hey guys i know i've been not-blogging for really long! sorry! have been just so dang busy lately!
Will blog this first... just to make the deadline =)
Long blog wit pics comin up! =)
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MEEEE
Monday, October 30, 2006
Thursday, October 26, 2006
my fortune
ok ok.. i can't get to sleep!! it isn't the whole "sleeping in a foreign place" thing.. i'm one of those "can sleep anywhere" kinda people ya.. heh. i think it must be the 2 nescafes i downed just now.
so i was lying on the bed and thinking abt stuff and I realised tt i really need to pay a tribute to my favourite people in the world and tell ya why they're my favourite ppl in the world.
I'm sure many of you don't know this, but I'm a person who cares pretty much about how others see me and well, to put it simply, i think a lot. However, pertaining to the title of this entry, I've found treasure in the various friends I have, who love me come what may. For them, I am grateful. For them, I thank God. And to them, I pay this tribute.
JAC N VAL
jac when u read this, i must apologise profusely for wakin ya up or disturbin ya sleep yea. *turns ard to look* go back to sleep!!!
aaanyways.. i really love you two lots. I dunno if i've told u 2 this but when I'm out with you guys, I feel like I can do anything and you wouldn't judge me. When i'm with you guys, I can do whatever I want to, embarass myself however I wish, fall down as many flights of stairs as I so desire. I know you guys will always be there for me. You wouldn't think less of me if I turned hideous, or if I put on 50kg. I can be a pig and do ugly things in front of u guys and it wouldn't matter. I'm truly at home around you guys and it's the best feeling inthe world.
You two taught me to love myself, to see the good in myself. It's something that none of my friends have ever done for me. Up until I met you guys I've been insulted left right and center by my friends then, with nowhere to derive support or self-love. You guys taught me to not care what other people think of me, that I am all that matters. Or at least, people that matter to me are all that matter.
With you guys, I'm human. With you guys, I am truly myself and I can look hideous and fat and bloated and I'm still me. For the record, Jac never ever EVER comments on my clothes/makeup and even if it's ugly or OTT it never ever bothers her. Val does but hey it doesn't matter to her. We'll just laugh at each other's ugliness and go on with our day. I don't get fuck like "You're so fat" or "Why is your makeup so thick?" from them EVER. Even when we tease each other it's all good-natured. Jac happily whacks my fat-ass belly and val laughs at my ridiculous choice of clothes but at least it's all in the open.
I love you guys so much, for teaching me to love myself. You guys are my greatest assets and I know I don't show it much, but I really love you guys a lot. ~with love
love also to sher, shumin, linz!! and the bball girls.
Sitong
Now, don't ask why some people are mentioned on their own and some others are grouped.. I just happen to classify you guys under the "clique" i know you by. From the MESC clique, sitong really rocks my world. My once-best-friend (we were best friends for 8 years), Sitong is also someone who's always been there for me. We had our tumultuous times and quarrels and all, but in recent times, I've learnt how good a friend she has been to me. Frighteningly loyal and understanding, Sitong knows me so well it's hard to imagine how. We may not have the same interests and all now, but we have a bond that runs so deep, you can't see the bottom.
Tong doesn't care what other people say about me. In fact, she fights against them for me. If they're talking bad abt me, that is. Though she may be pretty tactless at times, Tong also loves me for who I am. And I love her much too. ~with love
love also goes out to Mich and Eu of the MESC bunch. I love you guys much too!
Shui
Shui(shu hui) and I are always astounded at how close we've become. We got to know each other through Higher Chinese tuition in Sec 3 and have since become bosom buddies. I love shui because, like the others, she doesn't judge me. She sees me for who I am and loves me for being myself. For that, and for being the lovely babe she is, I love her muchos.
Shui is a very giving girl. Generous, kind and unselfish. We don't meet up often enough and I miss my babe shui much. I love you shui=) ~with love
love also to wenz, irene, kor and di
C.A.M.E
My newest bunch of friends, the CAME bunch (Cherlynn[tt's me], Ann[my uni BESTIE], Maddy and Eveey) are a precious group of people to me. We've already seen the darkness of human nature manifest in school and thank God for them, because with their support, I can see past the darkness and appreciate the twinkle of the minutely shining stars. Ann, Mad and Eve are my STARS in UB for their love, support and concern. We truly love each other a lot and I'm so so so glad for you guys in school. I guess we're pretty cliquey in school, but we're definitely the closest bunch there is, imho. Apparently, we're the only "clique" with no internal conflict, clean record. I've never met a bunch of more understanding and accomodating souls. I love you guys very very very much darlings. Let's toast to a great 3 years ahead!! =))
love also to darlings in UB like priya, yanting, yiting, vita, alvin, rachael, anita and ngee ann.
Siying and Edna
You two are lumped together because you both fall into the 2/5 or 4GY category. Sec school mates we are and you two are the ones who have put in the most effort to keep in touch with me (i think). I really appreciate it when you guys msg to ask for a meal or a meetup and stuff like tt. SY and I were table partners for 2 whole years and I really miss the times we spent together last time. Rip-roaringly hilarious times. I miss u much, sy!
Edna, I really appreciate all the support you've given me, all the effort you've put in maintaining contact with me, and I really enjoy everytime we meet up and chat like crazy. Be it remniscence or just plain bitchin, it's always great to talk wit ya. Surprising how we weren't even that close in Sec school in the first place ya. Heh I love you two so much! ~with love
much love to other scgirls like reenanana, annequek, weechiew, jenndajie, shierjie, huitze(geylangstar), kaiweimomma, and basically, all of 3/4GY
and last but not least
Arh Ben
You don't need to know how much arh ben rocks my world. Thanks for all the support, advice, love and everything! You're definitely my most supportive friend ever ben and it rocks to know that you're behind me in every single thing I do. Thanks for thinking the world of me and my goodness I miss our YJ times.
Keep rockin' wolf. Love ya lots=) ~with love
other YJ darlings include favian, tiff, angel and john. <3!
Now, just because this is the end of the tribute doesn't mean the people who have not been mentioned are not loved. It's late and your name may have slipped my mind. However, do know that I love you guys all so so so much. Thanks for being there for me, thanks for the love. I hope you guys know how important you are to me, alrighty =)
You are my fortune, the treasure above all.
K it's late. Perhaps I'll be able to get to sleep now =))
so i was lying on the bed and thinking abt stuff and I realised tt i really need to pay a tribute to my favourite people in the world and tell ya why they're my favourite ppl in the world.
I'm sure many of you don't know this, but I'm a person who cares pretty much about how others see me and well, to put it simply, i think a lot. However, pertaining to the title of this entry, I've found treasure in the various friends I have, who love me come what may. For them, I am grateful. For them, I thank God. And to them, I pay this tribute.
JAC N VAL
jac when u read this, i must apologise profusely for wakin ya up or disturbin ya sleep yea. *turns ard to look* go back to sleep!!!
aaanyways.. i really love you two lots. I dunno if i've told u 2 this but when I'm out with you guys, I feel like I can do anything and you wouldn't judge me. When i'm with you guys, I can do whatever I want to, embarass myself however I wish, fall down as many flights of stairs as I so desire. I know you guys will always be there for me. You wouldn't think less of me if I turned hideous, or if I put on 50kg. I can be a pig and do ugly things in front of u guys and it wouldn't matter. I'm truly at home around you guys and it's the best feeling inthe world.
You two taught me to love myself, to see the good in myself. It's something that none of my friends have ever done for me. Up until I met you guys I've been insulted left right and center by my friends then, with nowhere to derive support or self-love. You guys taught me to not care what other people think of me, that I am all that matters. Or at least, people that matter to me are all that matter.
With you guys, I'm human. With you guys, I am truly myself and I can look hideous and fat and bloated and I'm still me. For the record, Jac never ever EVER comments on my clothes/makeup and even if it's ugly or OTT it never ever bothers her. Val does but hey it doesn't matter to her. We'll just laugh at each other's ugliness and go on with our day. I don't get fuck like "You're so fat" or "Why is your makeup so thick?" from them EVER. Even when we tease each other it's all good-natured. Jac happily whacks my fat-ass belly and val laughs at my ridiculous choice of clothes but at least it's all in the open.
I love you guys so much, for teaching me to love myself. You guys are my greatest assets and I know I don't show it much, but I really love you guys a lot. ~with love
love also to sher, shumin, linz!! and the bball girls.
Sitong
Now, don't ask why some people are mentioned on their own and some others are grouped.. I just happen to classify you guys under the "clique" i know you by. From the MESC clique, sitong really rocks my world. My once-best-friend (we were best friends for 8 years), Sitong is also someone who's always been there for me. We had our tumultuous times and quarrels and all, but in recent times, I've learnt how good a friend she has been to me. Frighteningly loyal and understanding, Sitong knows me so well it's hard to imagine how. We may not have the same interests and all now, but we have a bond that runs so deep, you can't see the bottom.
Tong doesn't care what other people say about me. In fact, she fights against them for me. If they're talking bad abt me, that is. Though she may be pretty tactless at times, Tong also loves me for who I am. And I love her much too. ~with love
love also goes out to Mich and Eu of the MESC bunch. I love you guys much too!
Shui
Shui(shu hui) and I are always astounded at how close we've become. We got to know each other through Higher Chinese tuition in Sec 3 and have since become bosom buddies. I love shui because, like the others, she doesn't judge me. She sees me for who I am and loves me for being myself. For that, and for being the lovely babe she is, I love her muchos.
Shui is a very giving girl. Generous, kind and unselfish. We don't meet up often enough and I miss my babe shui much. I love you shui=) ~with love
love also to wenz, irene, kor and di
C.A.M.E
My newest bunch of friends, the CAME bunch (Cherlynn[tt's me], Ann[my uni BESTIE], Maddy and Eveey) are a precious group of people to me. We've already seen the darkness of human nature manifest in school and thank God for them, because with their support, I can see past the darkness and appreciate the twinkle of the minutely shining stars. Ann, Mad and Eve are my STARS in UB for their love, support and concern. We truly love each other a lot and I'm so so so glad for you guys in school. I guess we're pretty cliquey in school, but we're definitely the closest bunch there is, imho. Apparently, we're the only "clique" with no internal conflict, clean record. I've never met a bunch of more understanding and accomodating souls. I love you guys very very very much darlings. Let's toast to a great 3 years ahead!! =))
love also to darlings in UB like priya, yanting, yiting, vita, alvin, rachael, anita and ngee ann.
Siying and Edna
You two are lumped together because you both fall into the 2/5 or 4GY category. Sec school mates we are and you two are the ones who have put in the most effort to keep in touch with me (i think). I really appreciate it when you guys msg to ask for a meal or a meetup and stuff like tt. SY and I were table partners for 2 whole years and I really miss the times we spent together last time. Rip-roaringly hilarious times. I miss u much, sy!
