ahhhh!!

hahas. must make the deadline! Haha. i'm bloggin daily yea


So anws, just came back frm the Vivace concert held by UOL SIM. Haha. Was a good event overall so Kudos to joseph and liwen and gang!! =) (Mannn, i'm infused with Joseph's perfume... Bvlgari pour homme. Wo0t!! Hahahas) Oh and the solo backstage+sound control guy Teck Sheng (aka Took Shing[coz he can't pronounce my name]) hahahaha freaking hilarious. So anws, tong and daryl won the duet section, which i totally expected. I screamed my sore throat hoarse for em!! Haha. I'm the best fan in the world man. Totally threw all my face away for tong la!!! Haha. And silas and I just screamed, took photos all night long. Kudos to Gas for turning up too!! Eunice, your boyfriend is becoming a replica of you mann!! Haha. But really, it's good tt Gas turned up to support tong haha.

I know, I'm so high right? Coz I. HAVE A NEW TARGET!!!!!!! Hahahahahaha. Of course, it's just a passing thing, but hey, life has reason! Hahahaha. Honestly it's just a small thing... But hahahas at least it's a nice diversion.


Woke up at 9+ today when tong called.. She came to my house, bought breakfast for me, then I did her makeup etc for her. Wo0t am so so so SOOOOO pleased wit my masterpiece =) Though she was already very well-crafted to begin with haha. Everyone was like tong so pretty! So girly! but so pretty! You should wear like this more often etc.. Hahaha then i was at her side bowing and bowing!!! And ppl liked her makeup K!!! I'm good, I'm good~~ RAAAAHHH!! Hahahah. Coz i picked her clothes, told her to get a nice hairband, did her makeup etc. I'm good, I'm good I'm good. Y'know it i'm good. I have ppl queuing for my services already mann!! Haha. I'm good i'm good i'm good!! Hahaha


Then went to sch to meet RAHRAHPRIYABANGBANGBOOBOOYOUGETTHEDRIFT to watch PRISONBREAK for our comms exam. Hah. Thought I wouldn't like the show but I LURVE IT TO BITS!!!! WENTWORTH MILLER WENTWORTH MILLER I LUB YOU SOOOOO!!! Hahahahahahahah. Sth's wrong man. I'm mad. Haha. But the show is good. I don't like wonky-eyed-lawyer but i think Nick Savronn(or sth like tt) is cute, and damn, all the inmates, i lurve em all mann!! Esp Michael(main character)'s CELLIE! Hahaha. Latino gets me going. I love shows tt make u think!!


Anw, then was the concert, which i'll blog abt and post pics of later.

I'm high!!! Hahaahahaha. Today was a great day!!! =) Wheee~~ And din hafta spend much money mann. Daryl bought all my food for me today (since i was stuck downstairs wit rahrah watching prisonbreak) and just hung at sch. Cabbed down to sch frm home (tong paid first) and shared a cab back wit Hanhui(Teru) coz he wanted to hear my gossip(aka who my new target is... yea he's from sim) so yea I only had to pay like $4 for the cab ride in the end. Hahahaa. Sharing cabs rocks. Thanks teru!!! Hahaha.



I'm high! And no, though i have a new target (and ppl actually approve), I am not gonna get serious about this. Hahahahaha. It's just good to have eye-candy plus crush or sth. Hee.


Crushes make the world a nice place! Hahahahahaahahahaha. Ok i'm certified MAD. =)

haahhas!!

oh man. i just finished YET another layout. Hahas. Oh wells. you guys bear with this one first. I'll leave it up till everyone's screamin for the other one! Heh

The other one can be viewed here, btw.

Cable tv rocks. WLIIA rocks. Pls pls network execs pls bring back WLIIA! =)


Haven't mentioned val in awhile, so HELLO BABE!!

And MICH =)
AND EUNICE=)
AND TONG=) Hee.


Btw, I feel really bad for this. I wanted to wish Wenz happy birthday on Midnight of morn of 25th Nov but fell asleep coz I was sick. Then the whole of 25th Nov I was like, ok must msg her at 12mn tonight. Then dunno what I was doing then forgot!? Then the next day want to msg to apologise then until now still haven't =(

WENZ - HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!! BELATED!. You now have the license to slap me when u see me. Sigh. Love ya girl =)

newness!

hahas. new layout. at last right. the other layout was killing me. I don't really like this layout very much either but hey! Chad Michael Murray! =)

Enjoy this while it lasts. Haha. CSE exam today guys. Was ok I guess. I kept telling myself to do slowly, not to walk out too early. Hah. Dun stress people out. So I was like totally taking my time. But enjoyed myself during this exam. Quite perverse eh? Haha. I liked the javascript writing bit. Really fun =)



Argh. Can't say the same for the next few papers. Gotta mug mug mug soon! Aye. Pics comin up and, TAG PPL!


