's been a looong looong time!

hehe the title of this entry alludes to a BLUE song! =)

anw! haha yea 's been a long time since i last event blogged properly eh? well, obvs the biggest news has to be my Lasik OP =) Yea well it was really scary and all, and I was nervous and freakin scared but the doctor was really good, calmed me down etc =) Heh. The Lasik Surgery Clinic rocks! Dr. Marc Tay rocks! =) My vision's recovering now, everything is so clear =) I wanna take good care of my eyes now so there'll be less Photoshop work and less bloggin etc =) Do understand =)

So spent my Sat resting at home, Sunday rested at home apart frm a brief trip out to church and dinner.. Mon went to sch! Thanks so much to ann dear who came to drive me to school! Coz i got to avoid dusty areas so cannot take my usual bus route, which includes a traipse through this uber dusty jungle-like railroad track thing.. Yea.. Heh. Went to sch, kept my shades on to protect my eyes(doctor's orders! hehe. love my shades tho).. Went tuition after tt.. Oh yah! On Sun right, Huihua came by my house wit my MSC purchases!! Weee~~ New gorgeous clothes =) Oh btw, MSC's new collections Mini Magic and Rock Chick are out!! People who are interested do check out MySecretCloset! Yepps. Anw yea wore an MSC dress to sch on Mon with a MSC belt =)

On a side note, I'm in DESPERATE NEED of NEW SHOOOEEESSS~~~ I'm so sick and tired of my shoes already haha. I miss my Batas (out of stock!! =(()

Anw tues also went school, shades on most of the time too =) haha. Didn't change shades though.. They're the most nondescript pair i have, haha. If not my shades would be screamingly AA! Hahas. Anw tues went sch for UGC only. OH YAH. MONDAY NO LESSON then we go school study only!!! Ann and I were like, sadded. Pfft. Anw, yah UGC was ok ok la.. Some game quiz thing.. Ok then after tt i went for tuition, then teru came to pick me up wit tong and drove us to my house.. Tong stayed over ytd! We had to pia exco stuff! But tong and I got caught up watching JIANG SHI.. Hehehe.

Anw, ytd had to call up all the so-called members of the club.. Didn't know we had SO MANY FRIGGING MEMBERS can?!?! Haha. Anw, really la! Oh btw tong when u read this, we still have the "uncontacted" ppl got to call leh! Anw, at least tong and I managed to churn out the prog sheet and name list by the deadline! Oh crap, just realized i dunno if i churned out the exco list yet. Plus i haven't do the minutes for the prev meeting!!! And there's sth i still need to do... WHAT IS IT?!?! How come i can't rmb!?!? Pls someone frm exco remind me what is it i still have to do?!?

Haha did I mention tt our first meeting was looong drawn and uneventful, kinda funny tt's all? Yea then after exco meeting we went KTV at Chevrons! Hahas. I love asses, we're like conspirators! We'd make the greatest triumvirate man. Speaking of asses -- ASSESBLOG ROCKS MY SOCKS!!! Haha. But of course, the link to assesblog is not gonna be up any time soon on this blog.. haha. It's meant to be an internal joke thing.. But i think anyone with half a brain and some IT-savvy will be able to find it sooner or later. Hahas.

This Sat is Esprimere Mar Bday Celeb and then Sunday is the NUS Voices performance we gotta go and spy on our *ahem* fellow Singing-clubbers of other schools. Haha. NUS got their CAC Voices, NTU has their Impresario, SMU got dunno what, SIM has Esprimere!! =) Yayy haha.


OH!!!! Just remembered what I've got to do!!! Crap. Exco! We have the esprimere logo to do and i need your t-shirt sizes for SIM Exco shirt! And I need to make new membership cards!!

Busybusybusy!

Will update properly soon! This girl has got to rest her eyes! Ciao darlings~

back!

sorry haven't blogged in ages! you're lookin at (or readin the words of) the new, lasik-ified cherlynn! haha

alrighty will blog more soon~ esp abt everything yea? haha as in, the op. haha ok see y'all soon

massive retail therapy!

WOOH~ FINALLY BOUGHT my CK ONE SUMMER!!! =) i know a bit late la hor but whatever~ Sad tho, i got it at more expensive than i'd originally intended.. =( Nx time i see a fragrance i like ii will buy le. Haha.

AAAnyways.. after midterms today(it was fuck!) i went to eat wit Maddieee at Ke Ai Ji at Coro!! Hahahaha the nj/hc hangout hahaha. Food was good as ever, auntie and uncle as nice as ever~ Talked abt a lotta school stuff wit Maddieee~ Sigh. Haha. Shan't say much. Thankfully I'd already extricated myself from UB politics VVVVV long ago. Haha. Totally no desire to partake of any of these! Enough trouble out of UB as it is..


After "lunch" wit maddie, went down to IMM to meet VAL! Met wenfu on the way there hahas he was going to work i think. Then at IMM - window shopped awhile, then BOUGHT MY CK ONE SUMMER then tried on 3 gorgeous pairs of shoes at BATA(snigger haha) but don't have my size so i think tml early early i'm going down to the Lot 1 Bata maybe buy frm there! Heh. Then at Giant we bought some mini muffins and i bought some delish snacks then we went her house where she drove us down to TP area and then she gave some stuff to her friend to lives there, i had a nice time sitting in her car waiting and blasting the music! Haha. Then after tt got some stuff cannot divulge la haha.

Came home then shopped (kinda) haha. Placed my order for some really cool eye thing, so gotta pay asap tml morn haha. Then talked to.. melvin, yarn, suyee, tong, evy n silas a bit~ Haha. Think i can never shirk off my duties as Chief Councillor hor. Haha. Poor suyeesweets pls cheer up soon darl =)

Watched MTV this morn before I went sch... Hahas LOVE UTT! But anw, yea saw this short thing on Timbaland. Man, the guy is awesome. I love Nelly Furtado's almost new song Say It Right =) I think it's a cover version right, coz i musta heard it before somewhere.. The tune's so familiar! Anw yea, I'm damn into the song now. Then anw, after tt was this show called My Super Sweet Sixteen... Showing how this rich 16 year old girl celebrated her 16th bday. OMFG super super big affair! What Party of the Year kind! Guess what? Her name was Cher!!! Like the diva!! Like wah seh la. For her party she had a Float for her entrance, she appeared through a magic show (got one box, transparent, empty one, then the magician wave his cloak over the box and voila~ Cher was there!) then she had a total of 3 costume changes (all the dresses machiam super expensive, and is she design ask ppl to make one). Her mom, a VIP at Saks Avenue(wtf!) bought her some diamond necklace and earring set for her bday prez, then she performed some dance for her guests (it was effing big and they were like clubbing like mad) then guess what, her dad gave her her dream car for her bday - some super expensive JAGUAR convertible.