Edna, I really appreciate all the support you've given me, all the effort you've put in maintaining contact with me, and I really enjoy everytime we meet up and chat like crazy. Be it remniscence or just plain bitchin, it's always great to talk wit ya. Surprising how we weren't even that close in Sec school in the first place ya. Heh I love you two so much! ~with love
much love to other scgirls like reenanana, annequek, weechiew, jenndajie, shierjie, huitze(geylangstar), kaiweimomma, and basically, all of 3/4GY
and last but not least
Arh Ben
You don't need to know how much arh ben rocks my world. Thanks for all the support, advice, love and everything! You're definitely my most supportive friend ever ben and it rocks to know that you're behind me in every single thing I do. Thanks for thinking the world of me and my goodness I miss our YJ times.
Keep rockin' wolf. Love ya lots=) ~with love
other YJ darlings include favian, tiff, angel and john. <3!
Now, just because this is the end of the tribute doesn't mean the people who have not been mentioned are not loved. It's late and your name may have slipped my mind. However, do know that I love you guys all so so so much. Thanks for being there for me, thanks for the love. I hope you guys know how important you are to me, alrighty =)
You are my fortune, the treasure above all.
K it's late. Perhaps I'll be able to get to sleep now =))
chaletness
damn, just woke jac up
hehe. at the chalet now!! gonna sleep soon. hee.
dreary day today.. the weather was fuck and we didn't do much..
jac's not feeling well so everything's kind of a downer.. ohwells. i dragged so much stuff down for nth! sigh
glenda's not very pleased wit me. =( oh wells. i'll hafta do better for her then! =)
alrighties gonna sleep now. jac's waiting! Hahahahahah ;)
hehe. at the chalet now!! gonna sleep soon. hee.
dreary day today.. the weather was fuck and we didn't do much..
jac's not feeling well so everything's kind of a downer.. ohwells. i dragged so much stuff down for nth! sigh
glenda's not very pleased wit me. =( oh wells. i'll hafta do better for her then! =)
alrighties gonna sleep now. jac's waiting! Hahahahahah ;)
Wednesday, October 25, 2006
and they keep kissing each other..
this is perhaps the tenth time I've seen Colin Mochrie and Ryan Stiles kiss each other.
I've also seen Wayne Brady's g-string(he was WEARING it)
I, like Drew, am gonna start getting nightmares... LOL
Have.Not.Packed.Yet (and have loads to pack)
Got to GO!!
I've also seen Wayne Brady's g-string(he was WEARING it)
I, like Drew, am gonna start getting nightmares... LOL
Have.Not.Packed.Yet (and have loads to pack)
Got to GO!!
egads
ah yes...
life has not been very merry lately. Oh yea i apologise for the two days that i did not blog... Sorry! Have been busy PLUS the lappie was taken from my room last night k.. Sorry..
Freaking busy as the Primary School exams are comin up.. The parents want daily tuition and I'm so so so screwed. The money is good i must admit. Argh. Just got scolded by my mom sorry. Sth about me laughing too loudly.
Monday was TV night, but I didn't watch any of it. Was at Lot 1 watching The Prestige instead.. Can't believe I forgot all about TV Night!! When I got home, there was only Scrubs left to watch. Though I kinda wonder what took over Grey's Anatomy... Is it Desperate Housewives? Someone tell me kaez.
The Prestige was great, very thought-consuming. I guessed the truth about 3/4 into the movie. Haha. The guys are all generally hot, but the girls all look the same so I kinda got confused. Sorry wj. Haha. I think I make a pretty irritating movie-watching-partner. Haha.
Have been watching WLIIA non-stop. Must tell ya what my fave games are! Sound Effects, Props, Scenes from a Hat, Greatest Hits and News Conference! Haha. Some other obscure ones are not bad too. And you guys know my love for Colin Mochrie.. And Wayne Brady(I like my black guys muscular haha. cue Simon Webbe) is absolutely talented at Greatest Hits!! Haha
Can really cheer me up.
Some days, I really hate myself. This week's been full of these days. I mean this month.
Tuition today first K from 1030am to 1130am, then S 1130am to 1pm then T frm 130pm to 3pm. Met jac at 5pm in town (after going home to change and all) Ate a freaking lot. I swear I'll never touch the Meatballs that Ate Manhattan again! Geez. I shopped like mad. Will somebody please stop me!! Bought 2 new belts, a new top, new shades (i know, I have like a gazillion pairs already), makeup remover and on Monday bought a new pair of earrings and new earphones.
Money and I aren't good friends ya. Can't stay in each other's company for long.
Tml(or later)'s chalet!! Gonna have fun =) Gonna bring this lappie there to blog ya so you guys can still find me =)
Ok i gotta go pack. I'm looking forward to being holed up somewhere away from it all, surrounded only by my favourite people in the world. See ya all there =)
life has not been very merry lately. Oh yea i apologise for the two days that i did not blog... Sorry! Have been busy PLUS the lappie was taken from my room last night k.. Sorry..
Freaking busy as the Primary School exams are comin up.. The parents want daily tuition and I'm so so so screwed. The money is good i must admit. Argh. Just got scolded by my mom sorry. Sth about me laughing too loudly.
Monday was TV night, but I didn't watch any of it. Was at Lot 1 watching The Prestige instead.. Can't believe I forgot all about TV Night!! When I got home, there was only Scrubs left to watch. Though I kinda wonder what took over Grey's Anatomy... Is it Desperate Housewives? Someone tell me kaez.
The Prestige was great, very thought-consuming. I guessed the truth about 3/4 into the movie. Haha. The guys are all generally hot, but the girls all look the same so I kinda got confused. Sorry wj. Haha. I think I make a pretty irritating movie-watching-partner. Haha.
Have been watching WLIIA non-stop. Must tell ya what my fave games are! Sound Effects, Props, Scenes from a Hat, Greatest Hits and News Conference! Haha. Some other obscure ones are not bad too. And you guys know my love for Colin Mochrie.. And Wayne Brady(I like my black guys muscular haha. cue Simon Webbe) is absolutely talented at Greatest Hits!! Haha
Can really cheer me up.
Some days, I really hate myself. This week's been full of these days. I mean this month.
Tuition today first K from 1030am to 1130am, then S 1130am to 1pm then T frm 130pm to 3pm. Met jac at 5pm in town (after going home to change and all) Ate a freaking lot. I swear I'll never touch the Meatballs that Ate Manhattan again! Geez. I shopped like mad. Will somebody please stop me!! Bought 2 new belts, a new top, new shades (i know, I have like a gazillion pairs already), makeup remover and on Monday bought a new pair of earrings and new earphones.
Money and I aren't good friends ya. Can't stay in each other's company for long.
Tml(or later)'s chalet!! Gonna have fun =) Gonna bring this lappie there to blog ya so you guys can still find me =)
Ok i gotta go pack. I'm looking forward to being holed up somewhere away from it all, surrounded only by my favourite people in the world. See ya all there =)
Sunday, October 22, 2006
craaaazyyy
sigh
have a freaking excuse of a phone as my mode of communication now. Bastard.
Anw, posted a review about WLIIA on Friendster.. Go check it out! Heh my profile page.
yea well... missed the bball game today.. What to do.. No alarm clock liao (val ur call doesn't count heh) So yeps.. Sad sad sad.. But met up wit val and jason and went for lunch! Mad time laughing away lah!!! OMFG. haha
Then tuition, then church then family gathering. Ah, Life's so interesting nowadays.
Yea well. Ain't nothin much to blog abt today. My mind's a blank and i'm just waiting for my WLIIA to finish loading so yea. Go read my review heh? Hehe
Can't wait for Wednesday you guys! =) St. James Powerstation. Check it out. =)
Alrighty I'm out. Ciao!
have a freaking excuse of a phone as my mode of communication now. Bastard.
Anw, posted a review about WLIIA on Friendster.. Go check it out! Heh my profile page.
yea well... missed the bball game today.. What to do.. No alarm clock liao (val ur call doesn't count heh) So yeps.. Sad sad sad.. But met up wit val and jason and went for lunch! Mad time laughing away lah!!! OMFG. haha
Then tuition, then church then family gathering. Ah, Life's so interesting nowadays.
Yea well. Ain't nothin much to blog abt today. My mind's a blank and i'm just waiting for my WLIIA to finish loading so yea. Go read my review heh? Hehe
Can't wait for Wednesday you guys! =) St. James Powerstation. Check it out. =)
Alrighty I'm out. Ciao!
Saturday, October 21, 2006
uncontactable
so...
haven't got a new phone yet.. so i'm still uncontactable. be patient guys. Oh man this is exciting. I'll be uncontactable for ages!! Cools!!
Some kinda freedom I guess.. God really is testing me man. Haha. Aaanyways.. bball tml wit the girls. Awesome!
Today's been a.. weird day... Thanks to linz. Hahahahahaha. Oh man it's really weird la. But bad day. Quarrelled huge wit my mom just now =(
ah. friday sucked big time. Sigh.
Been cheering myself up watching The Simpsons (as i'd mentioned earlier) and Whose Line Is It Anyway? !!! Heh. Rocks like hell. Laughing myself to death =)
With shows like these, I guess life's good. Heh yea I'm easy to please =)
See ya guys soon!
PS: Who wants to contribute to the "Buy-Cherlynn-A-New-Mobile-Phone(and a good one at that)" Fund??? Hehe just leave ur name and the amount you wish to contribute at the tagboard. I'll thank you lots for it! And perhaps love you too! Hahaha
Yea. I'm cheap. It's not the first day u know me ya. Heh
haven't got a new phone yet.. so i'm still uncontactable. be patient guys. Oh man this is exciting. I'll be uncontactable for ages!! Cools!!
Some kinda freedom I guess.. God really is testing me man. Haha. Aaanyways.. bball tml wit the girls. Awesome!
Today's been a.. weird day... Thanks to linz. Hahahahahaha. Oh man it's really weird la. But bad day. Quarrelled huge wit my mom just now =(
ah. friday sucked big time. Sigh.
Been cheering myself up watching The Simpsons (as i'd mentioned earlier) and Whose Line Is It Anyway? !!! Heh. Rocks like hell. Laughing myself to death =)
With shows like these, I guess life's good. Heh yea I'm easy to please =)
See ya guys soon!
PS: Who wants to contribute to the "Buy-Cherlynn-A-New-Mobile-Phone(and a good one at that)" Fund??? Hehe just leave ur name and the amount you wish to contribute at the tagboard. I'll thank you lots for it! And perhaps love you too! Hahaha
Yea. I'm cheap. It's not the first day u know me ya. Heh
heads up!
hey guys!!
well i guess i'm sorta more cheered up now.. Non-stop watching of The Simpsons on Youtube helps lots ya. Anyways, here's some stuff to share wit you guys. An actual epitaph:
Here lies the body
of Jonathan Blake
Stepped on the gas
Instead of the brake
Quite cool ehs.
So I was surfin around and I realised... HORRORFEST is on!!! Click here to find out more! I wanna go watch! Here's a listing of the 8 shows (to die for)
Unrest
Penny Dreadful
The Grave Dancers
The Hamiltons
Reincarnation
Dark Ride
The Abandoned
They all sound good!!! Ahhh! I totally wanna fly out to the US during tt weekend already la! Nov 17-19 2006. Anyone wanna go wit me? Haha.