On a happier note - we got our cable today! As in, cable tv. Hah. HBO love and TVBS love! Haha. Though I wished we had celestial, starmovies, starmovies chinese too! Oh and the Disney channel and Cartoon Network! Haha. But if I had all these I'd be glued to the tube man. Heh.


PS If you want/don't want your link added, pls tag and say so. Or msn. Whatever =)

aye

cse exam tml... i dun even know what time it is.. aye. and my throat hurts real bad. and i haven't revised for cse yet!! gonna go revise now heh. nth much to report... had a lazy day today=) and anw, had first tuition today after a nice break. hah. ok gtg. throat. hurts.bad.bad.bad.

ps new courses for nx sem are out -- MATHS!?!?!?! grrr

various temptations...

so i was just about to go and sleep when i though, "ah heck, let's just get down to blogging"

y'know, i've never really blogged about what i wanted to properly blog about coz so many things just keep happening. haha. oh wells


mos wit my came ppl was fun! haha. not really what i'm used to coz i'm used to just chiong-ing the dance floor asap and dancing for really really long, while this time we hung around for qt awhile before actually dancing. first we walked around smoove, then the main arena, then went to 21(i think tt's the name) then went to the vip room (i really dunno the name of tt one). haha. tell ya, the stupidest was in the vip room. we were what fuck standing there watching soccer? i was like, dancing there already and people were just hanging around screaming and watching the soccer tt was projected on the wall?! haha. so sorry girls if i kept screaming about wanting to go and dance haha.

then we went for drinks first before they decided to dance. haha. anw, you don't need a blowby. so anw we danced at arena, the place was freaking PACKED!!! PACKED!!! cldn't even move i tell ya. after maddie, zk and their friend darius left, evy and i went to join ann, des, lena and their friends and i tell ya we freaking danced beside the amp all night! freaking vibrations. haha. anw, was great to see ann and des tgt =) they looked really happy dancing tgt and ann was so proud of des. haha yah la des is a good dancer i admit K! haha.

i need to stop dancing the way i do (though it's really damn good exercise lol). hahaha. and i need to stop looking like a lesbian. haha. evy and i danced thigh to thigh, tell ya, damn what la! haha. thigh to thigh as in like, her thigh my thigh her thigh my thigh. wooh. hot sia. haha.

we left earlier than my usual.. (my usual = when the music stops and the lights come on hahaha) at abt 3+ 4, then went to liang court mac's etc. tt's when I felt the effects of mixing liquors. Haha. I know, the drinks were very NOT hardcore but wth I like my drinks sweet la! apricot brandy, galliano coke and bacardis - tt's what we had (bacardi 1-for-1) and i'm ashamed to say, it was the first time i mixed alcohols. my stomach was already queasy in the morning and aftnn then mix liao wah! almost died. lucky nv puke lol. Thanks to whoever it was tt bought us all drinks after tt at macs -- green tea saved my life lol.

i cabbed back to shui's hostel where i was crashing for the night heh. Gotta love my babe shui much =) She's the perfect host ever!
a) offered to lend me like, everything of hers and all the good stuff! like she'd take out her dior addict lipstick (brand spanking new) and lent me her good shampoo and dior bathing stuff and etc etc and all her makeup! shui you're too generous!
b) helped us get into the club through vip when our rather big party of 9 cldn't make it onto des's guest list and the queue was too freaking long by the time we arrived. (even though she wasn't there!!) thanks shui love ya loads!
c) almost gave me her bed to sleep in lol. in the end we shared, heng. if not i'll be so paiseh i'd sleep on the floor and not move until she agreed to sleep in her bed la!
d) tended to my needs kept me company etc even though she was mugging hard for her exam the next day!!!

anyways, by the time we both slept (she was up mugging) it was 730am like tt? haha. so stupid. i was feeling queasy and bad and all haha. Thanks a lot shui i love you so much hehe. Hope i didn't mess up ur room and hope you liked my little (very little) surprise. Heh. And your bed - i really wanted to go wash ur bedsheets de hahaha but then scared later by the time dry i already reach home liao so haha sorry babe.

love ya shui!!!


so anyways, we're going for MILKSHAKE at MOS on 9th December. All of you LOLLYPOP KIDS! BETTER COME!!! I BETTER SEE YOU THERE OR ELSE!!! Wahaha. Seriously if you're comin right, tell me soon hah. Dunno whether later got repeat incident then need to use what guest list again. Wahahaha.

it was always too late

whoa. it's like, time really flies



so yesterday(Tuesday) I took a long walk home through the pouring pouring rain

all I know is tt it was cold
and i got fever again
and I only got scared when the lightning struck.


at one point the lightning struck and i thought it struck me! I know, damn drama. I wish it had, and tt I could have died a quick one.

but stuff doesn't happen like tt.