Goodness.. The extremities we will see in this world will nv cease to amaze me! Cable tv really opens ur eyes.. Haha

Countdown to DDAY: 4 more days!! Grr

charges and I DISBELIEVE YOU!

haha. val says i should start charging you guys

haha today after i got home frm shopping (bought lotsa stuff! say more later) got online then talked wit maddie, SaMo, ashton, siying etc and talked to evy then supposed to try to help her wit com217 then silas came to chat, then found out he n tong got stuff so called tong, then after tt val called and wanted to talk then had to talk to silas after tt. Wah. Miss Counsellor Cherlynn is a busy busy counsellor. Got a lot of business!

So end up like tt. Got to:
1)Talk to tong
2) Help evy
3) Listen to val
4) Talk to silas

And this is like, 12am onwards kind~ Then machiam appointment book late into the night kind. Hahaha Yupp.


anw, some stuff for y'all to see!

Your Birthdate: October 30

You have the type of personality that people either love or hate. You're opinionated, dramatic, intense, and very outspoken. And some people can't get enough of you - they're totally addicted. Others, well, they wish you were a little more reserved. Your strength: Your flair Your weakness: If you think it, you say it Your power color: Scarlet red Your power symbol: Inverted triangle Your power month: March

What Does Your Birth Date Mean?

You Are The Emperor

You are an authority figure, and other people look to you for what to do. You are strong and powerful. Crossing you is not a good idea. You have worked hard to get to your position, and you're not about to give it up to anyone. Though you have a warrior heart, you are gentle to those who treat you well. Your fortune: In the near future, you need to be willing and able to defend those you love. This may be the time for you to step up and be the authority figure to those around you. It is time for you to be independent, to become your own person. You may need to look at your relationship with your father, or your relationships as a father.

What Tarot Card Are You?

You Are 64% Intuitive

You are a very intuitive person. And luckily, your intuition is normally right. You're wise enough to know that relying on intuition alone can be dangerous. When your intuition seems really off, you tend to ignore it - and look at the facts instead.

How Intuitive Are You?

hahas i guess that's enough for now


EVENT BLOG:

Slacked at home today since i did church reading ytd already. Was kinda sick, woke up wit a super bad sore throat but after awhile(meaning breakfast[at1pm]) i got better! Haha. Then was supposed to choose between joining my mom, Godma and aunties for dinner at King's Hotel, or wit my dad and brother at RafflesTownClub.. Hmm. Haha. I actually chose to go wit my mom first, then felt bad abt pangseh-ing siyingzi so I decided to find siying for dinner instead. Btw i came up wit a new acronym for siying - XYZ wahaha hhaha coz at first wanted to call her SYZ coz siyingZi mah (old internal joke) then SYZ sounds like XYZ mah, so XYZ lor~ Anw ya so met up wit XYZ for dinner - we went to SUSHITEI hahhah then after tt went shopping! At taka i bought my new shu uemura black eyeshadow! It's gorgeous! haha. Though the lancome one was gorgeous-er and after tt saw a MAC black eyeshadow tt was even more gorgoeus! Wooh~

Then went to Wisma and I bought a new structured shrug/bolero thing haha. Nicee~~ Then wanted to buy a triumph bra and a anna sui eyeliner but in the end chose to help XYZ buy her undies instead (oh btw i was using voucher haha). Yupp. Then bought a new eyeliner from Watson's wahaha. Then after tt went Fareast to check out hairsalons! Then went to 7-eleven where i bought 3 bottles of starbucks coffee(one of each flavour) and then walked to meritus mandarin to get cab. Woohoo~

Ok event blog finish liao. Been zi-lianing recently! Hahas.

GTG. Com217 tml

COUNTDOWN TO DDAY(lasik op): 5 days left!!! Grrr

shopping and the story of Lasik

wooh. been spending the past 2 days shopping online (spreee-ing!) and watching jiang shi.. Finished part 2 of jiang shi ytd and started part 3.. A bit turned off by the beginning haha.

Anw, i have some great news to share wit everyone!! MySecretCloset's new collection is out!! Go see mSc NOW!! http://www.mysecretcloset.has.it haha. I feel like organizing a mSc spree, right here on my own blog. Tell you what, if you all have stuff you wanna order frm there, email me with the product code or msn me, i'll order for you first and we might get like, a mass discount or sth! And at least will save ur time collecting the thing coz it's super convenient for me to get the stuff (winks at huihua haha) Anw, I've already bought like what, 10 items of clothing frm mSc =) v nice, quality good and their dresses considered quite cheap! Compared to most local online shops (those without huge capital kind), mSc's one of the best already! Do it asap, coz their stuff runs out quite fast! Tell me asap what u want and i can chope for u!! Quick, onlineshopaholics (ahem evy)!!!

Ok ok enough abt the happy stuff. Event blog event blog.. After outing wit siying i can't rmb much other stuff apart frm my Lasik checkup on Fri.. So yupps as many of you now know, i'm having my Lasik op on 17 Mar. And I'm damn scared by it. Let me tell you why.

The operation is sth like this. They will put numbing eye drops on ur eyes first, then when u lie down, they'll use some machine to clamp your eyelids open, then some machine will cover your eye and by applying some pressure or suction, will squeeze your cornea till it's nice n firm, then a machine will come from the side and cut a flap in ur cornea, then the doctor will use a stick thingy and open tt flap, then the laser will shoot shoot shoot and correct your cornea faults, then the doctor will put the flap back, then put a piece of lens over the cornea, then you're done! Yes yes sounds pretty simple right? But out of the operation alone you know what i'm most afraid of? The fact tt i have to SEE everything going on, and also the part where they create the cornea flap. Like OMFG they are CUTTING MY EYE. Damn damn damn damn scared.

Anyways, after the op they'll put some bug eyed protector thing over your eyes then u got to put antibiotic eyedrops every hour for the first day, then go back for checkup first thing the next day. Got to sleep wit the eye protector thing in case u rub ur eyes at night (then the cornea flap will wrinkle up and get inflammed and cannot heal and you will GO BLIND!).. Then after the checkup the day after the op right, they will remove the lens, then u got to put antibiotic eyedrops every 4 hours. Then three months later go back for another checkup.. Hopefully by tt time all is well then dun need to go back again.. If not they will do minor corrective surgery to fix any probs..