Oh yea, something about Halloween dinner on Tuesday night. Haha. Who's goin? I'm suddenly free tt day.. Won't be havin tuition then! =) If no one books tt day to celeb my bday i'm going i guess lol.
Oh yea. Bday bookings as of now:
251006(Wed) - CHALET Val's bday!!
261006(Thu) - Morn still chalet. School 4-530pm. Evening tuition. NIGHT FREE
271006(Fri) - 11am to 330pm FREE. School till 5pm.Tuition from 5+pm to 9pm (two tuitions)
281006(Sat) - 12nn Mich, 6pm Lector Duty at Church, Night shd be dinner wit family(MIGHT BE FREE)
291006(Sun) - 10am Brekkie wit Shui, 2pm to 630pm tuition, shd be dinner wit family
301006(Mon) - ACTUAL DAY ITSELF!! Dunno the plans but shd be wit mah J&V =) and other nj ppl. Haha. Then tuition from 530pm to 9pm. (2 tuitions)
311006(Tue) - 2pm - 3pm Free for booking! HALLOWEEN! =) Dinner tentative (depending on whether or not i go for the UB dinner)
Yea. Still quite free arh. Haha. Only mich, shui, v&j have booked moi. Tong wants to join mich maybe. Not too sure yet haha. So! Stupid Kor! When you read this... Birthday not only on the day itself then can celebrate sia! You on tt day itself got duty you think i also v free mehh!? haha.
Oh yah. Have only just informed BOONHUI tt he's actually moi official kor yah! haha. Stupid idiot. And we JUST realized tt we dun have each other on friendster. Mwahaha. As i said, keeping in contact via friendster is all fun and good. Playing popularity games on friendster is... so yech.
Haha oh yah. Was telling Ashton abt some kor thing then he said sth like "So childish, still kor jie" MWAHAHA. I din know this kor mei jie di thing was so childish yea. Can't help it, I'm only 19.. I get cheap thrills from acknowledging people to be my family members. You'll realise I have more kors coz I have this er, desire, to be watched over.. I just want an elder brother K! Haha. Someone I can whine to. Don't worry I won't confuse tt with boyfriend. Oh and I already have 2 jies from SC times yah. Da jie jen and er jie shi! Sigh, so long nv talk to them le. We really drifted too much =( I miss you guys and our SunWukong times..
Funnily enough, I don't ren4 many female "family members". Apart from my Godma, I have no really close female in my life that takes on a relative role who isn't actually my relative. I have my dear cousins, and my wonderful aunties.. I just don't have jies or meis. Not that i'm craving for any.. Just realised tt all my friends see me as a close friend they can talk to. And that's nice =)
I'm hear to listen dears, don't worry. I know that you'll listen when I need you there too =)
People who've listened to me lots lately:
Jac
Tong
Shui
Val
Arh Ben
Eunice
Ann
Sometimes I just feel as if I have too many friends. BHB statement as that may be, I mean seriously that I have too many friends who come from different groups... SC (Pri) friends, SC (Sec) friends, YJ friends, NJ friends, HNL(tuition) friends, colleagues, now SIM friends, even in sim still have UB friends and esprimere friends. Then there are my cousins, oh and in NJ there are cca friends, classmates, miscellaneous acquaintances etc. MY GOODNESS. No wonder I'm losing track of them. No wonder my heart aches so bad when my phone book was lost. Sigh. OH YAH. Still got Pre-U Sem ppl. (Thanks for the support Yvonne =)) Oh and Italy tour friends.
Whatever it is, I was indeed very very close to each of these groups of friends for a certain period of time. [ooh talkin to tiffy now.. she's in Indiana! haha. we were such good friends in yj. sigh] Sadly enough, a lot of us drifted. I know we still love each other a lot [thanks zhijia babe. i really love ya =)] but circumstances make it difficult for us to stay in touch. Thus I really thank God for the few of you that still keep in touch wit me.
- Val, Jac, Sher, FW, etc of NJ ppl
- Shui, Wenz, Kor, Jun Yi, Will, Irene and melvin i guess
- Mich Tong Eu
- Sy, Edna, Anne
- Arh ben
In respective order, NJ ppl, HNL ppl, SC Pri ppl, SC Sec ppl and YJ OG person. LOL. Thanks guys. Really love y'all loads.
Full and proper tribute comin up soon. In the meantime, it's 3:42AM i needa sleep. Or watch Youtube. Whatever. Haha. See ya guys soon. And TAG TAG TAG! =)
well i guess i'm sorta more cheered up now.. Non-stop watching of The Simpsons on Youtube helps lots ya. Anyways, here's some stuff to share wit you guys. An actual epitaph:
Here lies the body
of Jonathan Blake
Stepped on the gas
Instead of the brake
Quite cool ehs.
So I was surfin around and I realised... HORRORFEST is on!!! Click here to find out more! I wanna go watch! Here's a listing of the 8 shows (to die for)
Unrest
Penny Dreadful
The Grave Dancers
The Hamiltons
Reincarnation
Dark Ride
The Abandoned
They all sound good!!! Ahhh! I totally wanna fly out to the US during tt weekend already la! Nov 17-19 2006. Anyone wanna go wit me? Haha.
Oh yea, something about Halloween dinner on Tuesday night. Haha. Who's goin? I'm suddenly free tt day.. Won't be havin tuition then! =) If no one books tt day to celeb my bday i'm going i guess lol.
Oh yea. Bday bookings as of now:
251006(Wed) - CHALET Val's bday!!
261006(Thu) - Morn still chalet. School 4-530pm. Evening tuition. NIGHT FREE
271006(Fri) - 11am to 330pm FREE. School till 5pm.Tuition from 5+pm to 9pm (two tuitions)
281006(Sat) - 12nn Mich, 6pm Lector Duty at Church, Night shd be dinner wit family(MIGHT BE FREE)
291006(Sun) - 10am Brekkie wit Shui, 2pm to 630pm tuition, shd be dinner wit family
301006(Mon) - ACTUAL DAY ITSELF!! Dunno the plans but shd be wit mah J&V =) and other nj ppl. Haha. Then tuition from 530pm to 9pm. (2 tuitions)
311006(Tue) - 2pm - 3pm Free for booking! HALLOWEEN! =) Dinner tentative (depending on whether or not i go for the UB dinner)
Yea. Still quite free arh. Haha. Only mich, shui, v&j have booked moi. Tong wants to join mich maybe. Not too sure yet haha. So! Stupid Kor! When you read this... Birthday not only on the day itself then can celebrate sia! You on tt day itself got duty you think i also v free mehh!? haha.
Oh yah. Have only just informed BOONHUI tt he's actually moi official kor yah! haha. Stupid idiot. And we JUST realized tt we dun have each other on friendster. Mwahaha. As i said, keeping in contact via friendster is all fun and good. Playing popularity games on friendster is... so yech.
Haha oh yah. Was telling Ashton abt some kor thing then he said sth like "So childish, still kor jie" MWAHAHA. I din know this kor mei jie di thing was so childish yea. Can't help it, I'm only 19.. I get cheap thrills from acknowledging people to be my family members. You'll realise I have more kors coz I have this er, desire, to be watched over.. I just want an elder brother K! Haha. Someone I can whine to. Don't worry I won't confuse tt with boyfriend. Oh and I already have 2 jies from SC times yah. Da jie jen and er jie shi! Sigh, so long nv talk to them le. We really drifted too much =( I miss you guys and our SunWukong times..
Funnily enough, I don't ren4 many female "family members". Apart from my Godma, I have no really close female in my life that takes on a relative role who isn't actually my relative. I have my dear cousins, and my wonderful aunties.. I just don't have jies or meis. Not that i'm craving for any.. Just realised tt all my friends see me as a close friend they can talk to. And that's nice =)
I'm hear to listen dears, don't worry. I know that you'll listen when I need you there too =)
People who've listened to me lots lately:
Jac
Tong
Shui
Val
Arh Ben
Eunice
Ann
Sometimes I just feel as if I have too many friends. BHB statement as that may be, I mean seriously that I have too many friends who come from different groups... SC (Pri) friends, SC (Sec) friends, YJ friends, NJ friends, HNL(tuition) friends, colleagues, now SIM friends, even in sim still have UB friends and esprimere friends. Then there are my cousins, oh and in NJ there are cca friends, classmates, miscellaneous acquaintances etc. MY GOODNESS. No wonder I'm losing track of them. No wonder my heart aches so bad when my phone book was lost. Sigh. OH YAH. Still got Pre-U Sem ppl. (Thanks for the support Yvonne =)) Oh and Italy tour friends.
Whatever it is, I was indeed very very close to each of these groups of friends for a certain period of time. [ooh talkin to tiffy now.. she's in Indiana! haha. we were such good friends in yj. sigh] Sadly enough, a lot of us drifted. I know we still love each other a lot [thanks zhijia babe. i really love ya =)] but circumstances make it difficult for us to stay in touch. Thus I really thank God for the few of you that still keep in touch wit me.
- Val, Jac, Sher, FW, etc of NJ ppl
- Shui, Wenz, Kor, Jun Yi, Will, Irene and melvin i guess
- Mich Tong Eu
- Sy, Edna, Anne
- Arh ben
In respective order, NJ ppl, HNL ppl, SC Pri ppl, SC Sec ppl and YJ OG person. LOL. Thanks guys. Really love y'all loads.
Full and proper tribute comin up soon. In the meantime, it's 3:42AM i needa sleep. Or watch Youtube. Whatever. Haha. See ya guys soon. And TAG TAG TAG! =)
bad day
so since it's now officially Saturday
Lemme tell the world what a fucking bad day today was. I swear, God is punishing me for all the swearing i've done this past week. And the bad bad things i've done dammit.
My HP's lost. Stolen. Bloody NUS. Grrr. I'm gonna castrate whoever stole it. Female or male.
No mood to blog. Bad day all in all. See ya guys some time
Lemme tell the world what a fucking bad day today was. I swear, God is punishing me for all the swearing i've done this past week. And the bad bad things i've done dammit.
My HP's lost. Stolen. Bloody NUS. Grrr. I'm gonna castrate whoever stole it. Female or male.
No mood to blog. Bad day all in all. See ya guys some time
Friday, October 20, 2006
these games we play...
so i had a thought
oh wait. before all else: HAPPY BIRTHDAY VAL! Mah homeo mah bestie mah darling BFF valomababe-oh! (try ta pronounce that shizzles)
ok, why all that gangsta talk? omfg i have no idea
so anyways, yea. I had a thought (everyone applaud this rare moment)
So, popularity is so overrated.
I know. What a brilliant thought eh? And i'm supposed to be doing UGC. But I keep getting distracted by friendster.. Haha. It's so.. "Look at meeee!! I have friends!! I have 500 over friends! This validates my existence!" Hahaha
I know, I know.. I happen to be a vapid Friendster user too. I like Friendster coz it helps me connect to ppl i lost contact with. It's also an excellent ice-breaker for new friends. Helps me see the whole "friends in common" thing which is really cool. I love getting testimonials and smiles and messages. Best of all, it helps me spy on people.