it was just very cold
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don't ask me why. i forgot my umbrella, and i didn't have the heart to ask my mom to come out of the safe dry warm house to hand me an umbrella. with her back like tt somemore. anw, i'd been wanting to walk in the rain for a while now. I needed to feel the rain beat down on me, the water trickling down my face, into my eyes, into my mouth, just drenching me through and through.

it felt good in a bad way, like the most forbidden of all temptations. it got cold when the wind blew, tt's all.
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aye, been a bad day today. i crashed again ytd, just crashed. missed ugc ytd... got home and the rain thing crashed me again, so missed esl today. though tt one is a story tt's a whole lot more complicated and i don't wanna talk abt it.

met tong to help her shop for her talentime clothes today. then we went to take neoprints, play arcade and watch movie!! All things i've been craving to do for awhile now and never been able to find someone to indulge me. Thanks tong, you rock =)

Step Up was great =) Y'know, I really love Channing Tatum in tt show. Hot bod and striking looks aside, his laidback and nonchalant look was soo... YUM. Hahaha. The girls were hot too, I think Lucy(in the show) was especially gorgeous and Miles is cute =) Haha. I love all the dance routines and music and all, and am currently poofing the STEP UP OST. Haha. Aye. We shall not talk abt romance. Cupid- get thee away! Singaporean guys are just freaking boring and too damn self-centred. Girls agree? Haha. Tt's why I'm only gonna find my man when I go over to either UK or US. Wheee.

Speaking of Step Up, tml my C.A.M.E girls and I are going to MOS. Haha. Our first time clubbing tgt, wonder how it'll be. Shd be fun =)) Haha. Can't wait to dance after watching Step Up!! We're gonna have ourselves some flings aren't we, single girls? BRING IT ON! Wahaha. Damn, I sound freaking deranged.

Val's comin over tml so we can mug =) Then she's gonna crash psy! Wheees. Haha. I love it when my darls come visit me in sch. Feels like bringing my family around wit me. Love you guys so much.

Arh Ben -- I just KNEW IT! Hahahaha. You so ulu-ated you sure haven't go the National Library yet. Hahahahahas =) Miss ya darl. Let's meet up real real soon! Hahas. I'm super excited to see what u got me!!! Can u just tell me? I'm like dying of curiosity!! Hahas.

Gonna sleepover at evy's tml, so don't count on my blogging on time!
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it was always too late

self-inflicted

dunno why i'm torturing myself like tt







my whole body is crashing. i'm super fatigued. slept just now for an hr and when i woke up, i was so dizzy and felt like puking etc. mann. lack of sleep sucks.


tv was good. antm =) and that ghost show!




today, sorted lots of things out with people. see? we shd always give each other a chance and not jump to conclusions etc. and no, i don't care what ppl i dunno say abt me. i know who's worth caring abt and who's not. so you can take ur gossip abt me and shove it up your humongous arsehole(which, funnily enough, is on your face, right below your wonk of a nose). Hah.


Funny. Anws. Whatevs. I cldn't care less. I know you read my blog. Asking out of politeness only yah. I mean c'mon, yarndink links my blog and u visit her blog, DUH? I may have done badly for As but i'm not dumb=) no offense intended.


Politics suck but hey, i think we all mature through the process. At this stage, all of us are learning new things about ourselves. Jac learnt abt not hating ***, I learnt not to care what ppl say, Val learnt tt she loves trannies. WAHAHAHA Ok i'm kidding abt tt last one. Tong learnt what it's like to like/love someone, Eunice learnt more abt me, i guess


I just need to learn how to keep loving myself! Haha. Funnily enough, this phrase has been thrown all over the blogosphere recently. Fuck gossip. Let's all not give a shit. I don't care when ppl gossip abt u, u dun care when ppl gossip abt me. I will defend u like u asked me to, coz aye, I feel a need to publish the truth(my journalism ideals haha) and i really had nth against u. As for whether you want to defend me, whatev! Haha. There are people who defend me, and then there are people who really defend me.
(Oh and just to make things clear, yes helena, i'm referring toyou lol)


As for the melvin issue. Haha. Wisdomless Kor and I have not talked abt much more. I dunno. Move on, move on, i guess. Have kept moving on and "bury"-ing for 5 years, another 5 years wouldn't hurt. I just wish I'll meet better people.



Oh and giving other people a chance is scary. They take it the wrong way and start assuming you're their girlfriend or sth. Much as I want someone to report to, it's not you. Sorry!




I know the prev entry was very angsty. I mean every word. I don't care what other ppl in general think abt me -- i'm confident that way -- but I know what i am so yea. There is no need to cheer me up or what.

Haha Arh Ben -- strangle what i think is not true. Wahaha. I'll strangle unicorns and fallacies and lots of other stuff man.




Very rambly entry i know. I dunno what I'm doing these days. Zombie-fied! Too effing tired. Oh presentation was ok i guess, i spoke REEEEAAALLY fast as usual. Hahahas. Actually, I was faster than usual. Which got stupid "choo-choo-train" comments from the king of all bengs mr jostian himself. Wtf. Haha.



