so damn shagged..

grr...

am so tired.. but i have some thoughts that i wanna vent now before i forget!

Awhile back I talked abt friends and true friends and all. Just wanna talk about someone who really irks the shit out of me. This person is so fake, he/she might as well go be a wax statue la. With an inflated ego somemore. My goodness. Anw, i think the truth about this person will come to light sooner or later, so before anything happens, i wanna state here first:

When something happens, don't fucking jump to conclusions and assume I'm the one who spread rumours or badmouthed you or something. Because if you say that, you don't fucking know me well enough. I don't do the initiate rumours or badmouth someone thing. I sin enough as it is, I don't need to have more sins to admit to during confession. In fact, in the case of this person, I've actually tried to change ppl's points of view and say that "he/she is a nice person what" all the time because really, i felt that this person was not all that bad. The people who were trying to convince me of this kept saying i was too naive or stuff like that. Then finally when there was hard evidence of this person backstabbing me, I gave in and started to believe that he/she might not be as nice as I thought. But after awhile, I started thinking he/she is nice again. And I still think this person can be nice. But, I dunno la, something's really starting to give and I think all the blame is gonna be pushed to me and I don't wanna die a wrongful death. So i'll say it once again. I WAS ON YOUR SIDE ALL THE WHILE. Until you decided to take a wrong step and backstab me. So when all the shit starts raining on your head, don't blame me. Blame yourself. Then again, even I could not convince them (when I still thought you were nice) that you were nice.. So really, something about you just does this to people. Maybe you should question yourself where it is you've gone wrong.


Ok enough about this issue. And NO i'm not gonna say AT ALL who this person is until anything happens. But don't worry UB readers, it's nothing happening in UB at all. Remember? I don't give a fuck about UB stuff? Yupps. So UB ppl you can continue to badmouth me backstab me, bitch about what I wear, bitch about my friends etc. I have five words for you: I DON'T GIVE A FUCK. So maybe you shouldn't either. Really quite irked by some bitches in UB and their loose mouths. It's probably as loose as their saggy vaginas - saggy from overuse. (OMG me and my pottymouth! Nvm, I'm sure I'll survive. And yes i know i'm bitching here but really, some ppl NEED to be bitched about) I don't really think there are many bitches in UB - you only become a bitch when I actually get to hear of the mean stuff you say about myfriends/myself. In this particular person's case the woman bitched about my friend. And i'm so pissed off. Haha. Yea yea this entry'll probably trigger more badmouthing about me. Who gives a bloody fuck.

So what if you're hot and have (some) brains? And your complexion's probably flawless and your hair is dandruff-free! You can go screw all the hot guys you want and die of an STD! Wheeee~

Alright *scolds self* Enough bitching, girl.

i'm very OVER this issue, but i think some ppl need to be reminded:

I AM MY OWN PERSON. Nobody can claim to own me apart from God and my parents. They have the right to judge what I wear and do and when they do, I respect it.

I have also given the right to criticize me to people I call my close friends - aka the Lollipop Kids. They know who they are.

Apart from them, the rest of you can just shut the fuck up about what you think about me. Thanks. But if it makes you happy, you can jolly well go ahead =) Just don't bitch about me as if I don't know what's wrong with me. I'm not an imbecilic idiot (much like you are). I know i have a bad complexion, bad teeth, ugly eyes, fat face, bad hair, figure going out of shape (in fact it's already out of shape), thick makeup, loud clothes, loud character ETC. Whatever you are gonna say about me, please find something new to say, OR you can just go "she is so fat! when is she gonna go exercise?" instead of saying "omg don't u think she's fat? why is she so fat?" i mean, like yea.