Haha. Ah come on. I'm like the most voyeuristic of voyeurs there can be. If you have a blog and you don't .htaccess password it, be sure that I'll have read it lol.
Perhaps tt's why I'm so "omg there are hidden mikes and cams everywhere!" lol. This 6-degree of friendship thing really scares the shit outta me. Can you imagine if I talk about, say, Mickey Mouse on the public bus, then Donald Duck's mom hears it (she happens to be on her way back home from NTUC) and she tells Donald Duck what she heard and Donald then tells Mickey what happened.. WTF La!!
And no guys, I'm not trying to use codenames or anything lol. Just happened to want to use disney names for a bit.
So anws, back to my thought. I know this sounds so superficial of me, but popularity - really so fucking overrated. Why fight to be well liked by everyone, be everyone's friend, to be "cool", create a certain image of yourself that you most certainly are not and live your life a farce? When it truly comes down to it, I think friends who really care for you are the most important. Friends you can click with, have fun with, laugh with, talk to and listen to.
In my school now, I have a kinda dilemma. Not really a dilemma.. Haha I'm just thinking too much as usual. One of my friends is the "i want to know everybody" type.. Another is the quiet "Edeline" type. (Sorry edeline! We just don't like you very much. ahem.) By the "edeline" type I mean quiet, scary, weird, keeps to self (but seeks and delights in attention) and just other pretty erm, not-so-nice attributes. This friend of mine reminded me of Edeline at first, but after talking more to her.. OMG I love her hahaha. She may not be a looker, or a trendy person, or even explosively funny or popular, but in the past few days, I've realized tt I really enjoy her company and she's funny and nice and she is HERSELF.
She. Is. Herself. That's what really makes me appreciate her. She may be the quiet keep to herself type, but that's her. There's no show, no fanfare, no attempt to actively MAKE MORE FRIENDS. Her dressing is plain and that in itself reflects her character. She may seem plain but she is so much more than that. Hats off to Anita B! I know it's like really weird to suddenly talk so much abt her but I think she epitomises the kind of person I want to be.
I wish I were more comfortable in my own skin. I'm not the most confident person in the world.. There are some things I'm confident abt: Public speaking, singing, english, computers(software only!) etc.. But of just about everything else, I'm totally afraid.
I know there have been issues abt my dressing, my makeup etc. I always tell these people to fuck off or fuck themselves, whichever they prefer. I sound angry and diatribe-ish but in truth, I'm usually more affected than I seem. Was talkin to Eunice the other day and even a close friend like her thinks i'm a confident, angry person or sth. That's not me
However, I've been defending myself for so long that I haven't realised what I really felt about myself. I kept thinking that I was feeling good about myself. Only until that significant night in my life when I spoke to jac about a lot of stuff (ok, mainly abt m) that I realised I had some serious issues.
I care too much about what people think about me. And hard as I've tried to work on that, I still find myself caring quite a bit. Thank goodness my self-image doesn't really hang on that anymore. Thanks to (for want of a better adjective)fucking good friends like jac, I am able to validate my existence and stop looking down on myself. Other people don't validate my existence. I validate other people's existences. You are only special if I say so.
And right now, I deem these people special. Jac. Val. Arh Ben. Sitong. Shui(cheer up babe). and the rest of the Lollypop Kids yea.
Alrighty UGC calls. Gtg.
oh wait. before all else: HAPPY BIRTHDAY VAL! Mah homeo mah bestie mah darling BFF valomababe-oh! (try ta pronounce that shizzles)
ok, why all that gangsta talk? omfg i have no idea
so anyways, yea. I had a thought (everyone applaud this rare moment)
So, popularity is so overrated.
I know. What a brilliant thought eh? And i'm supposed to be doing UGC. But I keep getting distracted by friendster.. Haha. It's so.. "Look at meeee!! I have friends!! I have 500 over friends! This validates my existence!" Hahaha
I know, I know.. I happen to be a vapid Friendster user too. I like Friendster coz it helps me connect to ppl i lost contact with. It's also an excellent ice-breaker for new friends. Helps me see the whole "friends in common" thing which is really cool. I love getting testimonials and smiles and messages. Best of all, it helps me spy on people.
Haha. Ah come on. I'm like the most voyeuristic of voyeurs there can be. If you have a blog and you don't .htaccess password it, be sure that I'll have read it lol.
Perhaps tt's why I'm so "omg there are hidden mikes and cams everywhere!" lol. This 6-degree of friendship thing really scares the shit outta me. Can you imagine if I talk about, say, Mickey Mouse on the public bus, then Donald Duck's mom hears it (she happens to be on her way back home from NTUC) and she tells Donald Duck what she heard and Donald then tells Mickey what happened.. WTF La!!
And no guys, I'm not trying to use codenames or anything lol. Just happened to want to use disney names for a bit.
So anws, back to my thought. I know this sounds so superficial of me, but popularity - really so fucking overrated. Why fight to be well liked by everyone, be everyone's friend, to be "cool", create a certain image of yourself that you most certainly are not and live your life a farce? When it truly comes down to it, I think friends who really care for you are the most important. Friends you can click with, have fun with, laugh with, talk to and listen to.
In my school now, I have a kinda dilemma. Not really a dilemma.. Haha I'm just thinking too much as usual. One of my friends is the "i want to know everybody" type.. Another is the quiet "Edeline" type. (Sorry edeline! We just don't like you very much. ahem.) By the "edeline" type I mean quiet, scary, weird, keeps to self (but seeks and delights in attention) and just other pretty erm, not-so-nice attributes. This friend of mine reminded me of Edeline at first, but after talking more to her.. OMG I love her hahaha. She may not be a looker, or a trendy person, or even explosively funny or popular, but in the past few days, I've realized tt I really enjoy her company and she's funny and nice and she is HERSELF.
She. Is. Herself. That's what really makes me appreciate her. She may be the quiet keep to herself type, but that's her. There's no show, no fanfare, no attempt to actively MAKE MORE FRIENDS. Her dressing is plain and that in itself reflects her character. She may seem plain but she is so much more than that. Hats off to Anita B! I know it's like really weird to suddenly talk so much abt her but I think she epitomises the kind of person I want to be.
I wish I were more comfortable in my own skin. I'm not the most confident person in the world.. There are some things I'm confident abt: Public speaking, singing, english, computers(software only!) etc.. But of just about everything else, I'm totally afraid.
I know there have been issues abt my dressing, my makeup etc. I always tell these people to fuck off or fuck themselves, whichever they prefer. I sound angry and diatribe-ish but in truth, I'm usually more affected than I seem. Was talkin to Eunice the other day and even a close friend like her thinks i'm a confident, angry person or sth. That's not me
However, I've been defending myself for so long that I haven't realised what I really felt about myself. I kept thinking that I was feeling good about myself. Only until that significant night in my life when I spoke to jac about a lot of stuff (ok, mainly abt m) that I realised I had some serious issues.
I care too much about what people think about me. And hard as I've tried to work on that, I still find myself caring quite a bit. Thank goodness my self-image doesn't really hang on that anymore. Thanks to (for want of a better adjective)fucking good friends like jac, I am able to validate my existence and stop looking down on myself. Other people don't validate my existence. I validate other people's existences. You are only special if I say so.
And right now, I deem these people special. Jac. Val. Arh Ben. Sitong. Shui(cheer up babe). and the rest of the Lollypop Kids yea.
Alrighty UGC calls. Gtg.
Thursday, October 19, 2006
tagged!
hahaha bitches... tag's up.. start tag-whoring! =)
navigation is still not done so be patient guys!
navigation is still not done so be patient guys!
ahh!
i better blog before the day is up lol
so anyways.... Yea psy presentation was freaking long!!! we took almost 1 and a half hours can!? hahaha they were all cheering when we finished coz we took so freaking long
anws... now rushing ugc essay.. gotta do esl later.. see ya guys soon i guess
tml's val's bday!! hehe. gonna meet up
alrighty gotta go
shoutout to mah new homies YARNDINK my studybuddy and er.. yanting makes 2 people k hahahaha. Alrighty see ya guys! ciao!
so anyways.... Yea psy presentation was freaking long!!! we took almost 1 and a half hours can!? hahaha they were all cheering when we finished coz we took so freaking long
anws... now rushing ugc essay.. gotta do esl later.. see ya guys soon i guess
tml's val's bday!! hehe. gonna meet up
alrighty gotta go
shoutout to mah new homies YARNDINK my studybuddy and er.. yanting makes 2 people k hahahaha. Alrighty see ya guys! ciao!
cheap thrill
hahahaha!!! i'm havin psy lect now!!! just finished our presentation... it was ok, i guess.. haha..
usin the wireless again.. hhaha love this thing la so cheap thrill!!
okies will blog more later... must listen!! cya!
usin the wireless again.. hhaha love this thing la so cheap thrill!!
okies will blog more later... must listen!! cya!
Wednesday, October 18, 2006
hehe
woooh
i'm totally addicted to bringin my lappie to sch lol. love the free wireless! haha. anw, they fixed my router at home so I'm totally fine now heh. i'm gonna blog more! lol
so yea recently stuff's been fine =) haha.
ooh midterms results so far: AABB (A's the top grade ya.. followed by A-, B+, B, B- etc)
Sighs. Quite sad abt the Bs.. A(92% - top of the level yea!) for ESL [advanced eng] and CSE(computer sci)..dang stupid careless mistake.. shda gotten full marks! Oh wells... The two Bs are fine i guess coz i didn't study for both - Psy and Comms. Wait. I didn't study for anything this midterms. LOL. Let's hope I don't get anything less than a B for UGC... Kinda hoping for an A but I know i screwed it up la so.. Haha.
Haha funny anecdote abt getting back esl results. Glenda was showing us our results only la while we showed her our essay thesis statements and outlines.. So i did a very slipshod outline, then when she called me up, I immediately told her, "You're not gonna be very happy with my outline..." and she was like, stern face and all, she was like "You're not gonna be very happy with your results either.." And she looked super disappointed and pissed and all!! I was like oh no.. Was scolding myself for finishing the paper too early la! (I walked out of the exam room after one hour.. everyone was like WTF?! haha) Like scolding myself for not studying and all le! Then I asked her "oh.. how bad was it.. I'm sorry.." Then she totally, "Well you should be very angry.. You got the best in both my classes. HAHAHAHAHA"
HAHAHA Tell ya! I totally WAH can! My heart totally like, heaved this great burden off or sth!! Almost died sia. Then she just told me stuff etc.. Haha. Funny la.
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Can't rmb what other event-blog i left out... Wanted to really talk about my favourite people in the world but ohwells.. Haha. Always have no time lehs. Heh. You guys should know who u are ya.. I shall name ya here one by one!!
in absolutely no order whatsoever
1) shui!
2) tong!
3) jac!!
4) val!
5) arh ben!!!