Oh. And melvin isn't wit her. Kor CONFIRM. haha. Stupid. It's just so odd tt kor can know so much abt how i feel, and i dunno if melvin knows tt kor knows, but whatev, it's weird tt they can be "quite good" friends. WEIRD. Guys are weird. Oh but kor cannot confirm he's not wit anyone else.


Aiyah. One-sided then one-sided lor. What to do. I think a few weeks ago I'd already resigned myself to being one-sided liao. I still feel stupid. I can still see the loser side of him, but I'm freaking painting a nice image of him again! Stupid right! Absence, oh u really make the heart grow fonder.


Blame it on James. JamesBond. Haha. Watched Casiono Royale wit my family on Saturday. Wah freak man the sex/almost-sex scenes... SO HOT!! Wahaha. Though i don't really like Daniel Craig's body(too beefy!!), I tell you, the girls were so freaking hot they made up for it. Oh and we watched it at Vivo GV, after I went to the National Library at Bugis to study. WTF la. I'm super slow. It's my first time there leh! Can u believe it?? FIRST TIME!! Haha but i bet arh ben, you haven't even been there =) haha. So i'm not so loser yet! Wahahahaha. Anw yea so was studying then i actually brought lots of stuff. Heavy stuff! Then i had to walk ard vivo wit my parents and brother and my dad was so irritating! Refused to let me put my stuff down in the car first(coz the car was too far away) Then i had to freaking lug it around! Then at one point i asked him to hold for me while i went to get my hot dog, HE HAD THE HEART TO PASS IT TO MY MOM??? Hello!!! Mom's back isn't even recovered yet lA!!! She still cannot sit down etc!!?!?!?!?!


Damn fed up. But anw, it's all over. Plus he accidentally gave me extra allowance this week so I'm not telling him. Wahahaha. Evil evil.



Paid for Rahrahbangbangboobookiangkiangspreeeeeeyagarypapaya's bday prezzie today lol. Her prezzie from her besties is so gorgeous!!! This really expensive LOTR necklace with the ONE RING hanging from it!!! Damn gorgeous. Haha. It's good to have great friends.


Rahrah! I know u read this. When you do come and visit lol. Hmm, i wanna tell ya tt people can be insensitive/ignorant but they don't mean it, or it wasn't deliberate! I understand the race issue girl =) Try to be less prickly? Hah. Then you'll find tt actually people aren't so bad? Heh. LIKE MEEEE. Hahahaha.


Funny how so many of my close friends hated me at first. Hah. Whenever i think of these people it makes all the backstabbing/gossipping easier to bear. Coz I know these gossipmongers don't know me, just like how my now-close friends didn't know me in the beginning, then when they got to know me they just loved me for who i am =) Wheee~
These people include!! Jac, Tong, Edna, HNL ppl, Mich. I think tt's it? Haha. Other ppl who hated me before becoming my friend right, I can't rmb le. Haha. Bygones, bygones. Funny eh? How first impressions count, but they don't in the long run. Coz what's important is acceptance and open-ness(?).



CAME are gonna drunk ourselves concussed when finals are over. A lot of bad stuff happening for the 4 of us lately, esp in the BGR realm. Haha. Sounds so superficial right. But we're all so suay. Sighs.



I need anti-depressants. Or substance abuse.

i don't know...

i guess you could say



i'm quite shattered




aye. i know. i've been advised against this so many times and i keep doing this. I see the trap laid out and I just willingly walk into it. Again. and Again. And AGAIN.



i can't sleep





so what happened was tt kor came n asked abt the prev blog entry, then SUDDENLY rmbed to tell me tt he was playing soccer wit him just now. Thanks arh. Cannot tell me earlier one right. Then.. Just said stuff tt made me very.. BANGBOOMPOWSLAPWTFPOPBAMPOOM. Basically.. Kor feels tt it's all very one-sided. On my side.




sigh.. i know, i know.. i said it was more or less over. Girls are cheap, rmb? And i'm of the cheapest variety.




I know I need to move on. I feel very demeaned. But there's no way to move on unless there's someone new! And there isn't. It's all so impossible. The one(s) tt like me (or whatever they're trying to hide) are just... not my type... And the nice ones, they just won't lower their sights to my standard one. I'm simply not good enough!

My current guy friends are just tt -- friends. I'm just friends with most all of the males i know. And it's very obvious. And even if i like any one of them -- HELLO?? I seriously have no standard la. Dun tell me i deserve better. Tell that to the people who ARE better. Dun fucking boost my morale for nothing when I'm not what you think i am. Stop telling me fuck like "They should see the niceness in you" or "You're more desirable than *insertnameofhot/chio/popularwitguysgirlhere*, i don't understand why no guys like you"

FACE IT. I don't appeal to fucking guys tt way. I am
A) Physically unattractive
B) Passive/Aggressive
C) to sum it up - a lump of faeces.