Other things to note:
cannot wash hair for 2 days after surgery (don't want water to get into eyes)
cannot use stuff that has fragrance
cannot swim for a month
cannot rub eyes
cannot close eyes too tightly shut
Avoid dusty places
got some other "cannot"s that i can't rmb at this point

Most common side effects:
dry-eyes (i already have dry eyes so my eyes after the op will become even drier)
extreme light-sensitivity at night

Worst possible outcome:
BLINDNESS!

How to not be scared, tell me? Got so many things to worry abt! Grr


Anw at the checkup, I was so scared coz they kept doing stupid things to my eyes! Like taking photos of my cornea (using laser thingy la) and blowing puffs of air into my eye (quite a strong jet of air some more la!) then they put some eye drops so tt my pupils wld dilate! And let me tell you, tt was my first time putting eye drops in more than 10 years!! I was freaking out la my eyes kept shutting. Then my mom came to pry my eye open while the doctor dropped the liquid in. Grr.

Haha but anw after Lasik (and after my eyes have healed properly) my mom wants me to go and do double eylid surgery. Wahahahahaha. Funny nia~ Oh anw, my parents are kinda wanting me to go for Lasik coz for my dad he just wants me to go and take my PDL (i keep failing the stupid sight test rmb?) and for my mom, i think she feels guilty about it coz I was born with high astigmatism. My astig is just really really high la, the doctor and optometrists at the Lasik place kept saying haha. Also, don't ask me how much it costs. Yes it is expensive but as of now, I have no concept of the money, i'm too busy worrying about my soon-to-be-cut cornea. Anws since my astig is so high, regular Lasik isn't enough to correct my cornea errors so yea I'm doing the more expensive one.. If you really wanna know how much (maybe coz u also wanna do it) then ask me. If not, just know it's below 5000 dollars. But above 2000 dollars.


Anw ok will blog more soon gotta go meet siying darl in town for dinner n shopping now~ =)

implanted

hey all~~


very long nv event-blog liao hor. Haha. A lot happening these days la.. Also dunno where to start frm. Like since before CNY i also stopped event-blogging liao. Kinda a lot to catch up on. Will deffo make up for it!

Okok so anw just got back frm an outing wit SIYING!! =) hehe. i missed you babe~ needa give u my blog addy soon lol. Anw, siyingdarl met me in school, then ann dearie gave us a lift to the hc bus stop whereupon sy and i decided to go back to SC for lunch! (uncle/auntie's meepok!) haha so we went back, suay suay the teachers all having meeting, so we just went to canteen, then suay suay all our fave kuay teow no more so we ate the yellow mee (tt's all that was left!). Anw, sc girls, the standard is still the same, at least, if you've been an auntie-fan.. If you were an uncle-fan, then the uncle who replaced him is not so generous wit the vinegar, so make sure u ask for more! We also suay suay kenna no more rou4.. so sad! Really miss the meepok rou. Haha.

Then we saw Mrs Choo and chatted awhile before Mrs Choo had to rush back to meeting, then sy and i cabbed down to town for facial and pedi! At the facial and pedi place (my aunt's salon), I got my IMPLANTS!!! =) Eyelash implants lah.. Dun anyhow anyhow think. Haha

Hmm. It's ok la the implants, v long n curly but v thin, so not v fake.. Maybe nx time if i feel like it then do the really exaggerated ones haha. One thing bad tho.. I can't wear specs wit these lashes!! So looongg~~

Which brings me to the next topic/update.. Haha. I'm going for my Lasik checkup/evaluation this Fri.. Then if i'm suitable for the op then will prob do nx wk.. Like Monday or sth.. Hahas. Then it's bye-bye specs for me wahaha. So sad. Will really miss the specs. I could/can always hide behind them on my fugly days.. Now cannot le =( Coz of these lashes lah~ Super long.


Anw, then after the eyelash implant and facial and pedi, sy and I went to Taka to eat Crystal Jade! Then walk walk~ Hahahahas. Miss sy so much~ We just sat and chatted. Thank God we're still in touch la. Now we realize we got quite a bit in common when it comes to thinking etc. Like, i think we've both matured a lot~ What to do, 20 years old le leh.. Haha

SY!! (meaning siying hor, suyee you dun anyhow think *grins*) Had a great time today =) Even though it was one of our relatively more sedate outings, I had fun=) Especially spending one hour waiting for cab to take home. Wahaha. And u and your racism. Hahahahah. Really miss hanging wit you. Meet up again soon k!! SOON SOON SOON!!! *HUGGS*

Anw came back then just now was talking to Kor. Wahahaha. Funny, i think my nick a bit provocative la. Haha. Anw, told Kor abt my new line of thinking and he approves! Haha. Kor really like old fogey la HOR KOR. But it's good la, feels good right now too =) No need to be so troubled over suo3 sui4 de4 shi4.

Ytd went out wit val after tuition.. Kenna pulled by 2 prudential agents.. Bought a new tube top, new belt and some Doritos.. Oh btw babe, think sleepover can't le =( Pissed my mom off 2 days in a row

Speaking of which, did anyone else feel the tremors today? I didn't, siying didn't, but my mom did and maddie did and sharul did etc. Haha. And the ppl at the salon did. Funny~

Then before tt... Oh yah on Monday aftnn celebrated Anndarl's bday in sch! =) Hehe. Shroomy~ Pudding~ Apple~ Orange~ Hahahha CAME is nuts la. And CAME are owls!! Coz nowadays we keep going "the who the who?" "the who the who the who?" "shui2 de4 shui2 de1 shui2?" HAHAHAHHA. Stupid la~

Last Sat went out wit Val to JEC and IMM.. Bought LOTS of stuff. 3 new tanks frm Giordano(just coz i felt like it), my vaseline, my HANAKIMI dvd, OMEN II the vcd and 2 new hairbands, one of which i've been sporting for the past 2 days now! Hahas. Before tt, i think last Mon or sth.. Met up wit val after tuition again (as in, we go to the same house for tuition, coaching different siblings, so happened to meet at the house and had tuition at the same time) then bought a new pair of pants frm Giordano (the black "velvet" one i've worn frequently the past 2 weeks haha)


And bought a lot more stuff tt i can't rmb la!