These five are the people I hold dearest to my heart atm.. You guys really rock my world =) Lemme not forget to mention other very very important ppl in my life too!!
- mich and eu
- sher
- siying
- edna
- wenz
- linz
- kor
- ann
- eve
- maddy
- ashton
- priya
Aiyohs so much more... Can't rmb off-hand sia.. Especially miss some ppl like Durga, Zhijia, Liting and all! Oh and ytd Andy msged. Andy the handsome model andy. Hahaha according to him he looks ugly now sia. I DON'T BELIEVE YOU MISTER hahahaha. Mr Model. Hahahaha
Speaking of male models.. Suddenly realised tt my number of hot/handsome/hunky/cute male friends has increased! Hahaha i'm pleased *nods* HAHAHAHA
Sigh. The hottest one. Hahaha. AHEM. Hahahahaha. Can you guys just wrap him up. He'd be the perfect gift =) Sigh. Sigh. Sigh.
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Speaking of gifts!!! Hahaha Just in case you guys were wondering what I want for my bday.. Here's a comprehensive list to help you.. You may be able to get it in the upcoming 2 weeks.. Or you may not.. Haha. Some people have already bought my gift.. (sigh, thanks shui babe and j&v!)
What I would like!
i) a nice new bag/clutch
ii) new clothes
iii) CK One Summer the perfume!!!
iv) new shoes
v) new makeup
vi) new laptop/computer/printer/handphone/camera (my dad's getting me one of these)
vii) actually... I'd be pleased with just abt anything guys =)
Ultimately I want someone new in my life k!! I'm so bored. Hahaha. My love life is turning STALE *yech*
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Speaking of my love life (hahaha my para linkin skills are great ya), wells. I must say, the bastard has impeccable timing. He ALWAYS manages to step right back into my life when he's right at the exit. Haha. Everytime I decide to target someone new, he does something weird. LOL!!! So screwy sia...
For our sakes, I gotta be strong ya. This really has to end. And Mr Soh, you are really too bastardy la.. What kind of msg was tt!? I am not at your beck and call haha. I know i cheap-ified myself those weeks but I was really confused at tt time. It would help if you could stop confusing me YES? Hahaha.
Haha. Val Jac and Tong know who my "new" ahem, target is.. LOL. Very impssible but whatev. I've been lusting after him since i think July/August of J1 year. Haha regardless of what you all say OK. Meatballs, meatballs. And he's a nice guy, I always knew he was nice K! You all are horrid dipshits. haha.
Suffice to say I'm confused at the mo. I know it's more or less over b/w me and Mr Mouse, but I dunno how to stop reacting so strongly to whatever he does.. Haha. To be honest I was contemplating cancelling my appointments to go join him last night la.. But this voice in my head kept telling me "it's over, it's over. You gotta stop this. Be strong"
I think there's a psychopath in my head. There obviously isn't anything b/w me and him in the first place. RIGHT? I'm just thinking too much as usual. RIGHT? RIGHT??
Nice guys galore and I'm entwined around some jerk. That figures. I'm screwed.
I want a nice guy. Oh Mr Nice Guy, won't you take me some place safe and warm?
MY GAWD. Just realised how fucking desperate I sound la
Must be the birthday thing.
i'm totally addicted to bringin my lappie to sch lol. love the free wireless! haha. anw, they fixed my router at home so I'm totally fine now heh. i'm gonna blog more! lol
so yea recently stuff's been fine =) haha.
ooh midterms results so far: AABB (A's the top grade ya.. followed by A-, B+, B, B- etc)
Sighs. Quite sad abt the Bs.. A(92% - top of the level yea!) for ESL [advanced eng] and CSE(computer sci)..dang stupid careless mistake.. shda gotten full marks! Oh wells... The two Bs are fine i guess coz i didn't study for both - Psy and Comms. Wait. I didn't study for anything this midterms. LOL. Let's hope I don't get anything less than a B for UGC... Kinda hoping for an A but I know i screwed it up la so.. Haha.
Haha funny anecdote abt getting back esl results. Glenda was showing us our results only la while we showed her our essay thesis statements and outlines.. So i did a very slipshod outline, then when she called me up, I immediately told her, "You're not gonna be very happy with my outline..." and she was like, stern face and all, she was like "You're not gonna be very happy with your results either.." And she looked super disappointed and pissed and all!! I was like oh no.. Was scolding myself for finishing the paper too early la! (I walked out of the exam room after one hour.. everyone was like WTF?! haha) Like scolding myself for not studying and all le! Then I asked her "oh.. how bad was it.. I'm sorry.." Then she totally, "Well you should be very angry.. You got the best in both my classes. HAHAHAHAHA"
HAHAHA Tell ya! I totally WAH can! My heart totally like, heaved this great burden off or sth!! Almost died sia. Then she just told me stuff etc.. Haha. Funny la.
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Can't rmb what other event-blog i left out... Wanted to really talk about my favourite people in the world but ohwells.. Haha. Always have no time lehs. Heh. You guys should know who u are ya.. I shall name ya here one by one!!
in absolutely no order whatsoever
1) shui!
2) tong!
3) jac!!
4) val!
5) arh ben!!!
These five are the people I hold dearest to my heart atm.. You guys really rock my world =) Lemme not forget to mention other very very important ppl in my life too!!
- mich and eu
- sher
- siying
- edna
- wenz
- linz
- kor
- ann
- eve
- maddy
- ashton
- priya
Aiyohs so much more... Can't rmb off-hand sia.. Especially miss some ppl like Durga, Zhijia, Liting and all! Oh and ytd Andy msged. Andy the handsome model andy. Hahaha according to him he looks ugly now sia. I DON'T BELIEVE YOU MISTER hahahaha. Mr Model. Hahahaha
Speaking of male models.. Suddenly realised tt my number of hot/handsome/hunky/cute male friends has increased! Hahaha i'm pleased *nods* HAHAHAHA
Sigh. The hottest one. Hahaha. AHEM. Hahahahaha. Can you guys just wrap him up. He'd be the perfect gift =) Sigh. Sigh. Sigh.
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Speaking of gifts!!! Hahaha Just in case you guys were wondering what I want for my bday.. Here's a comprehensive list to help you.. You may be able to get it in the upcoming 2 weeks.. Or you may not.. Haha. Some people have already bought my gift.. (sigh, thanks shui babe and j&v!)
What I would like!
i) a nice new bag/clutch
ii) new clothes
iii) CK One Summer the perfume!!!
iv) new shoes
v) new makeup
vi) new laptop/computer/printer/handphone/camera (my dad's getting me one of these)
vii) actually... I'd be pleased with just abt anything guys =)
Ultimately I want someone new in my life k!! I'm so bored. Hahaha. My love life is turning STALE *yech*
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Speaking of my love life (hahaha my para linkin skills are great ya), wells. I must say, the bastard has impeccable timing. He ALWAYS manages to step right back into my life when he's right at the exit. Haha. Everytime I decide to target someone new, he does something weird. LOL!!! So screwy sia...
For our sakes, I gotta be strong ya. This really has to end. And Mr Soh, you are really too bastardy la.. What kind of msg was tt!? I am not at your beck and call haha. I know i cheap-ified myself those weeks but I was really confused at tt time. It would help if you could stop confusing me YES? Hahaha.
Haha. Val Jac and Tong know who my "new" ahem, target is.. LOL. Very impssible but whatev. I've been lusting after him since i think July/August of J1 year. Haha regardless of what you all say OK. Meatballs, meatballs. And he's a nice guy, I always knew he was nice K! You all are horrid dipshits. haha.
Suffice to say I'm confused at the mo. I know it's more or less over b/w me and Mr Mouse, but I dunno how to stop reacting so strongly to whatever he does.. Haha. To be honest I was contemplating cancelling my appointments to go join him last night la.. But this voice in my head kept telling me "it's over, it's over. You gotta stop this. Be strong"
I think there's a psychopath in my head. There obviously isn't anything b/w me and him in the first place. RIGHT? I'm just thinking too much as usual. RIGHT? RIGHT??
Nice guys galore and I'm entwined around some jerk. That figures. I'm screwed.
I want a nice guy. Oh Mr Nice Guy, won't you take me some place safe and warm?
MY GAWD. Just realised how fucking desperate I sound la
Must be the birthday thing.
superduper cool lalala
heyy!!
guess where i am now? in school man!! I brought my lappie to school heh. Love wireless man!!! Oh btw, my dad is giving me a desktop soon... So i'll have a desktop pc and a lappie. whee. Oh and yea he'll be buying me a printer. Haha. Great for all the schoolwork and essays
Hey everyone say hi to Yi Ting!!!! Ee teng!!! She's reading as i write this now. *turns around and says hi* Hahaha. She just went "er... haha.. ok" hahahahahahaha
Lol This is so lame!! Okies well, I'm lovin this whole "bring my computer (aka my world) everywhere with me" thing haha.
Dang ytd didn't manage to blog. Sorry guys! Aanyhow... yea... I'm going to have a reeeeaaally long day today =(
Ohwells...See ya guys soon ya. Bb!
guess where i am now? in school man!! I brought my lappie to school heh. Love wireless man!!! Oh btw, my dad is giving me a desktop soon... So i'll have a desktop pc and a lappie. whee. Oh and yea he'll be buying me a printer. Haha. Great for all the schoolwork and essays
Hey everyone say hi to Yi Ting!!!! Ee teng!!! She's reading as i write this now. *turns around and says hi* Hahaha. She just went "er... haha.. ok" hahahahahahaha
Lol This is so lame!! Okies well, I'm lovin this whole "bring my computer (aka my world) everywhere with me" thing haha.
Dang ytd didn't manage to blog. Sorry guys! Aanyhow... yea... I'm going to have a reeeeaaally long day today =(
Ohwells...See ya guys soon ya. Bb!
hahaha hey guys
gonna blog here before the day is up =)
so today was an average day... a bit confusing but otherwise fine! Rushed down to harborfront in b/w lects to meet up wit jac (ssshhh val! haha) then cabbed back to sch (bloody (#&*$ waste of my money le! cabbed to sch, cabbed down to harborfront, cabbed back to sch!!)
anws our cabby is so... bitter cynical and jian! Hahaha. He said so himself yea.
anws, here're some pics of recent events! let the pics do the talking k! oh the pic on the left is of me n val at some escalator in heeren on Saturday =) before we went vivo!! =))
I love you 2 so much! =)
suki sushi drives me nuts sia!
But still we ate a lot =)
viva la vivo le topshop!
But still we ate a lot =)
viva la vivo le topshop!Aye have lots more pics.. you'll just hafta check out my friendster for more! http://www.friendster.com/papadum yea! =)
TV Night was uber sad. I cried non-stop!!!! SHIT my internet connection just died.. Stupid neighbour musta turned off his router!!! NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!! Lemme try to post this first!!
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damn can't post this. i wanna go to the Mac's to post but aiyah. whatev.
TV Night was uber sad. I cried non-stop!!!! SHIT my internet connection just died.. Stupid neighbour musta turned off his router!!! NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!! Lemme try to post this first!!