Yah. Self-esteem is fuck. Confidence = sexy? My fucking ass. Confidence+physicallyattractive THEN = sexy. Not otherwise. I'm more aware of where I stand then any of you realise. So stop trying to comfort me with your meaningless words of praise. I know all about the art of euphemism - i know what your honeyed words belie. For every word of praise you shower, I know you mean I am lacking in every other department.


So what if i have good character?
So what if, according to some people(this was told to be by someone who overheard), I have a very attractive personality?
SO WHAT?

Who gives a fuck.







Yah. I'm pissed. Dead pissed. I dunno. Angry with myself. Angry. Rage does weird things to me sometimes. I may accept people I wouldn't under normal circumstances. I think I'll accept him. Even if I don't know him. I mean. I need an outlet. He's there. Whatever! Who fucking cares about how he'll feel? He'd be honored i even mentioned him in here. Fucker.


Sometimes I just wish I never broke wit zong. Then if we went on tgt, he could have made me happy, and I could have overlooked/changed whatever aspects of him tt i wasn't happy with. I was too immature to see that I guess. At least he's tall!!


Other times I wonder, why can't i just like my current guy friends? I mean, my two close(st) guy friends come into mind -- Arh Ben and Kor. I mean, I've mentioned several times how i think kor is really quite shuai etc. (he's sibeh haolian) But, for some reason, i just don't. Haha. I also dunno why.. I mean, the fact tt i even have to think about it..? As for Arh Ben, we'd cleared this issue between us LONG AGO. Donkey years ago! Haha. We just don't like each other that way. How sad right. Coz arh ben is such a nice guy, any girl would be lucky to have you as boyfriend! I mean, seriously, arh ben is fucking nice. Nice nice nice nice nice! I know i can always always always count on him. I can msg him ANYTIME and he'll not be offended. He will always have time for me. Y'know, just perfect boyfriend material. But aye. Say already. Dun like. Not tt way.


Other people I've so-called targetted - pui. Since when have i been serious abt anyone after melvin? I don't have the guts to anymore.




I just want someone who loves me, whom i love (duh), whom I can msg to report where I am everytime I go somewhere, someone I can shower gifts on, someone I can love!!

Fuck. I should stop daydreaming. Coz it's never gonna happen to a pile of shit like ME.



Maybe i can sleep now.

my ghost

hmm. sigh. been thinking a lot about him lately.


Ghost

I turned to my right and you were there
Smiling you took
My burdens to bear
I knew in real life you wouldn’t even care
So content I was in my castle in the air

I turned to my left
Turned into your embrace
In the ghost of your hug
I felt so safe
I never knew the feeling
Where time stopped in space
But I know I saw forever
In the ghost of your face

I continued walking
I held a stony glare
My imaginary you
Was all that I had
You weren’t beside me
You would never be
Caring and considerate to me

I opened my eyes
And turned on my pillow
There you were
My dear bedfellow
Fondly you smiled
And fingered my hair
All the world stopped
Your touch was all I could bear

In the evening breeze
I almost feel your hand
Your fingers and mine
Entwined
I pause and shivered
You stopped there too
Gave me your jacket
Clichéd but thoughtful

The harsh cruel wind
Slapped me out of my dream
Determinedly I walk on
The ghost of you lost
I sigh and exhale
A puff of desolate regret
So many things to do
But I just can’t forget.

I walk on in circles
My feet slowly pounding
And in my heart’s eye
Our memories I’m hounding
So I can reconstruct for me
A more vivid ghost to see
Then I hear a cough
A whisper of my name
I turn to look
And turned into your real embrace.

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Maybe this silliness will go away tomorrow
So for now just let me wallow
In my own misery
Just let me be

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I give up! I've really been thinking a lot about him recently... But i have the feeling he's together with her now. Hah. Ohwells. Anw. Lots to blog about. Soon! Haha. And new layout coming soon too. Shd be able to blog more next week. After COM101 presentation i'll be all done!! hee.

Alrighty guys see ya soon!!

And yes, my mom's fine now=) Thanks all for the concern!!
PS: broke another nail today =( OUCH. Right index finger. Sigh.

ayee... i know. i know. i'll be blogging later today k! lots to blog abt

in the meantime, really tough qn for esl! grr. gotta do. and gotta go study for ugc test now! ciao guys =) blog more soon!

really have loads to blog abt! =)

busy busy busy!

argh really busy


projects, hwk, assignments. i'll be glad when this week is over

oh and tuition is starting again
sigh. three times a week
sigh


my mom's in hospital now. hurt her head. x-ray.

blog more later

meeting deadlines!

argh better post this before i have no time

as usual i'm rushing to do homework

and rushing to blog on time heh

ok. have loads to blog abt

life's weird. i'm confused. sigh

maybe. baby?