Oh wells. Eh will continue the event-blog soon~ RAHH~ UGC calls!

bwahahahah i WIN

val just said "you're nuts!"

haha yea i'm at val's house now.. just now at IMM bought the LAST PART of HANA KIMI!!!

So basically I've finished watching the last episode le=) I WIN

There are only 15 episodes to the whole show... The ending is a bit.. crap. Haha. But still, it's sweet =) Basically the ending is a status quo. Enjoy the show urselves when it comes out on YOUTUBE. LOSERS

wahahaha. Ok la. I'm sure got others out there who've already bought it. Haha. But anw. At least now I won't have to keep downloading from YOutube to rewatch the episode 14 etc =) Yayy~

Anw, was supposed to go Suntec wit tong silas eu and lta today.. Sorry ya. Wanted to slack at home and study for ugc midterms today de.. Then val called and asked me out for lunch ytd.. QUite long nv meet up wit her properly le so.. Yupp =) I'm a good girl. Hahas


Ok we're gonna watch OMEN II now. See ya guys!


HANA KIMI QUAN QUAN QUAAAAANNN~~

ah!

通常，最会保护他人的人

是最需要被保护／最想被保护的人。。。

不知道大家有没有留意到身边有这样的人呢？我观察了很久，发现自己在不知不觉中已形成了这样的个性。。 我会不惜一切地保护我的朋友，谁敢伤害她们谁就得小心防范我来日的攻击。。而且我也是那种不轻易让其他人保护或照顾的人。。 val曾说过，我和她都是＂独立＂型的。。 虽然我有许多保护及疼爱我的家人和朋友，但是我通常会表现出一个很坚强的外表，免得我朋友们担心。。

坚强的外表，往往都是内心脆弱的面具。

表面上的个性越是坚强，内心深处越是脆弱。女孩子，很多都是这样的。。 口不对心。。说是不需要你帮忙，可是心里想的总是： ＂如果你真的有心帮忙的话，我拒绝你几次你都会抢着帮忙。＂

我是固执，说什么都不会让朋友为我操劳，开门也要跟朋友抢着开。。 虽然最近朋友， 尤其是CAME那一群， 帮了我不少忙，令我感到非常内疚，可是我总觉得，如果要让朋友对我那么好的话，除非有些特别的理由。。 譬如说，是我的生日啊，或我发高烧之类的。。要不然的话，我宁可所有问题自己扛。

扛久了，就会渐渐习惯一个人扛着包袱的感觉。虽然包袱不会变轻，至少习惯了之后，不会一直找人与我分担。。

也不知道为什么，最近心情特别忧郁。。 我看我只是在等那个人， 那个我会让他帮我分担忧愁的人出现吧。。 ＝）

要笑哦！ ＝）

more song appreciation!!

if you all understand my prev chinese posts, you all should understand the meaning of this song

Artist: Gina Rene Title: U Must Be

When i'm with you
you know you make my days
so beautiful
with your different ways
you make me lighter
i'm movin with the wind
love you know what you got for me
i got for you too
we can't pretend

give me another chance to breathe in
you got all the things i need and
together we're just so complete
you must be the reason i'm alive
(repeat)

it's all so new
yet so familiar
everytime i'm next to you
i feel somethin like forever
yes that's right
c'mon and talk to me
let some uh that sweet poetic love
fall over me..

Give me another chance to breathe in
you got all the things i need and
together we're just so complete
you must be the reason i'm alive
(repeat)

all this time i've been lookin for someone like you
i never really thought you existed
now i see my dreams are all comin true
i just want to stay right here with you...

(rap)
you say i'm like fresh air for the birth of your new eyes..i say you're like the sun bright enlightening my skies today.. We got together to create a new world
only a real man can understand the gift of this girl..bells are ringin cause what you're bringin has got me singin..now i can breathe in you're all i'm needin love is a breeze and spring is the season i'm feelin so alive inside and you must be the reason..
All this time i've been lookin for someone like you
i never really thought you existed
now i see my dreams are all comin true..i just want to stay ..right here with you..

Give me another chance to breathe in
you got all the things i need and
together we'rejust so complete
you must be the reason i'm alive......

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Actually, i think posting up this song will just confuse the majority of you.. LOL. Suan le, see who is smart enough to understand what I think =)

Alrighty gotta go rush the COM225 thing! Ciao all!

tug my heartstrings

sigh..

omfg why does Tank write such gorgeous songs? First all the beautiful songs for Tian Wai Fei Xian, now Hanakimi! Argh! And these two shows just nice the same combi some more, theme song by S.H.E and cha1 qu3 both the main ones by Tank. Sigh.

Tian Wai Fei Xian
-------------------------------
Theme song: Yi Yan Wan Nian - S.H.E
Other songs: Tian Liang Yi Hou - Tank
Yue Guang - Tank


Hana Kimi
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Theme song: Zen Me Ban - S.H.E
Other songs: Zhuan Shu Tian Shi - Tank
Dong Le - Tank



Tell you, whenever I hear anyone of the abovementioned 4 tank songs, i will really cry. They tug really hard at my heartstrings la!!


歌名：專屬天使
作詞：Tank 作曲：Tank 演唱：Tank

我不會怪你
對我的偽裝
天使在人間是該藏好翅膀
人們愚蠢魯莽而你纖細善良
怎能讓你
為了我被碰傷

小小的手掌
厚厚的溫暖
你總能平復我不安的夜晚
不敢想的夢想
透過你的眼光
我才看見
它原來在前方

沒有誰能把你搶離我身旁
你是我的專屬天使
唯我能獨占
沒有誰能取代你在我心上
我有一個專屬天使
我哪裏還需要別的願望

小小的手掌
大大的力量
我一定也會象你一樣飛翔
最想去的地方
就是我的方向
有我保護
笑容儘管燦爛

沒有誰能把你搶離我身旁
你是我的專屬天使
唯我能獨占
沒有誰能取代你在我心上
我有一個專屬天使
我哪裏還需要別的願望

要不是你出現
我一定還在沉睡
絕望的以為
生命只有黑夜

沒有誰能把你搶離我身旁
你是我的專屬天使
唯我能獨占
沒有誰能取代你在我心上
我有一個專屬天使
我哪裏還需要別的願望


Even though Tank's the one who sang this, I can just imagine Quan singing this song to Ruixi.. OH! Heartache heartache! So sweeeeet!!! Ahhhh!!!