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damn can't post this. i wanna go to the Mac's to post but aiyah. whatev.
Monday, October 16, 2006
tv night! yay!!
hey guys!!!
i'm happy.. it's tv night again!! just finished "So you think you can dance" and am gonna bathe real quick then gonna catch all my progs on CH5!!! Hehehehehe. Am uber happy and excited.. Grey's Anatomy!!! Burke had better get better!!! Etc heh
Had a rather good day today so far.. Played pool wit Priya, Weilin, Ee teng and Yan Ting. Uber fun la i tell you! Yan ting, myself and weilin one team, agst the rahrahbangbangboobookiangkiang and the eating. Hahaha. so damn lame. And yan ting so pro sia.. Only when I'm not ard. Hahaha.
Didn't miss COM101 lect, though i was effing late coz off the stupid Poly First Day of school shit. Like WTF! My parents dropped me off at the bus stop at my church right, (bukit timah there) then it's like i waited for fucking long and 5 fucking buses went right past me, full of fucking poly students la!! I was so uber pissed can!!! Then call cab, all booked! WTF!!! Was raging this morn man. Finally got on a moderately full 184 at about 850am (lect at 9am) and met Ajina (sp?) and we chatted all the way to class lol. So sad.. I swore a lot today =(
Anyhow, com101 was fine.. We analyzed MTVs.. I love My Chemical Romance! They're so uber cool!! Then we were to analyze Madonna's Bedtime Story (the MTV yea) and i'm getting mixed feelings abt our class. Deffo not the NJ Lit standard, but cool ideas all the same. I only think tt our lecturer cld be much much better. I miss Whitby!!!!!!! Whitby whitby whitby!!
Then went for tuition at 1130... Reached school again at 1plus.. Then yea the pool bit. Then CSE was fine... Finished the quiz and zao-ed. Haha. Then tuition... Then dinner at home then tv all e way! Hehe.
Alrighty guys i'll blog more later.. Gtg bathe now.. And it's gonna be TV night!!! =) Ciao bellas!
i'm happy.. it's tv night again!! just finished "So you think you can dance" and am gonna bathe real quick then gonna catch all my progs on CH5!!! Hehehehehe. Am uber happy and excited.. Grey's Anatomy!!! Burke had better get better!!! Etc heh
Had a rather good day today so far.. Played pool wit Priya, Weilin, Ee teng and Yan Ting. Uber fun la i tell you! Yan ting, myself and weilin one team, agst the rahrahbangbangboobookiangkiang and the eating. Hahaha. so damn lame. And yan ting so pro sia.. Only when I'm not ard. Hahaha.
Didn't miss COM101 lect, though i was effing late coz off the stupid Poly First Day of school shit. Like WTF! My parents dropped me off at the bus stop at my church right, (bukit timah there) then it's like i waited for fucking long and 5 fucking buses went right past me, full of fucking poly students la!! I was so uber pissed can!!! Then call cab, all booked! WTF!!! Was raging this morn man. Finally got on a moderately full 184 at about 850am (lect at 9am) and met Ajina (sp?) and we chatted all the way to class lol. So sad.. I swore a lot today =(
Anyhow, com101 was fine.. We analyzed MTVs.. I love My Chemical Romance! They're so uber cool!! Then we were to analyze Madonna's Bedtime Story (the MTV yea) and i'm getting mixed feelings abt our class. Deffo not the NJ Lit standard, but cool ideas all the same. I only think tt our lecturer cld be much much better. I miss Whitby!!!!!!! Whitby whitby whitby!!
Then went for tuition at 1130... Reached school again at 1plus.. Then yea the pool bit. Then CSE was fine... Finished the quiz and zao-ed. Haha. Then tuition... Then dinner at home then tv all e way! Hehe.
Alrighty guys i'll blog more later.. Gtg bathe now.. And it's gonna be TV night!!! =) Ciao bellas!
Sunday, October 15, 2006
rush entry!
hey guys!!!
wanted to blog ytd but my internet's screwed up and my neighbour didn't turn on his router... (hiss router is on now =P) I've to rush for tuition and church later so this'll be a really quick entry
i wanted to talk a lot about my lovely lovely lovely friends, but i guess that'll have to wait till later. Haven't the time to wax lyrical yes.
Quick event blog.. Went out wit val ytd (Saturday) first Lot1 Suki Sushi for lunch (STDs and Cancers etc!!! mwahahaha) then went to town, then went to Vivocity!!! Wooott!! Took lots of photos as usual!! Shall show ya some nx time... sth's wrong now...
Hehes. Anw i'll go first... Will blog more later!!
wanted to blog ytd but my internet's screwed up and my neighbour didn't turn on his router... (hiss router is on now =P) I've to rush for tuition and church later so this'll be a really quick entry
i wanted to talk a lot about my lovely lovely lovely friends, but i guess that'll have to wait till later. Haven't the time to wax lyrical yes.
Quick event blog.. Went out wit val ytd (Saturday) first Lot1 Suki Sushi for lunch (STDs and Cancers etc!!! mwahahaha) then went to town, then went to Vivocity!!! Wooott!! Took lots of photos as usual!! Shall show ya some nx time... sth's wrong now...
Hehes. Anw i'll go first... Will blog more later!!
Saturday, October 14, 2006
timing
it IS effing 4am.. i loaded the page to blog at 1:35am and blogger just caches the time. Stupid. haha. anyhow, I've fixed the "archives" thing... But navigation still sucks guys, I'm gonna work on it so chill. tagboard comin soon, in the meantime just email me =) Ciao darls!
take yo broke ass home!
so i wanna blog wanna blog wanna blog.
recently, i've been playing counsillor to so many of my friends.. chatting at the expense of my sleep. before i got down to doing psy proj i was actually talking first to tong (for 2 hours) and then to val (2 hours also..?) so yea... then other ppl (who i can't mention for privacy) etc the next few days... feeling so sleep deprived now
the world's breaking apart
but the world's also getting together
i can jump on the "getting hitched" bandwagon
or jump on the "breaking up" bandwagon
but i don't qualify for either
LOL
so anyways, blog abt today first. Missed UGC again. FARK. DAMMIT! anw.. then went to sch to meet esl project ppl.. Had a great time =) Our proj was super last min tho, so wasn't too good. Eating (yiting!) rocks haha she's so hilarious, cute and nice!! Priya rocks too duh! And Ashton is damn SLAVE DRIVER lol.
I guess i can handle school. Learning not to care so much anymore. Afterall, like jac said, I just haven't gained my foothold.. Once I feel comfortable with my position in school, it'll all be so easy, like back in NJ when i did anything I wanted and no one really cared haha.
So anyways, needa eventblog! Haha. Since the last proper eventblog (from HollowM) till now, some important events include.. Meeting up wit Arh Ben!! Haha Goodness! My dear dear Arh Ben looks mighty fine rockin the Prep look haha. We went shopping for him for an outfit for a play that he was to attend.. I'm damn happy for you ben, that you're building up on the bulk! Hehe. You're growing an impressive CHEST! hahaha! That's good! Now just work on the biceps ya! And funkier hair! Then you'll be perfect!! Hahaha =) *remember you still have to flash me! hahahaha
Oh and yea we actually met up for his BIRTHDAY! Hehe. Hope you had a great one darl! =) Happy 19th Mr Wolf!!! Hehe. Muah muah muah!
Other important events include BBALL Wit my girls!! The no-math gang got together to play bball at NUS and sitong joined us! haha. So nostalgic! I really miss all tt healthy activity we used to have! Hehe. Dinner was great, and we played Asshole Taitee... I love you all so muchos! Heh. Then we left and jac and I talked for reeeeeeaaaaaaaaally long at various places - Clementi MRT, JE Mrt, IMM and I forgot the last place haha. Oh wait. The bus stop! Haha. Yea. Thanks for sorting out my thoughts for me girl. Might I add that that night was a very significant night in my life.. You taught me about self-worth, jac, and I love you for that.
Long complicated story guys, I'll prolly blog abt it soon.
Lots more events to blog abt but will do so another day/time. One thing to note though.. I'd wanted to say this in the beginning but things were getting complicated. Now I'm very clear of how I feel.
REASON FOR MOVING BLOG and basically how I feel now
i've moved my blogs countless number of times already and everytime I move i say it's a new chapter in my life. It sort of holds true most of the time.. This time was no different.. Basically I'd wanted a public blog that I wouldn't mind if anyone i liked/disliked chanced upon... And the main "new chapter" in this case is regarding *drumroll please* ... Well, no prizes for guessing it right. Haha. yea. Him. The catshit, the felinefaeces, the bastard, the jerk, the loser, the asshole, the smartass, the inconsiderate p.o.s. IOW the melvin. haha. The "new chapter" is NOT good news hahaha so don't expect me to go all "Oh we're together!" hahahahahaha . It's not bad news either! It actually IS good news, only that not "good news" that way..
Basically, I'd finally sorted out my thoughts (with a lot of help from jac) and i know now that I like him waay wayy wayyy waaaayyy less than before. Actually when I started this blog, I was very certain that I didn't like him anymore PERIOD. But recent events have shown me that I still do care and after some discussion wit jac, we both agreed that while I still do care about him etc, it definitely is much less than it was before. In fact, I can honestly say now that I don't care. I'm not sure of a lot of things though, and one of them is how long this apathy of mine will last. I don't have the strongest resolve in the world haha.
Certain actions trigger certain responses. When he did that, I just knew it was over. I don't know how he thinks, I don't really care. It was very long in coming but it's over. It's finally over.Whew! I know that I have attained closure of some sort at last. Though I'd wanted it to end on my terms, my terms being the fact that I stopped liking him first (and stopped behaving like a slut w.r.t him), i know it didn't really end that way. And of course, the teensy weensy part of me still bothers about that, but whatev. My friends have shown me that I really shouldn't care. It's so not worth it.
Melv. If you ever read this. I just wanna say: i had so much to say to you, so much to explain, so much I wanted to find out, so much I'd expected. You know the weird questions? Like the one abt religion etc. I wanted to get to know you better, get to know you more. I wanted something that I guess you weren't offering. My actions were fucked up, to say the least. I won't apologise, because there's no use. I literally jumped for joy when you msged me again this April. How stupid right! Haha. And the other guys in my life at that time totally disappeared from my life coz I just couldn't be bothered. However, I'm very clear of my feelings now. I don't love you anymore. Now that I can see you for who you are, without my poor perception of myself and without all the looking back etc. I know I don't like you. It isn't, as my friends have all said, that you're not good enough for me. It's just that the "you" i liked and the real you are slightly different characters. I liked the "you" who was caring(er sort of), humorous, mature and I guess somehow more responsible. The real you, though, is more vain, arrogant and very (as much as i hate to say this) loser.