so i saw something really cool on the bus ride home

A rawther gigantic sign saying THINK TOFU on the wall of Bukit Timah Plaza(i think, or was it Beauty World? Hmm)

How friggin catchy! =)

You will pardon the disjointed thoughts today. Sorry for not blogging for two days.. Internet screwed and generous neighbour decided to be not-so-generous heh.

anw. have more to blog abt but watching WLIIA now lols.

past few days have been fine =) managed to finish my work sort of in time heh.

ok ok say more soon =) see ya guys!

arghs

i think i'm gonna sleep first.. grr

finish up my draft tomorrow! i just blogged the prev entry arh.. dun be fooled by the time haha coz i loaded the page way earlier than i started blogging =) see ya guys

me and my nobody

am sleeeeepyyyy am very very sleeeeppyyy

but hafta... finish... esl draft..! dang.

watched too much youtube and played too many games la! Hais. And still hafta finish comms proj and study psy! Thank goodness tml once i finish cse shd have time to study..

wanted to write a poem just now. dunno if i have the strength to do so now. and voices scream CHERLYNN! DO YOUR HOMEWORK! hmms. they sound oddly like my mother. and val. and tong. and shui. lols. having hallucinations!


My Date With Nobody
T'was a fine sunny Tuesday
As pleasant as can be
I was looking forward to this day
I had a date, you see.

The man was truly quite shy but
He hid it oh so well
His face glowed red when he let out a fart
And then he tripped and fell.

When he stood up again he said,
In a voice that sounded strangled,
"These are for you" and handed me red
Roses that were all mangled.

I stifled a laugh and expressed my thanks
His red did not subside
As we left my block, he held my hand
With a grip that was sweaty and tight

Barred from his knowledge, I was, like him,
Feeling very nervous.
For though his veneer was truly quite thin,
He had an impressive history of lovers.

We sat and talked over fish and chips
About nothing in general
And by the time we gave the waiter his tip
I thought I was at a funeral

He could seem hunky to some other people
But our date was oh so boring
I want a man who can make me giggle
From the night until the morning

Impressive you are, good looks and all
You even have the body
But without the wit, the charm and the balls,
You are just nobody
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BRAINDRAIN GUYS! I'm so dying. And the poem's quite bad. I didn't want it to turn out this way. Will write another one soon! Ciao guys! Heh

javascript

whee~~

i so love loops! haha. i just finished coding my page on Guessing someone's age! For all of you who are looking for an algorithm to analyze, look no further! I'll write one here, but it's a code ya, not an algo. go to http://dontfallinlove.net/playaround.html to try the function out and you can view the source code there. ask me if you don't understand anything. THIS OFFER SPECIALLY FOR CSE 111 STUDENTS only! I'll be writing more programs soon so hang in there! =)

Don't worry guys i'll be writing more soon - i'm hooked! Thinking of what other programs i can write and have fun with =) However, my knowledge is rather limited, especially like, limited mainly to loops and if else statements so dun ask too much of me k! Hee

yupps. will update more soon. was watching tv wit my momma just now - The 1030 show on CH8 is really really really good!!! Freakin scary la!! Wo0t! heh. Then watched Fear Factor. Damn gross. I nearly puked. Haha.

KK. will update more soon. Love y'all bitches n hoes! hee

loya!

random title yah.

heh. ytd eeeeeveeee stayed over!! =)) whees. we did comms project a bit and talk a lot.. then go and sleep lol. then now also pia-ing project but also project a bit talk a lot. but we heng the people we interviewed super helpful sia coz they just answered all the questions we needa answer for us lor, haha.

anw. I think like got quite a bit to blog abt. Oh yah. Now in school. We are super SPYing and BITCHing hehe. Dammit i'm a BAD BAD GIRL!! Heh. My eeeeveeee is my proud proud protege=) hees. *hugs*

Wells, on Friday, the day after i broke my poor ol' nail.. Edna came over to school to join me for lunch! And gave me a bday treat etc=)) Whees. Then we met Tabbs heah at the drinks stall so it was kinda like a mini 4GY reunion!! Heh. Happy. I dunno why nowadays my typing got so many "s"s.. Haha.. Like I wanna say happy i will say HAPPIES. Haha. or like, Tabbs and Whees and Hugs.. Sighs.


SEE??? SIGHS wtf


Then yea! ESL was kinda fun. Love my yiting and priyarahrah and yarndink and weilin! Heh.

Okies Saturday went out wit Valval. Haha OMG why am I in such a hunny bunny mode?? Like totally repeat ppl's names and sound so act cute. Brrr.

Anyways yea went out. Haha. People! I'm on a DIET!!! At least, when my period is over my diet will start ya. Hee. Did a funky black pedi wit gold topcoat! Whee. Haha. Yupps.