Aaaand, when people in general do weird things right, I'm VERY SURE there's a valid reason behind it, so please don't start bitching just because your vagina itches and moving your mouth helps soothe the itch. For eg: Wearing ugly loose clothes - hello? I have a dress code to adhere to. Wearing shades: lasik surgery, doc's orders tt i wear shades all day.
and the list of reasons goes on. So really, please like, grow a brain, or if that's too difficult, go fuck yourself or something. The world could do with less of the likes of you.
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On a less antagonistic note, I'm gonna blog abt what I did today! =)

Slack day today coz no lessons. Woke up at 2pm coz slept super late ytd. Supposed to meet sysweets in sch at 130pm to give her the receipt for funds but yah too late. So in the end after much hemming and hawing i decided to cancel one of my tuitions and made my way down to the other tuition at about 4pm.. Then halfway through sy begged me to go down to sch ahaha so ok lor, change course and went down.. Wearing the super fug exco polo tee btw, might i add haha. Yup then met her then waited heckuva long time for her lesson to be over, then finally met her hc n gary then passed her the receipt then hc left first then after tt waited wit gary and sy for gary's friend.. I think also coz at first gian the free ride.. Then after calling tuition kid's house for many times without them picking the phone up, I decided to go home first so told em i didn't need the ride la (it really wasn't on the way in the first place) so left sy n gary! Then on the way home finally contacted tuition kid's mom so changed tuition time to 730pm and made plans to join the Esprimere overnight studying guys at Beauty World Mac's..

After having dinner at home, came out and pia-ed tuition. Haha was quite funny, halfway through tuition i went down to help the girl buy some food, she was so hungry and refused to eat anything else and the other ppl in the house (maid taking care of baby, younger sis too young) couldn't go buy so I told the girl to do some work then went down. Then at the place there right, ran into a bunch of my ex-colleagues!! They were at the pub there lah! So super cool =) Oh and at this point i must mention tt today was a day of coincidences for me! Hahas. Anw yea this was the first coincidence! Running into my ex-colleagues =) Ok then after tt brought the food up then nearing the end of tuition there was some (melo)drama about a gigantic butterfly that had flown into the house and the girls refusing to let me use their toilet. Haha. Damn funny. Anw very pleased with this particular tuition kid. She's improved a lot, work-wise and attitude-wise =)) Yay!

So anw after tuition, pia-ed down to Beauty World. Ok so when I reached the bus-stop outside the tuition kid's house, I saw this guy smoking rings at the bus stop. Ok the rings bit was cool but HELLO!!?!??! BUS STOP+SMOKING = KENNA FINE+KILL CHERLYNN (by passive smoking) Yah so I was kinda pissed la. Then the bus came and we all boarded the bus. Then me and Mr I-Can-Smoke-Rings got off at the same stop and crossed the fucking same overhead bridge (quite scary incidents involving some big bengs happened also) Then i turned right after getting off the bridge while Mr I-am-so-cool turned left i dunno for what. Yah. So anw yepps went to the Macs and met LTA and AhFu.. LTA was very hardworking! *applause*. AhFu, on the other hand.. Tsk. Fidgety and restless etc! Haha but the 2 of them were all like "The night is still young!" ok la. I just pia-ed my 217 project.. Not bad, managed to complete quite a bit and ate a bit too! Heheheheh. Halfway through LTA's gf arrived and he went to accompany her to eat supper. Then after pretty long (at around 1130pm?) Prez TS finally arrived. AhFu had moved over to the power outlet to use his lappie so I was guarding our tables n doing my work la. Then when TS turned up the first thing he said was "You also wearing this shirt arh?" then i realized he was wearing the exco tee also. Kaoz. SO SUAY!!!! The worst thing is, I look like fuck in it but he looked quite okay in it =( Bloody sexist shirt. Oh and this is coincidence No 2! Then after tt Skyped wit sy awhile via AhFu's lappie! =)

Anw yea then I had to leave at 1145pm (bloody curfew) then took 67 to CCK interchange then topped up farecard, then took 307 home. THEN RIGHT, guess what. When I got on the 67, guess who did I see on the bus? MR I-CAN-SMOKE-RINGS. Knn. Like dunno where he came from la. Yah suay. Coincidence No 3! THEN THEN THEN! At the stop after the stop i got on, I looked out the window and saw LTA and his gf!!! Coincidence No 4!! I shan't describe what they were doing at the bus stop la ok? =) Yah so anw 4 coincidences from 930pm onwards. Suay day. And i was so drowsy coz of my medicine somemore pfft.


Kk enough blogging! TIRED! Needa sleep! Tml got tuition! PS HELLO ELVES!!! =) Alrighty ciao y'all