never ever EVER comments on my clothes/makeup and even if it's ugly or OTT it never ever bothers her. Val does but hey it doesn't matter to her. We'll just laugh at each other's ugliness and go on with our day. I don't get fuck like "You're so fat" or "Why is your makeup so thick?" from them EVER. Even when we tease each other it's all good-natured. Jac happily whacks my fat-ass belly and val laughs at my ridiculous choice of clothes but at least it's all in the open.

I love you guys so much, for teaching me to love myself. You guys are my greatest assets and I know I don't show it much, but I really love you guys a lot. ~with love

love also to sher, shumin, linz!! and the bball girls.


Sitong
Now, don't ask why some people are mentioned on their own and some others are grouped.. I just happen to classify you guys under the "clique" i know you by. From the MESC clique, sitong really rocks my world. My once-best-friend (we were best friends for 8 years), Sitong is also someone who's always been there for me. We had our tumultuous times and quarrels and all, but in recent times, I've learnt how good a friend she has been to me. Frighteningly loyal and understanding, Sitong knows me so well it's hard to imagine how. We may not have the same interests and all now, but we have a bond that runs so deep, you can't see the bottom.

Tong doesn't care what other people say about me. In fact, she fights against them for me. If they're talking bad abt me, that is. Though she may be pretty tactless at times, Tong also loves me for who I am. And I love her much too. ~with love

love also goes out to Mich and Eu of the MESC bunch. I love you guys much too!


Shui
Shui(shu hui) and I are always astounded at how close we've become. We got to know each other through Higher Chinese tuition in Sec 3 and have since become bosom buddies. I love shui because, like the others, she doesn't judge me. She sees me for who I am and loves me for being myself. For that, and for being the lovely babe she is, I love her muchos.

Shui is a very giving girl. Generous, kind and unselfish. We don't meet up often enough and I miss my babe shui much. I love you shui=) ~with love

love also to wenz, irene, kor and di


C.A.M.E
My newest bunch of friends, the CAME bunch (Cherlynn[tt's me], Ann[my uni BESTIE], Maddy and Eveey) are a precious group of people to me. We've already seen the darkness of human nature manifest in school and thank God for them, because with their support, I can see past the darkness and appreciate the twinkle of the minutely shining stars. Ann, Mad and Eve are my STARS in UB for their love, support and concern. We truly love each other a lot and I'm so so so glad for you guys in school. I guess we're pretty cliquey in school, but we're definitely the closest bunch there is, imho. Apparently, we're the only "clique" with no internal conflict, clean record. I've never met a bunch of more understanding and accomodating souls. I love you guys very very very much darlings. Let's toast to a great 3 years ahead!! =))

love also to darlings in UB like priya, yanting, yiting, vita, alvin, rachael, anita and ngee ann.


Siying and Edna
You two are lumped together because you both fall into the 2/5 or 4GY category. Sec school mates we are and you two are the ones who have put in the most effort to keep in touch with me (i think). I really appreciate it when you guys msg to ask for a meal or a meetup and stuff like tt. SY and I were table partners for 2 whole years and I really miss the times we spent together last time. Rip-roaringly hilarious times. I miss u much, sy!

Edna, I really appreciate all the support you've given me, all the effort you've put in maintaining contact with me, and I really enjoy everytime we meet up and chat like crazy. Be it remniscence or just plain bitchin, it's always great to talk wit ya. Surprising how we weren't even that close in Sec school in the first place ya. Heh I love you two so much! ~with love

much love to other scgirls like reenanana, annequek, weechiew, jenndajie, shierjie, huitze(geylangstar), kaiweimomma, and basically, all of 3/4GY


and last but not least

Arh Ben
You don't need to know how much arh ben rocks my world. Thanks for all the support, advice, love and everything! You're definitely my most supportive friend ever ben and it rocks to know that you're behind me in every single thing I do. Thanks for thinking the world of me and my goodness I miss our YJ times.

Keep rockin' wolf. Love ya lots=) ~with love

other YJ darlings include favian, tiff, angel and john. <3!


Now, just because this is the end of the tribute doesn't mean the people who have not been mentioned are not loved. It's late and your name may have slipped my mind. However, do know that I love you guys all so so so much. Thanks for being there for me, thanks for the love. I hope you guys know how important you are to me, alrighty =)



You are my fortune, the treasure above all.



K it's late. Perhaps I'll be able to get to sleep now =))

chaletness

damn, just woke jac up

hehe. at the chalet now!! gonna sleep soon. hee.


dreary day today.. the weather was fuck and we didn't do much..

jac's not feeling well so everything's kind of a downer.. ohwells. i dragged so much stuff down for nth! sigh

glenda's not very pleased wit me. =( oh wells. i'll hafta do better for her then! =)

alrighties gonna sleep now. jac's waiting! Hahahahahah ;)