Today was good ba.. Hees. Went for lunch wit val today bought the FOX fleeeeeece sweater! $23 only!!! Yumms! Heh.


What else..?? Hmms. I love my eeeeeveeee! Hehe=) *muahs.


-- kua kua kua -- *heh!=P*

heyyy

hey guys

about to rush off to church but i'll make this a quick one=))

I'm on a quest to get rid of all my unwanted fats!! And save money at the same time!! =))

haha yea. alrighty will blog more later. sorry for not bloggin ytd.. the internet was down ya

bye all!


anGRY, hunGRY n what else?

more pics!!

Just more pics!

oooh la la

i'm in the school canteen now hehe. yiting just asked me what i am doing now=) Hahaha

ok will blog more later.. gotta do my essay outline. UGC was ok =) Actually quite great la.. the first question i anyhow bang also got it correct WHEEE hahaha.

blog more later! lotsa pics!=)

oh and yes

haha forgot to mention abt other stuffs..


rebonded my hair after school on Tuesday.. priyadarl was there wit me throughout the whole thing heh. Poor girl, if not for my alien antics i think she'da been so so so bored! Haha. Bye Spreeya! Hehehe

So yea! Better hair. My goodness been waiting for this for so long la. Now i'll have better hair for about a month heh. Then i can go cut it and have good hair for another about 3 months. Hee. Wheee. I'll let ya have a look -- recent-er pics! =)

Rightos.. More photos comin up! Heh. Mainly of cca and tong! Hee. See? Better hair all around. =) Alrighty needa sleep now. Quiz tml and haven't studied!! Grrr *hates self* See ya all soon! =)

ouch

my gawd


i broke a nail in the worst way possible. it's OUCH. OUCH OUCH! My left thumb, in case you were wondering. it hurts so bad! i was smoothing my skirt (wit my left hand duh) before sitting down on the bus when it (the bus) jerked and i fell, landing on my thumb and causing the nail to fold in all the way. OUCH LA!! It tore pretty bad, almost halfway into the part tt covers the flesh.. It didn't tear properly and i had to "finish the job" myself!! Freakin ouch!! It bled like the Red Sea la omg=(


Oh wells. Today was odd.. I woke up at 230pm, bathed and dressed and etc left the house at 350 and arrived at psy lect at about 415. Got a cab pretty fast i guess, within 5 mins after i left the house heh. Anw, was a guest lecturer today, some suave debonair psychologist called Felix.

Oh the most irritating/stupid/insulting thing happened today! Dr Yeap, my psy lecturer came down to me when lecture was ending and sorta patted my back(i was wearing a halter) and said "You not cold arh!" then after like.. i dunno how to describe what she did.. the affectionate grandmotherly stroking k, she was like "wah u so warm!" then i nodded, and then she said "yah la got fats to keep you warm" WTF!!! Hahahaha super what can! I was totally like "Dr Yeap! I dun like you anymore!!" hahahaa. Funny la.

And yea guys i know i've been putting on weight. I've been stocking up on the food ya. Heh. Will eat less ok! I promise! I needa lose the stupid flab off my arms and back! Dunno how they crept up on me without me realising it!! Grrrr.

CCA was fun, we went for dinner and had lots of fun what with LTA(lim tai-an), me eating non-stop, paparazzi and all. Super fun sia!=)


Anw, lots of ppl were upset tt i didn't mention them on the Thank Yous for birthdays thingy! So i have some public apologies to make:

Apparently, edna was also one of the first to wish me happy birthday via sms! She sent me a msg at 0000 sharp and i guess coz my freakin lousy phone is so lousy i musta not received it =( Boo. So thanks edna babe! Lookin forward to meetin ya tml!! =))

Also, wenz wished me in school on the day after, but she wanted to wish me on the day itself, only tt she didn't think it'd be good to scream out at me from the atrium (we were on different floors)

I stated arh ben's time of call wrong, and val's time of msg wrong. So sorry! Read the tags guys!


Yupps. That's abt it! UGC quiz tml and ESL Quiz n outline to study for and do! Grrr. Needa go now!=)


PS WLIIA still rocks heh. I have no life! (and i'm determined to sleep more nowadays! Heh)

more, more, mooOOOoOOoOOre!!

hey guys!!

continuing wit the bday blog thing. so anw. after the family dinner, i had my 3rd bday celeb on Sunday -- brekkie wit my HNL peeps!! Love love love. I'm so touched tt you guys turned up la! I thought it'd only be shui!! Thanks guys! The cake was delish and i really appreciate your presence(s) heh. Then we went to arcade and played our fave touchscreen games!! =)) Hee. Some things never change ya. Then kor drove us to our respective destinations! Whee~~ A man who can drive is sexy!! Haha. Eh but kor don't get d wrong idea! Haha. I'm just saying in general ya.

Love you guys lots! =))

Yupps! Heh. Next celeb was wit my family again, extended(family) this time.