I still miss the "you" i've come to love over this 5 long years, but it's definitely gone on for too long between us. We keep hurting each other; at least, you keep hurting me, by playing such stupid games all the time. It's been too tedious, too long. I really thought it'd end up different this time, but you've started the whole "ignoring me" thing again, which I don't really see ending in the near future. I wanna talk things out but there is no chance. I wish I could turn back time, to the time in J1 when you sent me that song. I know you can't remember it already anw, but still, if I hadn't been so fucking dense then maybe things would have turned out differently. I know it wouldn't have lasted but we would at least have tried, rather than live this ghost of a story out for so long.
In short, it's just all over, and I wish you all the best. I hope we can talk things out, but I guess you won't want to, so I'll leave it.
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Anyways, I've been reading old chat logs. Haha yea my fave pasttime yea. I've been reading the ones between me and zong. I have a public apology to make. Zong was a pretty good boyfriend. If you ever read this, zong, I'm sorry for being such a bitch. Truly. Though we didn't really get very far, I must admit that I was truly truly happy those few weeks. At least, the 1st 3 weeks =) So it's all over and done with, but I'm so sorry. Likewise, I wish you all the best, and hope you find someone who will make you happy k! =)
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I'm feeling magnanimous. But stupid at the same time. LOL. Alrighty I'm sleepy. It's effing 4am!! I'm so screwed. Haha. Ciao ppl.. Will blog more soon!! =)
recently, i've been playing counsillor to so many of my friends.. chatting at the expense of my sleep. before i got down to doing psy proj i was actually talking first to tong (for 2 hours) and then to val (2 hours also..?) so yea... then other ppl (who i can't mention for privacy) etc the next few days... feeling so sleep deprived now
the world's breaking apart
but the world's also getting together
i can jump on the "getting hitched" bandwagon
or jump on the "breaking up" bandwagon
but i don't qualify for either
LOL
so anyways, blog abt today first. Missed UGC again. FARK. DAMMIT! anw.. then went to sch to meet esl project ppl.. Had a great time =) Our proj was super last min tho, so wasn't too good. Eating (yiting!) rocks haha she's so hilarious, cute and nice!! Priya rocks too duh! And Ashton is damn SLAVE DRIVER lol.
I guess i can handle school. Learning not to care so much anymore. Afterall, like jac said, I just haven't gained my foothold.. Once I feel comfortable with my position in school, it'll all be so easy, like back in NJ when i did anything I wanted and no one really cared haha.
So anyways, needa eventblog! Haha. Since the last proper eventblog (from HollowM) till now, some important events include.. Meeting up wit Arh Ben!! Haha Goodness! My dear dear Arh Ben looks mighty fine rockin the Prep look haha. We went shopping for him for an outfit for a play that he was to attend.. I'm damn happy for you ben, that you're building up on the bulk! Hehe. You're growing an impressive CHEST! hahaha! That's good! Now just work on the biceps ya! And funkier hair! Then you'll be perfect!! Hahaha =) *remember you still have to flash me! hahahaha
Oh and yea we actually met up for his BIRTHDAY! Hehe. Hope you had a great one darl! =) Happy 19th Mr Wolf!!! Hehe. Muah muah muah!
Other important events include BBALL Wit my girls!! The no-math gang got together to play bball at NUS and sitong joined us! haha. So nostalgic! I really miss all tt healthy activity we used to have! Hehe. Dinner was great, and we played Asshole Taitee... I love you all so muchos! Heh. Then we left and jac and I talked for reeeeeeaaaaaaaaally long at various places - Clementi MRT, JE Mrt, IMM and I forgot the last place haha. Oh wait. The bus stop! Haha. Yea. Thanks for sorting out my thoughts for me girl. Might I add that that night was a very significant night in my life.. You taught me about self-worth, jac, and I love you for that.
Long complicated story guys, I'll prolly blog abt it soon.
Lots more events to blog abt but will do so another day/time. One thing to note though.. I'd wanted to say this in the beginning but things were getting complicated. Now I'm very clear of how I feel.
REASON FOR MOVING BLOG and basically how I feel now
i've moved my blogs countless number of times already and everytime I move i say it's a new chapter in my life. It sort of holds true most of the time.. This time was no different.. Basically I'd wanted a public blog that I wouldn't mind if anyone i liked/disliked chanced upon... And the main "new chapter" in this case is regarding *drumroll please* ... Well, no prizes for guessing it right. Haha. yea. Him. The catshit, the felinefaeces, the bastard, the jerk, the loser, the asshole, the smartass, the inconsiderate p.o.s. IOW the melvin. haha. The "new chapter" is NOT good news hahaha so don't expect me to go all "Oh we're together!" hahahahahaha . It's not bad news either! It actually IS good news, only that not "good news" that way..
Basically, I'd finally sorted out my thoughts (with a lot of help from jac) and i know now that I like him waay wayy wayyy waaaayyy less than before. Actually when I started this blog, I was very certain that I didn't like him anymore PERIOD. But recent events have shown me that I still do care and after some discussion wit jac, we both agreed that while I still do care about him etc, it definitely is much less than it was before. In fact, I can honestly say now that I don't care. I'm not sure of a lot of things though, and one of them is how long this apathy of mine will last. I don't have the strongest resolve in the world haha.
Certain actions trigger certain responses. When he did that, I just knew it was over. I don't know how he thinks, I don't really care. It was very long in coming but it's over. It's finally over.Whew! I know that I have attained closure of some sort at last. Though I'd wanted it to end on my terms, my terms being the fact that I stopped liking him first (and stopped behaving like a slut w.r.t him), i know it didn't really end that way. And of course, the teensy weensy part of me still bothers about that, but whatev. My friends have shown me that I really shouldn't care. It's so not worth it.
Melv. If you ever read this. I just wanna say: i had so much to say to you, so much to explain, so much I wanted to find out, so much I'd expected. You know the weird questions? Like the one abt religion etc. I wanted to get to know you better, get to know you more. I wanted something that I guess you weren't offering. My actions were fucked up, to say the least. I won't apologise, because there's no use. I literally jumped for joy when you msged me again this April. How stupid right! Haha. And the other guys in my life at that time totally disappeared from my life coz I just couldn't be bothered. However, I'm very clear of my feelings now. I don't love you anymore. Now that I can see you for who you are, without my poor perception of myself and without all the looking back etc. I know I don't like you. It isn't, as my friends have all said, that you're not good enough for me. It's just that the "you" i liked and the real you are slightly different characters. I liked the "you" who was caring(er sort of), humorous, mature and I guess somehow more responsible. The real you, though, is more vain, arrogant and very (as much as i hate to say this) loser.
I still miss the "you" i've come to love over this 5 long years, but it's definitely gone on for too long between us. We keep hurting each other; at least, you keep hurting me, by playing such stupid games all the time. It's been too tedious, too long. I really thought it'd end up different this time, but you've started the whole "ignoring me" thing again, which I don't really see ending in the near future. I wanna talk things out but there is no chance. I wish I could turn back time, to the time in J1 when you sent me that song. I know you can't remember it already anw, but still, if I hadn't been so fucking dense then maybe things would have turned out differently. I know it wouldn't have lasted but we would at least have tried, rather than live this ghost of a story out for so long.
In short, it's just all over, and I wish you all the best. I hope we can talk things out, but I guess you won't want to, so I'll leave it.
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Anyways, I've been reading old chat logs. Haha yea my fave pasttime yea. I've been reading the ones between me and zong. I have a public apology to make. Zong was a pretty good boyfriend. If you ever read this, zong, I'm sorry for being such a bitch. Truly. Though we didn't really get very far, I must admit that I was truly truly happy those few weeks. At least, the 1st 3 weeks =) So it's all over and done with, but I'm so sorry. Likewise, I wish you all the best, and hope you find someone who will make you happy k! =)
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I'm feeling magnanimous. But stupid at the same time. LOL. Alrighty I'm sleepy. It's effing 4am!! I'm so screwed. Haha. Ciao ppl.. Will blog more soon!! =)
Friday, October 13, 2006
nice day sad night
hey guys!!
want to blog lots today de.. really.. but the air conditioner in my parents' bedroom ain't workin so their door is wide open and thus they can tell if a light is on in my room or not (under the door). My mom has been so wtf anal la. Keeps screaming about keeping late hours and etc, then always coming to the same argument. MONEY MONEY MONEY. It's always about money with her! Sigh so irritated liao
Anws, I had a good day today (Thursday yah... I understand it's 3am Fri morn).. Slept at 630am ytd? Then woke at 10 plus to rush down to school and rushed the proj.. Haha our psy proj looks like some dissertation man. Errors aside.. Lol. Anw, then went to meet Val and Jac!! Hehe. My favourite people in the WHOLE WIDE WORLD =) We headed to town (Forum Rocks guys, everything Club 21 etc hahahaha) and shopped a lil bit.. The 2 idiots decided to run away from me again at Heeren. So diu1 lian3 wahahaha. So stupid. Then we ate at Gelare at Far East and I headed off for tuition..
After tuition I'd actually thought I was gonna join Esprimere people for dinner, but sudden change of plans la.. So went to JE to meet Jac for supper instead.. I got my pay at tuition so went to do some minor (but necessary! sorta=P) shopping=)) Bought my moisturizer (running out!) and the fantastic new ZA Foundation pack thing (chio foundation case!!), and nail polish and vaseline for my lips and nail polish remover! Haha. Then bought a nice Mac's Dinner and headed to Jac's Place (pun intended) for sup!
Ate by her poolside and lounged around for awhile, chatting for a long time.. Thanks for the talk jac =) I'm getting there, ya? Hehe. Played fun music and all and talked the night away! Left her house at about 1130 ba.. Haha really wanted to stay so much longer la.. But lucky I didn't haha today so suay my parents' the air-con spoilt right.. They totally know I'm not home coz of their OPENDOOR. heh. Wtf. My curfew is so dependent on their states of consciousness!!! Haha.
Can't wait to move out and live on my own!! Though of course, I won't be spending much time at home lol.
Wait wait, digressions aside... Haha. Today was all in all a great day =) Alrighty i really shd turn in... Early day tomorrow!! (Must get good record for UGC from now on!! Yikes!!)
Have so much more to say.. Will say more tml i guess! =)
want to blog lots today de.. really.. but the air conditioner in my parents' bedroom ain't workin so their door is wide open and thus they can tell if a light is on in my room or not (under the door). My mom has been so wtf anal la. Keeps screaming about keeping late hours and etc, then always coming to the same argument. MONEY MONEY MONEY. It's always about money with her! Sigh so irritated liao
Anws, I had a good day today (Thursday yah... I understand it's 3am Fri morn).. Slept at 630am ytd? Then woke at 10 plus to rush down to school and rushed the proj.. Haha our psy proj looks like some dissertation man. Errors aside.. Lol. Anw, then went to meet Val and Jac!! Hehe. My favourite people in the WHOLE WIDE WORLD =) We headed to town (Forum Rocks guys, everything Club 21 etc hahahaha) and shopped a lil bit.. The 2 idiots decided to run away from me again at Heeren. So diu1 lian3 wahahaha. So stupid. Then we ate at Gelare at Far East and I headed off for tuition..