懂了
作曲：TANK
作词：TANK、徐旻铃
演唱：TANK

TANK-懂了

不该再浪费力气
做些迂回的事情
用眼神直接对你轻声细语

你没有别的表情
总微笑转过头去
轻易解开我传送的谜

如果这样还算不上有默契
至少能代表我们都够聪明

不用再问为什么
不用再说些什么
了了懂了
我们都一直爱着
不用再担心什么
不用再害怕什么
累了睡了
牵着手一起入梦了
Wo……yeah

不该再浪费力气
一直算不准天气
错过期待的场景
没在彩虹出现那刻说爱你
你一定善解人意
知道我想的事情
所以下雨不急忙回去

如果这样还算不上有默契
至少能代表我们都够聪明

不用再问为什么
不用再说些什么
了了懂了
我们都一直爱着
不用再担心什么
不用再害怕什么
累了睡了
牵着手一起入梦了
不用再问为什么
不用再说些什么
了了懂了
我们都一直爱着
不用再担心什么
不用再害怕什么
累了睡了
牵着手一起入梦了
Wo……yeah
la……



This one even worse. This song is SUPER SUPER SUPER nice and SUPER SUPER SWEEEEET. Totally for happy couples but WAH. I can totally remember when I first noticed this song - first time RuiXi just barged into Quan's bed and slept there. WOAH. Niceee~~ Look at the lyrics! So fucking sweet =)


Sigh. My heartstrings tug until want to break already!!! Sigh sigh sigh =)
Le sigh~

still chinese...

其实。。。 我刚才type了一大堆东西，可是因为电脑突然hang掉，害得我得重写。。

算了，就当作刚才写的一大堆废话跟你们没有缘分吧。。呵呵。。

刚才的我，沉浸在脑海里的浓雾中，都不知道自己在瞎说什么。。
现在的我啊，不知道为什么，有种幸福的感觉。。

也没什么啦。。就是觉得自己把烦恼都抛开了，人也轻松得多了。。感到非常满足。。

这可能就是传说中的 ＂幸福的感觉＂ 吧？呵呵。。 还不错嘛！

唉，可是我看我真的是看＜＜花样少年少女＞＞看上瘾了啦！每次都会楞在一边发呆，回想剧情。。 刚才在二姨家跟表妹一起看的时候，在一集当中，我竟然叹了差不多三十多次气耶！表妹还在那边算呢！太丢脸了吧！哈哈！

哦，我看啊，我是没救了啦。。 呵呵。。 *傻笑*

最糟糕的是，我在这期间，竟然疏忽了功课。。而且是一大堆功课耶！真是的。。。

我看啊，我还是别多说了。。其实心里好像还有些事情还没说出来，可是可能是太多事了吧，一时之间不知道该从哪儿开始说起。。

纸短话长，我们来日再续吧。。 （这句话好熟吧？呵呵）

this entry was typed using the chinese typing tool found here! i don't have any chinese-typing software, just used this page =) yayy

in chinese!

大家好！！！哈哈！想不到吧？意外吧？

本小姐今日破例用华语来 blog 呢！太美妙了吧！哈哈。

相信我众读者当中，还有蛮多人还不晓得本小姐的华文名字是什么吧？那你们就慢慢猜吧！来日方长，相信有朝一日，你一定会发现到我华文名字的哦！

其实，别看我一副只懂得以英语沟通的脸哦，我中学时期可是修读高级华文的咧！虽然程度没林小姐那么厉害，但我觉得还颇有一些水准的啦。呵呵 *偷笑*

我今天用华于写这次的 blog entry 可能是因为最近 ＂花样少年少女＂ 看多了的关系，突然间有种很 ＂台风＂ 的感觉。。 我不是说stage wind 啦。。 是说 ＂哈－台＂的那种 台风。。 呵呵！

Anyways, 我觉得这部戏虽然是夸张了点儿，不切实际了点儿，可是，至少它能让我忘记许多烦恼，让我不断地在房间里一直爆笑。。 最重要的是 － 它让我领悟了一些人生中的道理。。

我的忠实读者应该还记得最近我感情生活中出现了一些些动静。。这故事吗，是说来话长，那我也不想长篇大论了，只想说 － 我开窍了。懂了。说什么爱情吗，如果真的要谈的话，倒不如来一段轰轰烈烈，天长地久的。 要不如，就来个甜甜密密的一见钟情的吧。单方面的暗恋，有时候也可以是幸福的啊。可是感情这种事啊，一旦搞砸了，就没有回头路可走了。第一步走错了，后悔也可能来不及了。

当那感觉没了，你怎么招，它也招不回了。

这事件让我深深地明白到其实喜欢一个人真的不能光看外表。。一个男生，就算他再帅，如果个性是差到不得了的话，那你再怎么容忍他的怪癖或行动，也总有一天会受不了的啊。

以前的我啊，就一直在那边幼稚地以为自己可以容忍自己喜欢的人的坏处，或者找办法帮他改变。。但是我这次真的是等到累了。有些人，是真的不能变的。就算了吧。俗语说得好， ＂勉强是没有幸福的＂ 干脆现在趁我还年轻，慢慢等，慢慢选一个能令我心满意足的对象。哈哈。 刚刚这句话，说出来也真的有点幼稚哦。呵呵。

可惜的是，希望没有因为我的犹豫或我猪朋狗友们的瞎搅和，害了人家。。唉。。 现在还真觉得有点内疚耶。。

＜花样少年少女＞中的 ＂泉＂哦，真是＂理想情人＂的料耶！呵呵。还有＜天外飞仙＞中的＂董永＂。。 哦！*狂叫* 真的是太令人疯迷了啦！ 为什么那么完美的男生都只在电视剧上才看得见的呢？或者是我运气差吧，或这一类＂完美＂型的男生都想尽了办法来离我远一点。。总之，现在的我已经下定决心，单身就单身啰， 至少我单身得高兴， 因为从今以后，本小姐就等这属于我的＂泉＂ 或 ＂董永＂出现在我生命中，才会去玩这个＂恋爱＂的游戏。。

想法虽然是天真了点儿，幼稚了点儿，in fact 还是蠢到家了。。 可是，我对这一方面的人或事已经没有了期望或盼望了。。 深信老天爷不会亏待我的！我一定能等／找到我的＂泉＂！！


嘻！

rambutan!

another random title..

anyway.. i just cancelled tuition - mixture of period cramps and diarrhoea.. grr. Just popped another 2 pills. Hopefully i'll feel better by the time it's time to leave for cca..