The pix speak for themselves =) Ain't tt a lovely cake?? Hee.

Then came the day itself!! My fifth bday celeb was wit my fave ppl in the whole wide world!! =) The darlings came down to my school to celeb wit me=) Might I just add how much i love your gifts guys =)) So thoughtful!! Haha now I can go hang at Starbucks whenever I want. And val -- you know what I wanna say ya =) *idiot grin*

That girl there*points up* in the striped polo tee is the fantabulous Anita b! =)) Hee much love =))

Then when I went for tuition after tt.. My tuition kid T1 and her sis T2 celebrated(sorta) my bday for me too! And when their mom returned, we had Mac's together and she gave me a prezzie! How sweet! =)) Pics of this comin up soon.


So there we have it. 6 cakes and 6 celebrations this time round =) Pretty much improved from last year I guess =)) Love you all so much guys! More blog to come!



--- Special mention to people who wished me happy birthday in various ways ---
1) All the people who celebrated wit me before the day itself - tong, silas, eu, gas, mom, dad, shui, kor, wenz, will, aunties, uncles, cuzzies and granma =)
2) The sms-Cherlynn-happy-birthday competition results:
FIRST - Val (23:58 according to my hp but 00:01 according to hers. I know my hp's slow so she's accepted! =))
SECOND - Ann darling! (23:59 according to my slow hp)
THIRD - KOR (00:00 according to my hp!!)
4) eunice! =) (08:10)
5) weiyang[student frm d sch i used to teach at] (09:38)
6) ky [ ditto ] (09:39)
7) aifang [ ditto ] (09:39)
8) shumin! (10:36)
9) ruiling [ ditto ] (13:26)
10) charm (18:18)
11) darLinZ! (20:34)
12) hanhui (20:59)
13) reeenananana [ur freaking long msg flooded my super lousy inbox!! haha] (23:16)
14) yiting! (00:00)
15) qisheng! (00:41 the nx day)
16) kenneth (09:09 the nx day)

Woooh~~ awesome haha. Other people who wished me happy bday in alternative methods include

-through MSN nick: shui and jac
- in person: schoolmates! including eve, ann, vita, priya, yarndink, weilin, etc!
- through ESL journal thing: my english teacher Glenda and classmate Deva!
- through Friendster (msg/testimonial): wuhshing, annequen and vivek!

Er the other alternative methods I can't remember, but I must make a VERY SPECIAL SHOUTOUT to mah homie ARH BEN!!!!!!!!

Seriously, if you were arh ben, you'd be so pissed wit me right now! I think i must be the only crazy person on earth who wishes to go to sleep early on the day before her bday. Anw, I went to sleep at effing ten plus! Haha. So i didn't look at any of the midnight msgs until after Arh Ben called. Tell ya! When Arh Ben called, I half thought it was my alarm ringing! Then I put it to my ear and vaguely recall hearing arh ben say sth. Then I heard sth like "sing you a birthday song!" and i can't remember anything after this. I wanna say SORRY SORRY SORRY arh ben!! OMG. Thanks so much for the effort dearie! I don't even know if I fell asleep while you were talking or something! I only know I was so groggy!! Then the next day when I woke up I thought it was a dream but then I checked my "answered calls" and i saw ur no!! Aiyoh. *whacks self* sorry arh ben!

Anw, lookit the tagboard heh. The song is cool yah! Has rhyme and all! Scantion needs work but great job anw ben!! Hee. I'll plug it here to immortalise it =)

Happy birthday to you
This comes from the wolf
Happy Birthday to Cherlynn
Happy birthday to WU~UUU!

Heh. To understand the significance you must understand our internal joke tt arh ben is a wolf yah. A WEREwolf. Haha. And that last sound (WU~UUU!) is, I presume, the howl of a werewolf at a full moon. Heh. I LOVE YA ARH BEN! Once again, so so so so so sorry!!




Yea well, thanks to everyone who made this birthday so special! =) I love you all muchos! =)

oh man


i just can't get down to blogging coz there's so much to blog abt! it's like blogdrain! heh

first bday celeb: Saturday 281006 wit MESC bunch, specifically sitong and her boyfriend, mich and her boyfriend and eunice and her boyfriend. Great. Haha. Well, it was mainly tong and silas coz mich didn't turn up (went to doctor) and met eunice later wit gas. We were K-stering so it was great=)

Yeps. Heh. That's her boyfriend(Silas) and her at the bottom right. Yea i know, fugly pic of the 2 of you, but you guys look so happy i couldn't help it =)) Cute couple k!! I'm happy fer ya tong <3!!

Immediately after was the dinner wit immediate family.. Went to The Dining Room at RTC.. Kinda posh i guess.. Where the main course is served in minute portions on ginormous plates and the appetizer is grass for you to eat forever. Haha. I loved the cake tho. Pics below!

I'll edit this entry later since no one will read it now anw. Sleepy