After tuition I'd actually thought I was gonna join Esprimere people for dinner, but sudden change of plans la.. So went to JE to meet Jac for supper instead.. I got my pay at tuition so went to do some minor (but necessary! sorta=P) shopping=)) Bought my moisturizer (running out!) and the fantastic new ZA Foundation pack thing (chio foundation case!!), and nail polish and vaseline for my lips and nail polish remover! Haha. Then bought a nice Mac's Dinner and headed to Jac's Place (pun intended) for sup!
Ate by her poolside and lounged around for awhile, chatting for a long time.. Thanks for the talk jac =) I'm getting there, ya? Hehe. Played fun music and all and talked the night away! Left her house at about 1130 ba.. Haha really wanted to stay so much longer la.. But lucky I didn't haha today so suay my parents' the air-con spoilt right.. They totally know I'm not home coz of their OPENDOOR. heh. Wtf. My curfew is so dependent on their states of consciousness!!! Haha.
Can't wait to move out and live on my own!! Though of course, I won't be spending much time at home lol.
Wait wait, digressions aside... Haha. Today was all in all a great day =) Alrighty i really shd turn in... Early day tomorrow!! (Must get good record for UGC from now on!! Yikes!!)
Have so much more to say.. Will say more tml i guess! =)
Thursday, October 12, 2006
heeeellppp
omg........................................... i'm still effing awake, pia-ing the psy! haha
just decided to sneak here and blog for a bit. Sleep and Hypnosis!! OMG i crave both now. I wanna meditate meditate meditate! Sigh.
arghs. ok going back to pia-ing now. will blog again when i'm done. see if i'll have the chance to sleep yea. zzzz so darn sleepy lol
just decided to sneak here and blog for a bit. Sleep and Hypnosis!! OMG i crave both now. I wanna meditate meditate meditate! Sigh.
arghs. ok going back to pia-ing now. will blog again when i'm done. see if i'll have the chance to sleep yea. zzzz so darn sleepy lol
heyy... i'm supposed to have blogged ytd! hahaha as in wednesday la! But now is past midnight le dammit. =(
am rushing psy now.. shd be back soon
just wanted to tell y'all tt Mondays are my TV nights!! Absolutely fantastic shows: starting 10pm with ANTM, then Grey's Anatomy at 11pm and Scrubs at 12mn! I'd watch Fraser too if I wasn't too tired by then lol.
Heh. However, late night tv-watching has its detriments -- BINGING!!!
Hehe. Alrighties will blog more later. Psy calls!! =)
am rushing psy now.. shd be back soon
just wanted to tell y'all tt Mondays are my TV nights!! Absolutely fantastic shows: starting 10pm with ANTM, then Grey's Anatomy at 11pm and Scrubs at 12mn! I'd watch Fraser too if I wasn't too tired by then lol.
Heh. However, late night tv-watching has its detriments -- BINGING!!!
Hehe. Alrighties will blog more later. Psy calls!! =)
Tuesday, October 10, 2006
it's me and my mooncake =)
heyy...
my goodness... totally dunno how to fix d prob... Don't want to Iframe it at all.. But then if like tt, you guys won't get to read my archives... HOW??? Heh. I'll try to work this out man heh.
Aanyhow... UGC today was relatively ok, considering I'd only managed to study for about 2hours technically. I knew SHIZZ about Greece and Athens... The question about Buddhism VS Epicurianism I screwed it up so bad!! I said what, Epicurianism is about Man being the master of his own Fate when in actuality, Epicureanism is about the (i quote the textbook) "Pursuit of pleasure" for some reason or other... SIGH! If I had known right, tt question woulda been SOOOOOOOOOO easy can!?? Hedonism versus freedom from desire!? LIKE, the most obvious qn in the world!!!
Sigh. So totally dead le. Trying so hard not to be competitive
not to be jealous
cannot be jealous!!
Hmms... I'm trying hard to be all-rounded in terms of my results... So far ok ba... Doing well for ESL, CSE, UGC and PSY (EXCLUDING MIDTERMS!) and can't say for COM coz no quiz yet..
However... The MIDTERMS is gonna screw everything up. Sigh. Dun wanna say le =( NVM!! Pia hard for finals and all homework assignments and quizzes from now on!! I want a magna cum laude! hehe.
Ok enough about school and results... I've so much to blog about. So so so much. Hehe. However... I'm gonna keep y'all in suspense!! Event-blog comin' up so hang around folks! See ya soon! =)
my goodness... totally dunno how to fix d prob... Don't want to Iframe it at all.. But then if like tt, you guys won't get to read my archives... HOW??? Heh. I'll try to work this out man heh.
Aanyhow... UGC today was relatively ok, considering I'd only managed to study for about 2hours technically. I knew SHIZZ about Greece and Athens... The question about Buddhism VS Epicurianism I screwed it up so bad!! I said what, Epicurianism is about Man being the master of his own Fate when in actuality, Epicureanism is about the (i quote the textbook) "Pursuit of pleasure" for some reason or other... SIGH! If I had known right, tt question woulda been SOOOOOOOOOO easy can!?? Hedonism versus freedom from desire!? LIKE, the most obvious qn in the world!!!
Sigh. So totally dead le. Trying so hard not to be competitive
not to be jealous
cannot be jealous!!
Hmms... I'm trying hard to be all-rounded in terms of my results... So far ok ba... Doing well for ESL, CSE, UGC and PSY (EXCLUDING MIDTERMS!) and can't say for COM coz no quiz yet..
However... The MIDTERMS is gonna screw everything up. Sigh. Dun wanna say le =( NVM!! Pia hard for finals and all homework assignments and quizzes from now on!! I want a magna cum laude! hehe.
Ok enough about school and results... I've so much to blog about. So so so much. Hehe. However... I'm gonna keep y'all in suspense!! Event-blog comin' up so hang around folks! See ya soon! =)
Monday, October 09, 2006
OMG OMG..
finally realised what's wrong with the entry-formatting.. stupid placement of code -__-"" hahahaha i feel so dumb now can.. too used to my "columns" formatting PLUS nv touching Blogger renders me incompetent when it comes to blogskinning lol
Was so uber tempted to just use a Blogskin from Blogskin.com! Found some nice ones somemore!! Haha. Damn much nicer than mine la.
Lol. The more I look at this layout, the more I hate it. Will be changing layout soon guys, don't worry.
Am almost halfway through the coding of the blog!! Just the navigation to fix now =)) That one shd be easy once i id my div layer.. I say SHOULD.. If it ends up that I have to Iframe the whole thing, I'm gonna spontaneously combust.
So anyways, lately, I've been obssessing over Fa Ru Xue. Yes, very slow, I know. But it's uber nice la! And I finally poofed Yuan You Hui =)) Super happy. Haha. Jay Chou won't you marry meeee?? Hahaha.
It must be the lateness of the hour, my head's spinning like mad.
Have lots more to blog about, but now's really not the time. See you guys soon =))
finally realised what's wrong with the entry-formatting.. stupid placement of code -__-"" hahahaha i feel so dumb now can.. too used to my "columns" formatting PLUS nv touching Blogger renders me incompetent when it comes to blogskinning lol
Was so uber tempted to just use a Blogskin from Blogskin.com! Found some nice ones somemore!! Haha. Damn much nicer than mine la.
Lol. The more I look at this layout, the more I hate it. Will be changing layout soon guys, don't worry.
Am almost halfway through the coding of the blog!! Just the navigation to fix now =)) That one shd be easy once i id my div layer.. I say SHOULD.. If it ends up that I have to Iframe the whole thing, I'm gonna spontaneously combust.
So anyways, lately, I've been obssessing over Fa Ru Xue. Yes, very slow, I know. But it's uber nice la! And I finally poofed Yuan You Hui =)) Super happy. Haha. Jay Chou won't you marry meeee?? Hahaha.
It must be the lateness of the hour, my head's spinning like mad.
Have lots more to blog about, but now's really not the time. See you guys soon =))
wooh.. finally figured out what was wrong wit d absolute positioning thingy.. Thanks maddy for lookin! =)
It's effing 3:12 am and I've just realised tt i've yet to study for UGC. Great. Just great.
I most prob will oversleep again tml and miss COM101.. Joy.
Anyhow, lookit the title of the page!! Hehe. Cool eh? I actually wanted to put
with the shadow of a doubt, a hint of deception and the ghost of conspiracy, a whisper was STOLEN
but too long sia. haha. okies now to add the extra content.
If you're here reading this already.. WELCOME hehe
It's effing 3:12 am and I've just realised tt i've yet to study for UGC. Great. Just great.
I most prob will oversleep again tml and miss COM101.. Joy.
Anyhow, lookit the title of the page!! Hehe. Cool eh? I actually wanted to put
with the shadow of a doubt, a hint of deception and the ghost of conspiracy, a whisper was STOLEN
but too long sia. haha. okies now to add the extra content.
If you're here reading this already.. WELCOME hehe
Sunday, October 08, 2006
New Chapter... AGAIN
Haha. Like the layout guys?
I'd decided to do an i-frame one this time... Well, I'm not exactly using an Iframe but it's the generic Iframe layout so yea.. Heh. Haha I was having some problems viewing the silly DIVs then i realised tt I was using Firefox, and I haven't downloaded the div plug-in yet so.. Haha. Spent half an hour fixing a bug that was just due to browser prob. -__-" So anyways, warning.. If you don't see everything nicely formatted, esp the date heading (shd be big and purple) and the signing off part (should be purple and italicized), you're not seeing things right, capisce? =)
My goodness... Finally got a layout of my OWN to work with Blogger.. Heh. I know I've always been super elitist, refusing to work on Blogger (or using lousy templates). However, for the sake of convenience and my future readers, I'd decided to just have a go at this ridiculous thing. See? Love me love me! Haha.
Here are the preferred specs for viewing this blog: IE 5.0 and above (mozzy rocks but the div issue...) and screen res of 1280X1024 (if i'm not wrong)
Yeppers. Haha
Will continue to blog later.. Needa fix up the code.. See ya guys around!!
I'd decided to do an i-frame one this time... Well, I'm not exactly using an Iframe but it's the generic Iframe layout so yea.. Heh. Haha I was having some problems viewing the silly DIVs then i realised tt I was using Firefox, and I haven't downloaded the div plug-in yet so.. Haha. Spent half an hour fixing a bug that was just due to browser prob. -__-" So anyways, warning.. If you don't see everything nicely formatted, esp the date heading (shd be big and purple) and the signing off part (should be purple and italicized), you're not seeing things right, capisce? =)
My goodness... Finally got a layout of my OWN to work with Blogger.. Heh. I know I've always been super elitist, refusing to work on Blogger (or using lousy templates). However, for the sake of convenience and my future readers, I'd decided to just have a go at this ridiculous thing. See? Love me love me! Haha.
Here are the preferred specs for viewing this blog: IE 5.0 and above (mozzy rocks but the div issue...) and screen res of 1280X1024 (if i'm not wrong)
Yeppers. Haha
Will continue to blog later.. Needa fix up the code.. See ya guys around!!
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