Announcing exco results later!! Wooh, exciting. Not sure what post I'll get but anything will do, as long as we(meaning the new exco) can make some really meaningful changes to the cca itself!! Gained some insight frm my interview wit my stranger, Derek, yesterday. He's chairman of the marketing wing at NUSSU wahaha. And he has a really big load of good ideas for everything! We discussed how to attract and retain members and all, and he's given me some good ideas etc. Wo0t! So hopefully when the new exco takes over, some of these ideas that everyone has can actually materialize into actual actions =)

I was watching Hana Kimi the whole of last night! Hehe. Coz the one on Channel U i can't watch la =( My silly schedule is too damned busy. I'm thinking of buying the vcd! Ella is super cute la! Tong looks like her leh! Hahahahaha. And of course, the Fahrenheit guys are cute! =) A bit effeminate and Chinese a bit suck but cute, nevertheless =) Can compare wit the 183 guys =)

Alrighty event-blog time!
Where shall I start? *goes to check blog*

wooh seh. got a lot to event-blog sia =( brb arh

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back!!

wooh. went for cca session - twinkle twinkle improv + fenshoukuaile.. We bloody screwed up fenshoukuaile la knn. Haha. Twinkle improv was pretty horrible too haha. Then announcement of new exco.. Hmm. I'm feeling really ambivalent about everything

Pres: Teck Sheng
VP: Peiwen
Treasurer: Suyee
Admin: Cherlynn(me!) and Marissa
Logistics Head: LTA (tai an)
Events Coordinator: Tong

Yupp... Well, at least us asses are in. I think as long as we're all in it doesn't matter what positions we got la. Haha. Tong and I are gonna share responsibilities for both our posts and sugar(sy) and I have to work tgt quite closely too(it's in our job scopes!)

The people who didn't get into exco - well, I'm sure there are other ways to chip in. Plus, nx year we(the new exco) will get to decide which of you come in! And don't worry man, we'll keep our eyes pealed.

Think us asses are kinda charged wit a lot of ideas and hopes for the club, new directions and aims and all =) Hope we really can make a difference yah =)

Thanks to the graduating seniors who've really done a good job - wenfu, tingfeng, shuzhen(?).. Respectively, you've been a great Prez, VP and Treasurer! Hahas.

I get to take minutes!! Whee~ My post is like secretary nia. KNNB. Haha. Nvm, used to it le, from my RT days - had to type out minutes, take attendance for my form class etc. I'm perfect for the job! Tong's perfect for her job too - the preparing of minus-one tracks and prepping songlist etc =) LTA is also quite suited for his job =)

Anw after announcing new exco, most of us went for dinner at FarEast, some place called Susan Chan's , under the recommendation of our new LogHead (mu4 tou2) Wahahaha. LTA MU TOU! =) Ok ok ba. Then after tt we had a lot of fun taking neoprints. First the guys din wanna join us and had to be pulled in, then when the girls wanted to take our own one after the group one, they knn showed up and cameo-ed! pfft. Haha fun la. Then we went to near cuppage there and played pool. Yupps.


Kk as for the rest of the event blog, lemme go bathe first =) Tml's gonna be a busy dayy!! And can't wait for exco meeting =) WHEEEEE~

it was long lost

mann..

sorry for taking so long to update!!! hehe. sorry guys. but now there's a lot to blog abt sigh =(

Hahas. some things to note abt cny:

This year was kinda like a real reunion thing for me.. My biao2 jie3(cousin) finally came back from Canada after like, i dunno how many years. Woah! Hahas. Was kinda a shock to hang around her la. Weird la we used to be so close, playing a lotta silly games and all.. Then she came back and she had almost no change la. Almost exactly the same biaojie i remember =) It's kinda weird tho haha. I also dunno how to say =)

Another "long lost" thing was my maternal grandfather.. I dunno why i call him a "thing" la i dun really mean it =) The last time I saw this grandfather was like, when I was p6? Sec2? Only once la.. Today was the 2nd time I've ever seen him lor. So weird calling someone "gong gong" when you've only seen him once before.. And only because of CNY. Now I dong3 shi4 le.. Kinda understand what my grandfather's like... I'm shocked to realise he's actually a Chinaman! Haha. Cool =) He's zheng4 zong1 hakka! Heh. His accent is quite distinct la. And his Chinese is super good =) See? now we know where my fantastic Chinese skills come from =)


Joined the adults at the gambling table these 2 days.. Managed to earn my klunch money for tml's esprimere outing! =) I think I love CNY =) Spending time wit my family.


On a sad note, my ah ma4(on my dad's side) has been hospitalised so yah, we kinda shuttle between the hospital(ttsh)and all our other relative's houses and all. Haha. On an even sadder note... Condolences to tong yah.. Sorry abt ur granma.


I realised tt my way of treating people is kinda selfish. I return people in kind, meaning if you're good to me and don't backstab me, then I'll be good to you and not backstab you etc. Yupps think my close friends know this. I want to make a special mention of this because I realised that out of all my grandparents, I only truly love my por. And I seriously really really love adore cherish my por. A lot. A lot alot alot alot aLOT.


oh wells continue later talking to sugarcupcakehoneypie now bb! happy CNY ALL!

uh huh

aye. yep haven't blogged in ages.

been mood swinging!!


have stuff to event blog - i think. went for dinner wit the lovebids after mahjong. yupps. then Sunday was er.. can't really rmb.. slacked at home.. Oh. missed church=(

Monday - school. skipped mth
Tues - school then went essential brew wit ann n evy and we had a great time =) Hahas. oh and silly comms project. and supercute waiter! and RAINBOW INDULGENCE.. mmm~~

Blog properly soon. Tired. Today was tuition tuition all the way. hahas. Alrighty ciao

wooh

oh wells

at silas's house now woohoo. blogging while the two are doing their hanky panky behind me on his bed. WAHAHA. ahem. reena left me to be alone wit this two!!! ARGH. REEEENANANANANA how could yooouu!?!?


Hahas. But on a lighter note, MJ was fun =) Love you people muchos - tong silas REEENANANA =)) Woohoo. Really missed you a lot man. Before today, the last time i met you was like, j1?!?!? At some lit/history thingy!?!? Haha. Wah seh. Really miss you a damn lot man reena. Am really glad to have seen ya today mannn

Hahas. Went out wit d asses onThurs. Was ok. Yupp. I said i din wanna talk abt it.

Hmms. What else to blog abt? Nth much. A lot of private emotions.


I guess maybe I should try to fight my own battles. I mean, I appreciate all the help, concern, support, encouragement etc but i dunno. I want to fight my own battles but it's SOOOOO fucking tiring. It's like my life is on LOOP. So freaking repetitive. Grr.

Had a sorta talk wit Val ytd over msn. I know you're worried babe. Part of me is too. I'm very very frightened.


Maybe i need help.

let's just say

i don't want to talk abt it anymore =)



it's time u guys had a one-liner entry.


*sings* i don't waaaaannaaa.. talk about it..

ssshhh..

was wondering whether or not to open up a new (private) blog to talk abt what i feel now but.. dun think there's a use.

i've realised i've finally achieved d ability to not care what ppl think about me at all. What those nonsense people think, I mean. There are more than enough people like them in the world, i just treat them as yet another bunch of parasites.

Anw, that's not what I wanted to talk about

Anyone who knows me really well will know my main problem with bgr now. My philosophy, you might call it. I dunno if it's a by-product of the whole melvin thing, but I know I have a very strong auto-defense mechanism when it comes to affairs of the heart.

Simply put, I just don't want to get hurt anymore

Therefore, i have barriers surrounding my heart, gates that leap up at the slightest sign of trouble, shutting my heart out from external influence. This makes it impossible for me to really like someone unless I feel more or less ready to. Which has resulted in many many fleeting crushes over the past 2-3 years already. Apart from melvin, I really didn't focus my attention on any ONE person, and true enough, I didn't get hurt.

What actually happens is that in a typical social setting (work, school etc), I'll probably have my "crush" or "eye-candy" or "target" or whatever and do nothing whatsoever about it. If it happens that I get to know this particular person/these people, I either become just very good friends with them (to the extent that it's impossible b/w us) or I start becoming very dao and ignore them completely, creating a divide that's impossible to cross. Maybe it stems from awkwardness or uneasiness, but this is something I do on auto-gear already.

However, if nothing happens for us to become close or what, I'll just move on to the next "target" with commendable ease. This "fleeting fleeting" thing is uber convenient - prevents me from
getting hurt at all, and absolves me of all responsibility regarding that other person. Of course, there'll be a part of me that becomes very empty after awhile from all this, but hey, you have to agree it's better than getting your heart ripped into pieces over and over again.

Aaanyways, my point in bringing that up is coz recently, I've been persuaded to break out of my cycle and actually let down some barriers. Persuasive friends with good-intentions, they've managed to get me to let my guard down - though not completely. To be honest, I'm still guarding my feelings like a dog would its master. Though I've conceded some things lately, some other facts cannot be denied - all my personal problems (about my self-image, about security etc) that have dogged me till now are persistent baggage that can't be flung away. The thing is that, the more I reveal, the more I feel vulnerable. It's like, if I admit to things, I can't take that admission back. So I have to be very careful what I admit to. You have to agree it puts me in a super vulnerable position if I agree/admit to anything.


Maybe it's this desire for security that makes us passive. We're all afraid of being on the losing end, so we'll never concede or stuff like that.

The thing is, I'm wondering if I've already let my guard down too much.

Maybe I shouldn't even have paused to watch. I shouldn't even have invested anything more than just a fleeting interest. Coz I have a feeling I'm about to get hurt again.


Prevention is better than cure - i'm gonna nip this whole thing in the bud. Save myself the only way I know how.



I've got to get out of here

tie-ups

alright, just been reminded of the quiz tml, so hafta make this a quick one and rush off to study!

was just doing some leisure reading =) it's awesome to have time like tt to just read and relax.. no one to oblige, nothing to take up my time =) i'm really a loner at heart!!

yupps. playing the game "kudos" really made me see how methodical life is - how if you just do more of a certain action, you become skilled in that aspect but kinda lose out on others. How reading can up your culture and iq, how hanging out with people ups your confidence and lowers your loneliness, how your work is really what governs your emotions, how hard it is to keep human relations going, how the best jobs require the best people and so much more. Kudos is a really eye-opening game.

So I was just reading to further my general knowledge.. Non-fiction books nia! First time.

Went to Lot 1 after school today (after long chit-chat session wit CAME) wit Val.. Did some shopping(bought some nice n sweet stuff for suyeesweets n tong and my tuition kids!), and scoured the Library for books for me to read! I lugged 8 books home(must take advantage of the 8 books thing lehh!) including one (yes, just one) non-fiction book on medicines, and 7 other fiction titles of my favorite genre - crime thriller/psycho thriller and one of the 7 books was a romance novel, i think. So just before I realised there was a test tml, I was reading the book Suyeesweets lent me (it's non-fiction too! and very enlightening.)

Anws, quick recap of how the prev days went!
Sat: the kbox-movie-arcade-novenasquarevelocity-j8-neoprints outing wit Teru and Suyeesweets! First went to Kbox TP to duh, K.. Haha. Teru - ahem. Try harder lah. Think coz ur range is just too narrow, so many songs cmi, but work on it mann. Range is something tt can be expanded. Trust me, my range used to be quite small. Now what do you think of my range? LOLOL. Super bhb of me. Then we hung ard TP area, then decided we wanted to watch movieee.. Then had long fight abt what movie to watch coz silly sugarsweets wanted to watch Happy Birthday coz it was Fann Wong's birthday tt day.. She's an uber-Fann-fan la. Hahas. But the new fannwong/jackneo movie looks pretty good =) Will watch it! =) Anw, i wanted to watch one of the thrillers (Ghost tunnel, Death Note 2 etc) and Teru was more on my side lol. So we ended up watching KungFu mahjong! Wheeee~ Hahas. Funny show =) Enjoyed it. Then after tt, what wit sugar wanting to have PepperLunch and me wanting to take neoprints, we decided tt we'd go down to novenasquare(since there was pepperlunch there) and check out Velocity and Square2 as well.

Anw to cut a long story short, we had neoprints taken, cam-whored a fucklot and had a freaking delicious pepperlunch!(for dinner) =) Heh. Yahh. Then at J8 we had a nice treat from Teru - Swensen's Banana Crumble!! Super delicious, sinfully good mann =)) YUMMM.. Then super tired by the end of the day and had to drag my fucking heavy self all the way home~~~ Grr.

Sun - slack day! Went for tuition and then did my reading at Church! Then my parents picked me up and we went to my Uncle's house for gathering! Hahas. Slackie. Then spent the whole night talking to sugar(cupcakehoneypie) till like 430!!?!?

(wooh, just finished editing evy's mistake-riddled essay. hahah tiring sia!)

Mon - school! Er. I think i missed all of it. WOKE UP LATE NIA. Thanks to the until-430am-phone-convo. Wahaha. Went for tuition at 4pm. Then went home. Wooh haha.

Tues! - Is tt today? Yupps. Hahas. Went sch, had lessons blah blah blah. Rehman said some stuff abt self-concept and self esteem today tt really struck the core of my probs.. Will talk abt them here soon. Then hung wit CAME for lunch and chitchat (after UGC). Oh yah. met sugar and hc and liwen real quickly before UGC. Hehe. Then.. yah lor.. Blogged about it up there liao.

Crap. Forgot what else i wanted to blog abt le - see la!


Think when i know what I want to thought-blog abt I'll blog again. Off to study comms now! It's org comm right? Not interpersonal right?!? Grr

And sugar's supposed to msg me leh.. =( She must be asleep le LOL

sing your heart out!

Just some songs that kinda bear relevance to stuff right now..

Not necessarily how I feel, but relevant..

First up, my fave member of my faveboyband BLUE has a message for us...

Jump by Lee Ryan

Jump by Lee Ryan
_________________________________________________

There is no reason to be far apart
We should be two sides of one beating heart,
So don’t be scared to let me love you,
We’re standing on the edge of something else,
Just count to ten and let go of yourself,
Somehow we’ll get by, we’re sky high,
So baby wont you...

Jump,
Take that leap of faith,
Take that leap with me,
We can make it if you just believe,
Girl you’ll never feel more alive than,
When you and I are skydiving

We know that life was never meant to last,
So who cares if we’re going way too fast,
Let’s make the best of what life brings us
There’s no such thing as reaching up too high,
Why can’t we build our castles in the sky,
Run from the rooftops, we won’t stop,
Baby come on...

Jump,
Take that leap of faith,
Take that leap with me,
We can make it if you just believe,
Girl you’ll never feel more alive than,
When you and I are skydiving
Jump,
Even if we fall, even if we break,
Tell me it’s not worth the chance you take,
To know that for a while we were flying,
You and I skydiving,
Jump

It’s a cold world, full of cold places,
Full of people, wearing two faces,
You’re a sure sign, of what could be,
I can go anywhere if you’re with me...

Jump,
Take that leap of faith,
Take that leap with me,
We can make it if you just believe,
Girl you’ll never feel more alive than,
When you and I are skydiving
Jump,
Even if we fall, even if we break,
Tell me it’s not worth the chance you take,
To know that for a while we were flying,
You and I skydiving,
Jump
__________________________________________________________________________________

And a new song by P Diddy featuring Christina Aguilera - Tell Me

Diddy:]
Can you feel me
Do that shit do that shit do it
Do that shit do that shit do it
Do that shit do that shit do it
Do that shit do that shit do it
ooh yeah
On the dance floor
Yeah yeah yeah
Lets play a game
On the dance floor
(Oh yeah)
Yeah yeah yeah

Let's play a game
Let's pretend for a second
You don't know who I am or what I do
Let's just put it to the side
I can feel your heart beating
I can hear you breathing
Look into your eyes
Trying to see into your mind
See into your soul
See, no limits to the levels
Me and you can go
When it's me, I take control
But it's something about you
That makes me wanna change
I like the way you dancing
And the way you play the game
I like the way you take away the pain
The way you tell me that you want it
Not saying a thing
The way you got me going
Got me going outta brains
I see us going at it
Going in and out of them lanes

I don't want your innocence
I don't want you to stutter
I don't want a commitment
I don't want you to suffer
I don't want your number
Baby, I want you to wonder
I want you to come up
Looking like something you wanna

[Christina Aguilera:]
Tell me, what you thinking about
When you got me waitng patiently
And usually, I don't have to wait for nobody
But there's something about you
That really got me feeling weak
And I'm trying to find the words to speak

Boy, I got my eyes on you
Tell me what you wanna do
I can picture you in my room
Until the morning
I don't even know your name
Boy, I need to know your name
I'm hoping that you feel the same
Tell me if you want it

I know you're gonna like it (I know)
So tell me how you want it (Tell me)
And you don't have to fight it (You don't)
Cause baby you're invited (Baby)
I know you're gonna like it (I know)
So tell me how you want it (Tell me)
And you don't have to fight it (You don't)
Cause baby you're invited (Baby)

[Diddy:]
You're dreams fullfilled
You're rockin with the best
- put your limits to the test
You're pulsating, your heart is beating outta your chest
You're hyperventilating, trying to catch your breath
(Don't stop)
I'm the first, I'm the next, I'm the end
I'm the boss, in your thoughts, that'll make your mind bend
Look how I approach you, look how I expose you
The - every move, now I know you
I don't wanna control you, I wanna console you
And do everything that I told you
Get high with me, come touch the sky with me
Fly with me, see life with new eyes with me
(Don't stop)
I'm the dream, I'm the one, I'm the reason you come
I'm a king, I'm a hung, I'm a beast
I'm the last thing your eyes see
The passion's inside me, it's yours
Now come try me, c'mon

[Christina Aguilera:]
Tell me, what you thinking about
When your hands is all on me
Cause I've been thinking about
All the possibilities
Ain't no other place that I really wanna be
Cause you're sweepin' me off my feet

Boy, I got my eyes on you
Tell me what you wanna do
I can picture you in my room
Until the morning
I don't even know your name
Boy, I need to know your name
I'm hoping that you feel the same
Tell me if you want it

[Hook:]
I know you're gonna like it (I know)
So tell me how you want it (Tell me)
And you don't have to fight it (You don't)
Cause baby you're invited (Baby)
I know you're gonna like it (I know)
So tell me how you want it (Tell me)
And you don't have to fight it (Baby you're invited)
Cause baby you're invited (Baby)

[Bridge: Christina Aguilera]
I got a selection of the positions of affection
With no pressure
So tell me
Tell me how you want it, tell me how you want it babe
I got a selection of the positions of affection
With no pressure
So tell me
Tell me how you want it
Tell me how you want it babe

Do that shit do that shit do it
Do that shit do that shit do it
Do that shit do that shit do it
Do that shit do that shit do it
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Yahhh... Oh wells. Went out wit sysweets and teru ytd(Saturday) go read either teru's or suyee's blogs to see what happened. Thanks suyee sweetie for ur really sweet entry=)

Will stop here for now... Blog later abt everything! =) Talking to sysweets on the phone now =)